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2008-04-04T02:56:00.001-07:00

**** Finally Updating ****

Okay lr Jarold, updating liao lr!!! HAHAHAAHA!!! yEaH for thse ppl who didnt noe i've been away for a veri veri long time. yUp...well not since Brunei, but a veri long time. I've actually been back for a veri long time and been floating around aimlessly, didnt blog coz i didnt noe wat to blog bout. I was actually to blog before i left for Thailand say a month ago...yEaH...but just couldnt find anything interesting to blog bout.

Well so here i am... after my trip to thailand. Once again i cant blog much bout wat we did there, or some weird shit department of the gah-ment will be knocking on my door or worse, shooting me in my slp. -_- i realli dunno wads the big hoo-hah bout we, the mighty mighty Commandos training in thailand. Oops...die die die...tonight gotta lock doors, windows and place glass on the floor alr. *ppppbbbffft!* rolling my eYes.

Okay here's a pic, albeit the least sensitive without showing too much equipment & weapons, of me and 2 fellow commandos...HYEAH! tt's us ok after some stuff tt we had to do, enjoying a coconut! That's the mister nice guy of my detachment right there beside me. Mister Ng Yew Ting! yEaH i can say he's been real great to me thus far in my Cdo life. The one beside him is Mister Alvin Yeo!... a veri veri impt person... part of his job scope is to...care...care for our OC. yEaH.... suits him pretty well.

HYEAH! ATEC went pretty well, overall not bad...Hope we have a shot at the BCU. God damn it if i have to march in Long4, faced camo-ed and my asshole puckered, for NDP. If it's a "must-march" I'd rather be in No.1!!! HAHA! Be the best eh? ZhiHong

P.S if evryone is wondering wads up with the "HYEAH!" it was created by our veri own Mister Wang Hao, who took ShaoHong's line of "Hell Yeah!" and combined it into HYEAH! with a little touch of Jenna Jameson's accent and orgasm-ed voice into it. Mr Wang Hao was really yelling tt phrase out while acting really gay in the bunk...

Coming up next is a really obscene picture which contains the theme of sexuality, homosexualism and some fucked up shit. People who are offended, I'm veri sry... U'll just have to suck thumb and suck it all up. Sounds abit wrong but, then again wad doesnt nowadays.

WALAA!!!! SICK RIGHT???? oh man, im so gonna die if Wang Hao & Yongsheng sees this! HAHAHAHAH!!!!

Ok i digress.... better change the topic before some sick bastard starts wanking all over his CPU/LCD screen.

So back to my thailand trip... i had a ball of a time there although it was hot and freakingly sunny all the time. Check this out, each of us on an average took 2 to 3 baths a day...IN THE DAY! Not counting the ones in the night man! The R&R was RATHER enjoyable...we visited what? Crocodile farm, Snake Farm, Wax Museum... hyeah... e guys at the croc & snake farms were great lr. Really daring and cool shit....... 1 man vs 3 snakes... kissing the cobra... wrestling with the huge python... sticking arms into throat of the crocs.

HEY HEY EYES DOWN HERE!!! I KNOW SOME SICK SHIT JUST SCROLLED UP TO LOOK AT THE HOMO PIC AGAIN! LOL!

Oh guess wat, some snake escaped lr after we were on the bus safely backing out of the parking lot! Damn i took a pic of it from the bus lr! it was chasing this couple from USA which laughed at it from behind the glass...

HYEAH!!! FARKING HUGE RIGHT! hhahahahahahah... nah tt's from some movie called Dragon Wars, sounds cheesy i noe...but yEaH its not a bad show.

Anyway i had fun during the R&R, shopping around, bargaining for cheaper prices for fake Oakleys, which is visibly spelt wrongly OAKEY...wtf rite? yEaH. Bought some stuff for my 2 bros, sis and parents. Spent the rest of my Baht eating in the canteen and snacking on the treats by the road side.

Okay lr...i think i will stop here yEa. Tired alr, fingers aching.

2007-11-27T05:43:00.000-08:00

"Only a friend can kill me..."

this is wat my Father told me.

I've been thinking bout my life, yEaH... i have to do a little bit of reassesment. I have some plans which i'm going to keep, and some which i'm really going to have to brainstorm over. yEaH... for all thse involved directly, i have to pls beg ur pardon and trust me.

Am i realli loyal to fault? I guess i realli am... do i really assess the situation before rushing to support or fight for (in general) a friend? I guess i dun really. I noe myself, i love with all my heart and hate with all Hell's fury. I'm overprotective and veri hot tempered, that has often caused me to jump into situations for either myself or my friends. Smtimes even though they tell me not to get involved.

Being loyal to a fault is a flaw...but...i believe i can work it to my advantage, by controlling that famous temper of mine. Yes...and i realli hOpE to start todae. I've hurt enough of my Loved ones... to be blunt... wanna hurt or channel rage. Shouldnt it be to outsiders and not my Loved ones? yEaH... I have to change...

The future is wat i have to plan............................. oh boy, this is gonna be a ride.

2007-09-12T02:40:00.001-07:00

**** Leaving on a jetplane... ****

Well tonight is the night where i will fly off to Brunei! loLx...well actualli its tml early morning, at wat? 2am? yEaH but still count it as tonite lr. lolx yUp... well i think things on the homefront are pretty much good to go and i think i can leave peacefully for my military exercise tonite.

AH ALRIGHT! LOL! after brunei then blog... cant think of anything now. loLx...

Here's just a pic of Qiaosen (extreme right) with my brothers & i, during lao-san's b'dae celeb...

Au revoir ppl!
-be safe everyone-

2007-09-09T01:25:00.000-07:00

**** I really like Oysters ****

Well this past week was freaking terrible for me. Firstly i was alr having a terrible ankle from the previous week where i had a 20km FBO route march. yUp... and this week i had a freak accident during the live descent from a chinook and aggravated the ankle injury, resulting in me not taking part as a marching personnel in the 35km march this week, but as a support personnel... yUp. I felt pretty shitty not being able to take part in the 35km march...budden...nvm lr. i think its pretty logical tt i shldnt march.

Well saturday, which was yTd? yEa...i booked out along with my company early in the morning. Made my way home and then got showered and changed, i then headed out to meet Zhihong & Qiaosen at Westmall. yUp believe it or not, me...Joel Chua a.k.a Orochi was going to church service after so long. -.- Yup...after some brief waiting (which i still do not like), hahaha...they arrived and we made our way to Jarold's busstop and he hopped on.

Well service was interesting... anw, after that the 4 of us made our way to Heeren, where i bought 2 dvds for my own entertainment. yEaH...lol. After that we proceeded to Taka...YES... Pariss International Seafood Buffet, mmmmmmm! lol... we treated Zhihong for his birthday in advance. yEa... hahaha 3 hours of non-stop eating action. hahaha...some ppl have got to brush up on oyster eating skills eh?

Hope u had fun yesterday "lao san" (3rd bro)... LOL! =)

After tt was nothing much except for 1 hr of LAN at cineleisure, yUp 1 hour of CS. As usual i was slow to warm up, but then agaIn the agression came in and e 4 of us took on wat? 30 bots? hahahaha ok lr...cheap thrill for 1 hour. yEaH...headed home and here i am now after a gd nite's rest.

Hot Fuzz is a freaking funny show...

"SOMEBODY!!!! HE'S GONE!" *Nicholas bout suspect from previous night, gone from cell*
"WHO's GONE!?" *Suspect appearing from behind Nicholas*
"YOU! what are u doing dressed as a cop?" *Nicholas*
"I am a cop..." *Danny*

Ah gotta watch it for the atmosphere to be there...hahaha.

Anyway, take care evryone, im going off for training abroad for 3 weeks. yUp

Be safe evryone.

Ivan! sry i will be out of the country while ur birthday is on, i'll otang u first! HAHA!

Au Revoir ppl!
-For Honour & Glory-

2007-08-31T19:08:00.000-07:00

**** I'm so screwed, oh yeah...screwed alright ****

yEaH, im pretty much back after another freaking long silence. Accomplished pretty alot during this period of time. Well firstly, i fell ill after the recent military exercise a week ago? yEaH, thanks to my alr existing flu & the freaking sting. yUp... but during that time, thank goodness i had a period of 4 days ( fri night, saturday& sunday were MC, monday & tuesday were given leaves) to rest and recover, well not only did i recover, but earlier than expected ah!!!! i spent the rest of the days, replenishing my body's lost energy & was training back to my original form before Sunday was over.

Well e remaining time i had was pretty well spent, i was back in shape and even won 200 bucks from Team BlackSun. Recieved aching forearms from blocking and a hurting solarplex from a jumping backthrust, but well the day was still mine...hehehehe... e money's with me aint it! HAHAHA! Well i realli didnt have to fight that hard agaInst my 2 very annoying opponents, if Alvin had come along to take a match, yUp. But then aGaIn...i would have onli won 100 bucks if he had come =P. I feel that among all the juniors, he's pretty much the only one who can hold some ground agaInst the ppl in our veri much "illustrious-turned-ragtag" group. haha oh well, this is life. I can't complain much since y'all are still giving me matches. Not to mention the money which can be won from it. =P anw...no more matches until after October k? i need to rest my body until then, for my own personal agenda. yUp... Ah-rui ah...ur jumping backthust ah, UMPH! haha nice one lr...bloody fcuker. HAHAA!!!

Well this week has been pretty alright until the end, which was yTd. I had some realli gruelling route march in FBO, yUp although it was just 20km. I pretty much had no problem for the first 16km, but the last 4km was painstaking cOz e last stretch realli had no canopy to block out some of the sun. yUp...hey im a cOoL guy, i cant stand being under intense heat for too long. yUp...hahaha. Nevertheless, i finished it and my body was veri overheated... when i got back home yTd, i was still feeling the annoying effects of the heat. hahaha. I felt better after showering and replenishing the moisture in my body sia. Guess wat.... nxt friday 35km!!!! HAHAH! OH HELL YEAH! bring on the pain agaIn lr!!! i hope it rains during the march -_- so i can cool down while marching. right now...right now...even now my body's still aching lr...lol! But i guess i will be alright.

Anyway, many things have happened this week outside of my military life, while i was away. yEaH... i couldnt be there in the flesh in the support of my bro, Jarold. I couldnt see Ron get the living hell beaten e bee-jeezes outta of him in his match. I couldnt collected my much prized sparring gloves from my master. sad...double sad.

But anw, brother. I'm glad that u're much stronger than the Kim incident, with all due respect kim. yUp... I'm glad that tt u've taken tt incident with a pinch of salt and u're stronger now that this has happened. Of course i'm also pretty upset and understand tt u're still grieving a little. But evrything will be fine, shld be...must be lr, yTd still can go watch Evan Almighty with Leon & Neo... hahaha. yEaH... All the best for the O levels yEaH?

Zhihong, bro. All the best for ur N levels, and rmb, a girl who doesnt appreciate u isnt a girl worth ur freaking love and time. The greatest love of all, like the song says, is learning to love urself. yUp...dun sadden urself over someone not worth it. If Shirong wants a war over tt bitch, give it to him if u have the time. Yes... i said it Shirong.... that BITCH GF of your's. Come and flame my blog, come look for me and hit me if u dare....or shld i say IF u can. Bring friends, the more the merrier *slurp* y'all will just help satisfy my addiction for hurting. I'm begging u...

Sry ppl, lost myself there for awhile. lolx...

Ron, u moron how can u lose? hahaha...u and me developed and enhanced one of my styles. I use it pretty often. U're one of the better guys in e team lr. LOL! I guess.........too bad u're not...me. AAAHahaha! kidding kidding. Noone's bigger than u dude. =)

Au revoir ppl!
-for honour & glory-

2007-08-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

**** I Promise *****

One day i'll form my own Family, away from the one i'm alr in.

2007-06-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

**** Greatly impressed ****

KNNB CCB NNH... was supposed to go training today with Jarold & Oliver, but end up?!?! Jarold slpt at 4 plus, and nvr go training. lolx... no lr ah, he was doing hwk, so tt's a consolation.

There used to be a time where training with juniors was so damn easy. loLx... After a long absence, I finally returned to training today, with Oliver. And oh yEa... although i nvr slackened and marginally improved, the kiddos there had improved too, especially Alvin i must say, realli impressed me. I had to outsmart rather than outfight him today, with a sudden switch from kick-boxing into takedown and groundfight techniques. Qingyang is getting better to lr i can tell

BTW! Jen!!! what do u mean by being good in groundfight means good in bed also!!! OMG MAN! lolx... so sick lr u. =P

Back to topic, Oh dear... times have changed. lolx... Hey Team BlackSun, and fellow martial art friends, guess we cant keep the mindset that we've hit "that" standard and be complacent anymore. The newbies and juniors are catching up, and i must say, its a veri warming discovery. They got the spunk and that extra UMM! which i think makes up for the old-fashioned discipline we have during our time of training, which they dun hv.

One thing's for sure, i'm gonna toughen my own training!!! hahahahah! i wont let myself be outdone by young upstarts just yEt. And im not going to be veri nice and "pang chance" next training. lol! Call me ego...i dun care, coz i am! -_-

Going back to camp for more training tonite...

My jumps will hopefully be this week and also God-allow it, let all of us graduate from the course! =)

Au Revoir ppl! =)
See evryone next week! Be safe

2007-06-04T18:49:00.000-07:00

**** Back from Taiwan ****

First and foremost, BlackSun y'all are pathetic. HAHAHAHAHA! I had no idea i had improved so much and managed to take y'all 3 at once. Looks like the sideline training which i did alongside my military activities really helped alot =P. Thanks for the lucrative prize I won from y'all.

Anyway, well i had a ball of a time in Taiwan! The days spent in the camp there and out in the mountainous areas were really an eYe opener. yEah and i mean EYE-OPENER! OH GAAWD the food is FABULOUS man........... the view from the mountains when i actually had the time to look, in between skirmishes, was breathtaking. Looking far away from where i was standing and breathing in the cold air as it slammed against me really made me feel damn good. HAHA!

Well i cant blog bout wat i did there, for the first 2 & half weeks in the camp and moutainous terrain, but i think blogging bout the R&R is alright lr i guess? So help me God if it's not even allowed. Well the frame ended with a nice "end of frame" dinner at a local seafood restaurant in the town of Kenting if im not wrong, yEaH. The meal was the best of the entire trip so far at that point, and it was actually onli so so. yEaH so read in between the lines and realise wat im saying bout the food i had before it -_-....

The nxt day we started on our R&R, enjoyed it pretty much. Took lotsa photos and bought alot of stuff, for my Family & Loved ones. I onli bought a few shirts for myself, most of the stuff were for others. The rest of my cash was spent on the glorious food at the night markets and eateries there. LOL! Also there was the foot massage, yEaH i really needed it after the freaking 2 and half weeks. Come to think of it, i dun mind living in Taiwan. =P But i had to come home still, as like i said this is my home =)

OK let's run through the stuff i bought...

3 t-shirts for myself
1 polo-T for myself
1 shirt for myself
2 boxes of taiyang biscuits
3 packets of seaweed & cuttlefish
some lucky charms for my parents
leather covered diary for my sis
some stuff for Jarold & his gaL
some stuff for Neo & his "Her"
stuff for Leon
stuff for ZhiHong
a t-shirt for my cousin Isaac
a toy for newborn cousin Dominic

YeaH...and the rest like i said was spent on food. Wat can i say...i love food lr. I cant wait for another overseas training so i can go there and raid all the foodstalls and eateries. All in all this trip was fun lr, got injured here and there but thats part and parcel of commando life yeah? so wat the heck.

Alright, anw im home right now is coz of halfday leave. Going for course tml alr... AIRBORNE ALL THE WAY!

Au revoir ppl!
-Be safe evryone-

2007-05-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

**** Why approach me now? ****

I'm leading a happy life now, in the Army. Why do u guys have to ask for my help now? In trouble now eh... looks like Team BlackSun is shorthanded yEaH. Well sad to tell u guys, i'll be in Taiwan for a good 3 weeks. I guess i wun be able to help y'all =)

Y'all ask me why I still wear the fugging team ring if i dun regard myself as part of the team? That's coz the ring has a new meaning for me, guess u guys dun bother to read my blog when y'all dun need me to fight in matches. Awwwww... tt's so sad eh? Told y'all alr, the ring meant smthing else to me the day i freaking tossed it after our fight, and 2 good friends went to look for it and retrieved it for me without me knowing, solely for the fact that they knew it belonged to me. You see wads that? That's friendship! I noe ur temper Oh wise 'leader', now you'll be wondering who are those 2 guys. Give it up, one of them is training with me and my master and has the potential to surpass me and is definitely will be stronger than u.

I've been fighting in sparring matches for y'all and getting hurt smtimes, for what? So y'all can flaunt the wins. What bout my PARTNER?!?!?! u rmb him!? Or did y'all try to forget him. He's ruined coz of y'all and ur stupid goals. You know what? I think i might consider helping the other team u're in trouble with now =) =) =)

************

Anyway, since i'm leaving for Taiwan, I'd blog a little.

Well todae we started the "Kay Po" game agaIn. Wtf lr...i was the first to get jacked! LOL! It was nice. Anyway see evryone soon!

Au revoir ppl!

2007-05-05T05:56:00.000-07:00

**** Nothing left in my way ****

Alright... we're done with our course and our selection test. There's nothing left to stand in my way to obtaining glory. HAHA!

I seriously have nothing to blog bout this weekend, except that i will be away for smtime. Only the closest of friends noe where i will be going and for how long =).

Take care evryone!

Au revoir ppl!

2007-04-30T23:23:00.000-07:00

**** Pushing myself once agaIn ****

yEaH im back once agaIn, and today is Labour Day. Which is also my beloved 3 year old cousin, Isaac's birthday! HAHA! And is also my freaking book-in day! HAHA! So good lr, so many events on this stupid little holiday.

Well recently went martial art training, aggrevated my ankle on Sunday. Went back on Monday and hurt my ankle agaIn during army training!!! LOL! But it's better now, i'm alr running agaIn. Just ran a little just now before cooling down and sitting down here to blog. I watched Spiderman 3 this morning with my old friend, Ivan.

Spiderman 3 isn't really as exciting as the first and second lr...but its still a God-damn good show lr! I love the theme and emotions...and of course the action manz! LOL... Good bye GreenGoblin Jr/Harry Osborne. =(

> Hey ZhiHong...no worries k bout the movie. Dun sound as if u're inthe wrong... we dun owe each other anything =) We'll watch a movie another lr. loLx... Concentrate on ur exams! Meet up with u the nxt book out i have okie? maybe catch smthing that can make both of us laugh lr. Relax a bit after the hectic lifestyle we're having recently. LOL!

> Oliver u little twit... leave thse "barkers" be. Let them do wat they want as long as they dun affect u and ur world. Rmb fighting shld be left to the veri veri veri veri veri veri veri last resort. We learn our techniques, skills and martial arts to help ppl, defend the weak & ourselves and keep fit. KAY?! hahaha... Besides, fighting doesnt necessarily need to be done with the fist. The tongue can cut as fast and is as sharp as my metal tanto. Think smart =)

> Jarold! play nice...be nice... Dun become the bully evryone will talk bout. HAHA...
All the best for ur exams.

> Rosanne....... wanted me to blog bout u rite? hahahaha...okayz here it is. Well u've alwys seemed to rmb me after so long. All this while msging me to talk when i book out. =) For that im appreciative. HAHA, smtimes u get me at e right moments, when im freaking sian or bothered by smthings. =) U're a veri nice person...and good...friend i guess?

> Hey you! Evil chocolate girl! HAHA!!! Laughing like some mad person in sch. Lizhen holding the microphone sooo cUtE wOrXx.... Evryday slping. Careful get fat ah! =P All the best for the remainder of ur papers. =)

> Jen..... hmmm. =) i guess...

To serve & to protect, those who've earned my love & respect -
Au Revoir ppl!!!

2007-04-27T02:58:00.001-07:00

**** Long silence is finally broken ****

Dunno if anyone even comes here...HAHAHA!!! I dun think so...but this is my sanctuary where i bitch and crap my thoughts even if there is noone. loLx...

Anyway, within this long silence, yEaH i have been busy with my course in my camp. Coming out once in awhile to relax and take time away from my intense weapons training. Damn it, i think after my course, i can practically use evry freaking weapon in the CS gun buy-list lr!!! LOL! That's how professional we are leh!!! LOL! All the way boys! * CENSORED! * (Unit formation and vocation censored) HAHA!

Business is kicking off and i'm having a blast at it too. Being paid somewhat well. Some risk is involved but i think its pretty worth it and satisfying when i get a job done. Alongside with my veri lucrative allowance provided by the SAF, i can say im doing fine financially =) I love being a Singaporean lr............ hahaha.

ZhiHong, pls dun get involved in little petty conflicts which dun affect u directly k? U're still young and as i can see hav no reason to wanna lead a stressful life. =) I noe u are a good friend and a veri loyal one too, but pls do think bout ur own safety and interest before embarking on anything that is dangerous. And pls try to guide Oliver too alright? Take care brother. We're all getting older alr slowly... me? im alr in the Army lr...gotta think bout future and loved ones and money alr. HAHA! not that im short of any lr, but e more the merrier =P Even Jarold is thinking bout poly and which course alr, and wat he wanna do for a living, dun ask me wads it, i wun say, ask him if u wanna noe. lol... I have nothing much alr, other than my skills, my ability to use it to make money, my Family and loved ones, which y'all are included in. yUp... Gotta think more maturely alr ok?

I have smthing impt to do tml... Ouch. I love and hate moments like this. LOL! alrightdees i'll blog agaIn tml if i come home. =)

Au Revoir ppl...

2007-04-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

2007-03-03T02:53:00.000-08:00

**** I'm sorry I've been a grouch ****

Just wanna say i'm sorry for being a real grouch these past 3 weeks. I've been unwell and in a pissed off mood, mentally and physically stressed, evry little thing seemed to piss me off and i vented it out many times on y'all. There is no excuse for me doing so.

Hope i didnt put y'all off and come across as demanding and nasty. I'd just like to say i think i noe why im totally pissed by evry little thing tt seems to screw up, even if it was a small thing. I just wanted to spend some time away from the regimental lifestyle and relax with a few ppl who i hold dear to me. yUp... Guess i felt irritated when i could not. yUp... tt's why the screw ups realli got to me.

You're right Jarold, perhaps i should let u noe beforehand so u can facilitate if i wanna chill or smthing. Will do, Sgt. And yEa... i saw wat u typed in MSN, but i chose not to say anything bout it initially coz i was pissed. Yeah it will be pleasure to train u underground. But if ur mum finds out...u and i may not be enough to stop her frm kicking our asses. HAHAHAHAH. I didnt noe u were still interested, honestly. I thought u slacked off.

ZhiHong, i realli hOpE u'll think through having a match with this jason, without me around. First of all i'd like to watch it, secondly i'm concerned that he might realli be too good for u to handle and he tries to be funny. I'm not worried bout u beating him up, i dun care if u beat him up, he deserves it. I care bout u, i'm worried he might be able to beat u up. I'm not looking down on u, but im just concerned bout ur safety.

Here i'd like to wish Neo & Corinne a wonderful 4th month and many more good ones ahead! =) Oops was i not supposed to mention? Sry too late. And dun keep apologising whenever u cant make it for gatherings k? Today the Hannibal Rising thingy... I didnt blame u, i nvr blamed u when u told me it was e 4th month thingy. I feel awkward when u or any of the above apologise to me for nothing. Hahaha!

Ivan!!! pangseh me for a girl........ so hurt lr....all that brotherhood....all those yEaRs. HAHA, kidding. take care Officer. I'm ur cdo anyday.

Well yEa...back to camp for me. I'm passing out on e 14th March. Jarold u owe me a treat still...and i owe u ur marche.

Until the nxt time i book out...

Au Revoir ppl!

2007-02-25T01:18:00.000-08:00

**** This is the last stretch ****

Well yEa as the title suggests, it's alr the last stretch for BMT. It's pretty impt for my COY and me, that we make it through this last stretch, where all the physical tests start to kick in. The static stations dun really bother me, in fact they dun bother me at all! HAHAH!!! There's gonna be a lot of pressure on me for the 2.4km run, considering that i'm not a veri strong runner. I've nvr been and i guess nvr will be, i hv to train and run alot to shave off minutes from my timing. However i'm still improving and still running. Although i've recovered, I just hope that being sick for the past 3 weeks hasn't weakened me that much. HAHA! Pray for me and that i make it smoothly for my 2.4 and SOC k? =)

anw...yEa im back home now. HAHA duh, or i wun be blogging. I think this weekend was a really relaxing one. I spent the whole day yEsTerDay relaxing and then ate dinner with my Family and extended family. Chatted online and basically chilled the whole day lr, recuperating from the vigorous training i hv in camp. Well, today , i woke up earlier and did my physical routine and went down for a light jog, just to keep the tempo in my body going. HAHA!

oH anw... last weekend, which was the CNY weekend, yEa i noe i posted on e day i booked out. But i did more stuff over the 4 day holiday. HAHAHAH!!! i got alot of ang bao money... took out 1/4 to spend and saved the rest, after spending some, and much consideration i decided to throw back another 100 bucks into the 3/4 which i put away. Save for a rainy day u noe. Well...i was at my cousin's house on Sunday for Steamboat. My cousin is quite talented in making drinks, alchoholic drinks i mean. I kinda liked the drink "Sex on the Beach" , ahem... it's really nice. I think i had bout 3? or was it 2? i'm going to try the rest of e concoctions nxt time im at his place.

HAHA! yEa so tt was my CNY weekend. Well on monday, i went out to meet The Guys, for a movie and to chill. We caught Ghost Rider, i think... LOL! yEaH kidding. We caught Ghost Rider. Before tt we had lunch at KFC at Cineleisure, and thanks alot Jarold. For firing the cheese from the cheese fries on to my CNY clothing... HAHA! I hv no idea wad was so funny bout wat i said tt u had to shoot cheese outta ur mouth. lol... Neo still looked as much as a walking bird's nest as usual. Leon looked great, just as i rmbered him but with an even nicer hairstyle this time. HAHA! Qiaosen is still as crappy as before manz...lolx and freaking funny lr. Good to hv u with us tt day manz =)

Really appreciated the time y'all spent with me that day, guys. It really helped me to unwind from the crap tt i go through in camp. The movie was great, but actually just seeing y'all was enough to help me unwind. =) I will graduate with u guys on my mind. lolx... 1/2 of my beret will belong to my family, neo, jarold, leon, Zhihong and all my loved ones. Last stretch!!! PUSH AH!!!

Alrightdees! Going back to camp soon.

Au Revoir ppl! =)

2007-02-17T17:30:00.000-08:00

**** We need someone like you ****

We haven't seen each other in years... and the first time in so long the second we meet, we spar with each other. HAHAHA! yEa i told u my blog address cOz i wanted u to come see this post. How long has it been since we trained with each other? I rmb u used to be the one who always falls behind and once u cried cOz u said the rest were looking down on u? And wat did i do? yEa........ i went and challenged all of them one by one. I only lost to some big sized moron, rmb? rmb? HAHAHAHAHAHA! good old childish days.

I've always been the more cynical, ego and vengeful between the 2 of us. U've always been the caring, understanding & benevolent one. I guess that's why u're the person you are now, and ur skill level has reached to a stage where its surprised me greatly, when we sparred. I'm sorry for breaking the rules and using my other skills instead of the common one we learned tgther, but i realli saw a need for me to do that, coz to be honest, i really couldn't beat u with our common martial art. EH BUT I STILL BEAT U IN THE END....lol.... kidding lr k. i noe in my heart that i've lost alr. =)

i noe u wanted to ask me why i left you guys long ago. i still cant think of a reason why, i guess it was my ego that made me leave. i couldnt stand some of the seniors and the way they were treating evryone and thinking they were better than all of us. I'm sorry for leaving and not replying smses & calls frm u guys. But hey! you & i...afterall we were training partners rite? haha...so live and let die?

U're a very good martial artist =) I wonder if u're interested in joining a small team, where we train together and experiment with techniques and cross-train. We need someone like u to help us better ourselves and we could most probably help u improve beyond the level u're at now. Contact me yEa?

Apart from that stuff on top! yEaH...im back for the CNY holidays...hahah woohoo! 4 days. yEaH!!! Well i think my company earned our 4 day holiday. Outfield was a blast and wat we did there was awesome!!! Things are only going to get more interesting and difficult. Bring it on baby! Just a note....being the team signal specialist is not fun. HAHA! Ok can't say anymore...

"The only easy day... was yesterday "

I thought bout my family and friends everyday in the outfield, and that was really wat made me fight harder, run faster, walk further, crawl lower, roll smoother, sleep better, eat better, drink better... okay...u get the point. God... i wouldn't noe where i'll be without the 7 ppl in my head, who kept popping in and out occassionally when i thought of giving up.

Well i made it... my training, my detachment-mates and my loved ones... all these helped me get through the 8 days in the jungle. loLx... Trust me, where i am serving in, e 8 days aren't easy. HAHA!

ALRIGHTDEES!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVRYONE!

GONG XI FA CAI! GONG HEY FAT CHOY! WATEVER!

Au Revoir ppl!

2007-02-03T09:11:00.000-08:00

**** Becoming hardcore ****

yEaH im back once agaIn. Well actually i was back on friday night lr...but was too shag to blog anything. lolx! I was outfield and did lots of interesting, exciting and fun stuff. I dunno lr...call my mad but i like thse kinda things. HAHA!

Another challenge during this past week was a route march with a shitload, and i mean i real big load of equipment. LOL! it was freaking damn damn damn damn long, up and down, rocky and bumpy, wet and muddy. yUp...Glad i made it through!

I learnt smthing from the experience. Self-centered motivation can only get me so far...motivating myself by thinking of family & loved ones is the Key. I carried on and brought myself to finish e march by thinking of e faces of my family members and a few friends, flashing their faces one by one, and having that mental playlist on replay throughout the journey while telling myself mentally "Fuck it...i have to finish this march for them!" ... and God damn it...i didnt fall out, i didnt faint, i didnt give up. I also had a photo-incident during the march, tt pushed me on too. I made it to the finishing point with my platoon.

yEaH just like to say... thanks to e images of e faces of my dad, mum, sister ( a little bit), Neo, Jarold, Leon, Lizhen & my cute baby cousin, Isaac. I realised tt in times of hardship these were e ppl who popped into my mind. And coincidently these are the same ppl, whom i verbally swear to be loyal and faithful to. It tells me smthing.....i realli do love these ppl alot. Well at least, do care bout lr....LOL! dun ask me why some certain ppl are not in there...or why u're not in there...or why is it these particular ppl. HAHAHA...i couldnt control it...my mind just drifted coz i was so exhuasted, and i thought of them. But that doesnt mean the rest of my friends aren't important, i still treasure all just as much.

Well this time after i book in tml night...i will be away for 2 weeks? yUp 2 weeks... hahaha going for the next evolution in e training! WOOHOO!!!

Just to say to all my loved ones. Take care of urselves...2 weeks nia, i'll be fine. See all of y'all soon =D My family? dun need to mention lr they alr noe...LOL!

Alrighty then, enough said i think. hahahaha... it's now so late alr and im still up blogging. loLx...

Au Revoir ppl!!!

2007-01-26T01:46:00.000-08:00

**** Taken down by a virus ****

LOL! yEaH as the title suggests. Nothing could ever take me down except viruses. I'm at home now for ur info, I've got Attend 'C' for 3 days. Thank God its over the weekend, so i wun miss any thing important which my instructors are going to teach. Oh how i curse the virus which hit me................................ hahahahaha!

I've trained until my lungs and muscles almost burst in NCC, i've fought and won several senseis and their best students, i've even whacked several members in Team BlackSun, i've been through more than an average guy will in terms of physical limitations, i've hit a improved timing for 2.4km, the training in Commandos wears me down but to be honest i love it.... And after all these... my body fails because of a virus -_-. HAHAHAH!!!

Well but not to fear i'm using these 3 days to recover and recuperate and get back to training in the Army. I have to get back to my platoon! i felt abit sad manz when i found out i was having Attend 'C' but i knew it was necessary. Recover and Return!!!

Well... apart from all that, well....yEa life's been fine in there, the usual except for the virus part. I'm still a Naruto fanatic though. In camp, i usually try to avoid talking bout it when others do, coz i noe once i start i cant stop! lolx! yEaH well i guess im going to rest now, im almost recovered.

Au Revoir ppl!

2007-01-20T16:39:00.000-08:00

**** Motivated & Dedicated *****

Yeah im back home agaIn. Just booked out yesterday, I must say this week went really well lr in camp. Training is good, the food is the same. Given my background in NCC and my liking of regimental lifestyle, i have to say there's really no problem for me living in the Army. =) So to my loved ones, dun worry for me. I'll be fine.

Well i spent the whole of yesterday slacking at home after reaching home. i slept really early yesterday...so damn shagged. loLx...i slept at 2135hrs, thats 9.35pm for thse who dun get it. yEaH manz...

When i woke up this morning guess wat i did............. I woke up with my eYes still closed, sat up in my bed, moved my feet to the floor and started shuffling them around as if i was looking for smthing with my feet. After a few minutes, I started calling out "Merrill! Merrill!!!" Then my eYes shot open, and i realised i was at home. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!! Well......... i actually thought i was still in camp and i was searching for the slippers with my feet and when i couldnt find them, i started calling to my bunkmate Merrill...HAHA. WTF MAN! I laughed to myself and plopped back into bed.

WTF manz....lucky i nvr grab my canteen bottle and run into the living room and shout WATER PARADE. lol!!!

Well so here I am now, blogging and bout to prepare the stuff i need to book in with later. And I would just like to share a line with evryone here who reads my blog. lolx...

"Loyalty is not dying for your country... Loyalty is making the enemy die for their's"

HAHA...interesting line eh? I think its veri true and deep.

Anyway, im booking out agaIn nxt week on Friday... will be going out with the guys (e usual), so i cant wait for nxt week. I'm a happy guy and soldier. loLx....Good training, good food, going ut on the weekends, getting allowance... wat more can i ask for! lolx.

Au Revoir ppl! see y'all nxt week =)

2007-01-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

**** ****

Why did u have to come back now... u've been gone so damn long, of all times to return, why now? at the very point of time when im setting my sights and mind on smthing so impt to me. Seeing u agaIn is really hindering me in focusing on my goal. -.-

Anw... went to Rosanne's birthday BBQ party yTd, was quite ok. LOL had food and stuff. So my dinner was more or less settled. =D

I couldn't wait until next week to watch Tears of the Sun, so i dug out the DVD and watched it. It's a very good show man. Talks bout "doing the good thing & doing the right thing" the difference between the good thing and the right thing. Another line that touched me was a quote which the entire film was revolving around.

"The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing" - Edmund Burke

i think its a good thing to adopt, it doesnt mean we have to be heroes or watever, but i believe it means, we should help out if we're able to. Especially for Family & Friends.

I'm booking in agaIn tonight, i can expect Hell for me and my platoon manz...for this coming week. lolx

So Au Revoir ppl.

2007-01-01T18:59:00.000-08:00

**** Test of faith, friendship, loyalty & honour ****

Spent new year's eve at Vivo City with, a few friends & good friends. loLx...it was nice lr. Went there with, Leon, Jarold, Zhihong, Oliver, Qiaosen and finally Austin who came back from Australia! loLx... He joined us too.

Well it was like how stupid can we be, we waited for the freaking fireworks, but at midnight came, the freaking fireworks blew behind us on the other side of the building and we didnt noe lr! lol... We were still facing sentosa and wondering where e hell were thse promised fireworks. Finally as we turned around and walked, we saw the fireworks on the other side and we rushed to watch wad was left of it in the sky. AHAHAHAHAHA...

Well yEa...on new year's day itself. I met up with Neo, Leon, Jarold, Zhihong & Kenneth and we made our way to Changi Airport to send Austin off. Neo & Kenneth went off halfway, and we made our way to Tiong Bahru plaza to catch Eragon at 2050hr. loLx... It's a nice show.

Anyway the main topic of my post todae is on some of my thoughts. I'm so confused as to where i am now............. will i choose my own personal glory & interests, over the glory & friendship of a very good friend? I lay in bed last night and really couldn't sleep. I was thinking bout it and before i knew it, it was alr 4plus in the freaking morning. LOL! i finally came to the decision, "am i really gonna risk my friendship and love for my friend, over a girl that i'm interested in, throwing away all that my friend & i hv been through."

Well although i tell myself that, i'm still a lil in doubt. Hey im only human... Oh well...

Anyway im going back to camp todae...so take care ppl and hv a good time ahead =)

Au revoir ppl

2006-12-30T17:43:00.000-08:00

**** I love the Army...i'm not lying ****

I love life in the Army manz... taking it as it comes and evryday training is an experience. Just some advice for ppl. Go in with the positive mindset and just train manz! Look forward to the days ahead, follow orders and think ahead of the weekend book out. And evrything will be A-Okay... loLx.

Well, for me and the unit im training in, life's been really good so far, motivated and we're physical freaks... Alright Enough said, the training is good! Can't say anymore bout my unit or else, i will FMD....... HAHAHAHAH! powerful curse ok.

yUp im back, out for the New Year holidays. Lolx... Can't blog much coz i freaking hv no time. Actually im lazy lr...and my life for 2 yrs is in the Army now. Took oath cannot talk bout my unit's training. So yEa my days are secret now. loLx...

So Once again i'd like to wish evryone a HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!!

Evryone good luck in evrything y'all do.

Au Revoir ppl!

2006-12-24T20:03:00.000-08:00

**** Merry X'mas! ****

My title for this post says it all...

Merry X'mas everyone!!!!

yUp now on x'mas day i'm preparing to go back into camp. =) Packing my bag and folding my uniforms. So here i wish evryone happy holidays and hv a good week ahead.

Next thing to look forward to... New Year -.-

Alrightdees, Au Revoir ppl.

2006-12-14T01:11:00.000-08:00

**** They say in the Army................. ****

Well here i am agaIn, after a freaking long silence. 14 days since my last post, to be exact. Seems like yesterday that i received the letter and i was so determined to play like crazy, and now my enlistment date is just a few hours away.

I'm a person who likes to settle all accounts and stuff, en masse at one time or before taking my leave, hence this post. Yup...

Here's just some things i'd like to say to some ppl, friends and close friends...

Chua Weijie, first on the list. lol! surprised? Anyway, I couldn't find a more true friend and person than u. Despite certain circumstances, we remained as friends. I'm grateful to hav been able to noe u as a friend. I'm proud and happy for u too, from cadet (rebel leader!), to USM and on to RSM. The episode with u being there for me, when i needed support e most, realli put faith of helping ppl back into me. I was veri touched when u mentioned, anytime for helping me coz i was there for u before. Funny thing, if u rmber was tt i didnt even rmber i was. LOL! Well, i wish u, good health and God's speed in ur endeavors. All e best in ur relationship with Elis! Wishing u and her "sky long ground long" got u, got her. HAHA WTF lr...direct translation. Take care dude!

Ivan!!! My old friend and officer to be... U do the planning, i'll do the fighting. lol! Seems veri on track now, u're in OCS training to be a Lieutenant, while i'll be going to Pasir Ris camp and hopefully on to Hendon Camp. My brother, dun tell me u might not make it and tt u might be cut...tt's not u, u were always the more brainy one between us. OLD SCHOOL OLD SCHOOL yeah!?!? Now i hope u do read this, sry if u clicked on my blog for the past 14 days and there were no updates. =P I make a pact with u, i'll go for my red beret with evrything i got, u go for thse bars on ur shoulder, when we meet again, I'll salute u and u can knock me down! LOL! we've known each other for 12 years, u're practically 1 of the closest friends i've got. I hope for wads best for u and i'd like u to noe i was veri happy for u when u got into OCS. = ) Au revoir bro! See u again.

Aaron Soh... =) u saved my soul 3 years ago rmber? I can say i'm a better person because of u. And like Ivan, u're also one of the closest friends i've got. And u also freaking happen to be in OCS! Haha... U've always given me the impression of a caring and veri loving person, and i guess u like to teach, tt's why u've chosen to be a teacher. Officer/teacher, watever it is, like i mentioned before. Wanna be an officer, be a damn good one. Be one who the men will willingly follow and willingly carry out orders for. Ha...maybe as a teacher u could end up teaching my kids nxt time... All e best in evrything u do Aaron. =)

Soh Chenyen, wat u think i've forgetten bout u? No way bro =) In my "exile", u stayed in contact with me, not judging me for wat happened and remain constantly a friend to me. U've a big heart, u're a hardworking person. I admire ur determination, struggling through stdying in ITE, from NITEC to getting higher NITEC and ultimately getting into Poly. I say to u, wow man... tt's determination! (hope u dun mind me mentioning thse, its wat i feel). I may hav some physical prowress and inclined in martial arts, but tt's nothing compared to ur determination and ur good nature at heart. Thank you for standing by me and alwys asking me how i was. All e best for Poly after NS k? I wun be surprised to hear tt u get into Uni =)

Kenneth Yip. I wouldnt say this to u until this veri last day, so here it goes. U may not have gotten ur desired post in the main committee, but u've gotten a post which is a whole lot more meaningful. U're a platoon sgt. Y'all say i made a difference in e NCC lives of PartD'07, Thanks. Well here is e chance for u to be able to do the same, for the PartBs. Tgther with ur APS, i hope y'all will =) I've told u before during the period of time before ROD, i noe u have the utmost ability and i nvr doubted it. Now tt u've got a post, could i ask for a small favor? Show me wat u've got baby!!! Work thse PartBs into standard yea? U've been a veri good friend to me too, u're a veri shrewd and intelligent person. Definitely worth a few more shots at impt stuff, so work hard, gd luck for O Levels nxt year. =)

Kimberley, thanks for SMSing me to wish me safety for my NS! =) Was kinda unexpected but veri much appreciated. Guess u shld be going for ur A Levels in 2 yrs time? Or poly? All the best k? God's speed in watever u do, be it Netball or studies. =) Take care too. Erm...we could meet up after my NS yea? but nxt time then say lr =)

Amar, wah lao...nothing to say to u lr! HAHA kidding. thanks for the veri interesting farewell email. yEaH im realli resolving ties with NCC business alr, i've done all i can for NCC (land). I've watched u grow and i see that u've realli taken the advice from us and i'm really proud that u're the ASM now. =) Work with the main 14 to bring the Gold back home to FMSS NCC (land) k? right...All the best for ur O Levels nxt year yea? Master Sergeant Amar!!!! BANG BANG YOUR LEFT FOOT!!! lol.

Nicolette Sum!!! wah sianz, dunno if u'll read this in the first place or not. Ur internet forever down one...lolx. Netball powerhouse, quite fast leh u. Anyway, u're a nice person and gd friend. Once again thanks for listening to e prob between my dad and i tt day, long ago =) All the best in ur stdies, stdy hard for e Os nxt year, which is realli not tt far away. loL! Nvr contact u for so long, so i realli dunno wat u're up to recently ahahahaha...so just hope u like the souvenir from Thailand, couldnt think of wat else to get. Take care and all e best, see you after i get out of the sh*t-hole im going to! =)

Corinne, hello! Still on a diet or not? lol... hope u liked the souvenir =) As with the rest, good luck and study hard for ur O Levels k...and also all the best and long lasting relationship for u and him! hehe... stay happy, dun think too much. Will grow old faster u noe! Alrightdees, see u if i ever make it outta the camp. HAHA.

Julia Tong, hmmm nvr really talked much with you. Haha, but nvm. Thanks for the shared going away present with Nic they all! All the best in watever u plan to do and especially for the Os nxt year =) And i think u look very nice with ur hair cut short, not that didnt look nice before lr...but...oh well...better stop before i say smthing wrong. lolx... Take care, see u around if i do see u around!

Aileen, AHHHHH for freak sake!...u noisy little monkey!!! HAHAHA!!! Yup yup, yEs im going away for most of 2 freaking years so i wun hv to wear ear plugs anymore!!! LOL! kidding kidding... Actually u are really veri cute lr, and darn funny also lr. Especially when u go into hyper mode! lol... but looking back i guess, the times where i hung out with y'all just wouldnt hv been the same, if u didnt go hyper all the time. It was darn funny and fun lr...lolx. Alrightdees! Take care okie? Study hard, play hard =) p.s...yay...i hit u on the forehead. lol

Lizhen =) Well, first time i heard ur voice last nite on the phone... UH OH! now someone will be veri veri angry tt we talked leh...how ah???? LOL! HAHAHAHAHA. bet now u're cursing and screaming tt u'll kill me or smthing. Well, glad i got to noe u as a friend, u're a veri nice girl, laugh easily and quite hyper also -_-. why does it always seem to be a common thing in netties... anyway!!! Take care alritez! study hard and play hard like i told Aileen =) See u after i get out? lol.

ShuWee.......hey hey. My good friend, accidental friend actually. We started talking long time ago, coz of wat ah? I also forgot...nvm. I'm glad that through it all, we're still friends. U stood by me through the struggling of my Final Year Project, and sacrificed time to talk to me. It's realli unexpected, u remind me of my gd friend Chenyen, who's always there for ppl, smtimes seldom appreciated by others. But let me tell u, i rmber ppl like u and chenyen, who've helped me and mean smthing to me. =) Hope u read this soon, i noe ur com short circuited and exploded or smthing charring 3/4 of ur room....HAHAHAH! but nvm...hope u do read it sumhow...anyway even if u dun, this post aint going outta sight for a long long time. LIM JOE, wun be blogging much. loLx... Hey bro take care, stay in contact and see u soon k.

Mahathir, mahathir, mahathir... WHERE MY THOMPSPON!!! hahaha... take care of urself alritez! and take care of the squirt ZhiHong as well. I got to noe u more through this brief time working on the skit with y'all and i can tell u're a veri good friend, from Zhihong =) And u farking hell, damn fun to crap with sia...i tell u...nxt to Neo, u're e funniest alr. "MUM...ur son slap me..." HAHAH! Take care alrite...all e best for ur exams in the coming year! And bring up the PT standards in FMSS NCC (land) k? =) ............and u can hv my thompson. LOL! mutton briyani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZhiHong =) we're another case of unexpected friends. lolx... U're a veri veri mature-thinking person, and ur perceptions and opinions do realli impress and amuse me. U've given me good advice these past days and i can tell u're similar to me in many ways. Thanks again for evrything manz, wait for me to come out from NS then we can go rock the town >=). Dun bother urself so much with the troubles and problems, evrything will work out fine k? SMS me anytime, i will find time to reply u and stuff. Thanks for the farewell gift and e photos! Take care of urself squirt! =)

Leon Teh!!! lolx... thanks for the tag manz...sia lr. if smthing realli happen to me in there, i wonder how u will feel manz. LOL! Anyway, u've always struck me as a veri fun-loving and energetic person. Rmber wat mrG made u do when he saw u jumping or smthing along the corridor? Wah for freak sake... i tell u... i realli couldnt control my laughter lr! If i may say so, i really respect the devotion and loyalty that i observe in u towards your friends, be it to whoever, doesnt matter. The times spent with u around, were very fun and i rmber thinking to myself, Fridays with NCC was a time to lay back, forget bout schwork and just mix with PartC(earlier in e yr), there would especially be Neo, Javier,Leon & Jarold. Dun ask me why Javier's in my mental list, i hv no freaking idea...hahahah. U're someone i would like to not leave behind when i reach a new phase in life. Keep in contact and take care yea? I'll be there for u always. All the best for coming O levels. =)

Jarold, hey bro...Got urself locked up pretty nice and tight in ur computer room or whereever ur new computer is. Just wanna say, i've watched u grow into a more sensible and of course taller person. I forgot how it started, but from CLT to Cadet relations we ended up becoming friends, one of my closest friends in fact. =) U noe, there isn't much that i have to say that u dim alr noe of actually. Except that i've always regarded u as a younger brother and took it upon myself to help u in any way i could. i also want wats best for u in aspects of watever u're in. Take care of urself out there, play hard as well as study hard alrite? For e love of God... when i looked into ur report book for this EOY...LOL! no comments. oh yEa...i've scrapped the "in event of mishap" letters frm my money box. i cant die....im gonna come out and see ur report book nxt year. HAHAHAHA!!! Yup, as with Leon, u're also someone close to me whom i dun wanna forget and leave behind as i start a new chapter in my life. Keep in touch yea? I'll be there for u always. Oh and yeah...O levels alr ah this coming year...pls stdy hard ah... lol. =)

Neo!!! My USM... it's been my pleasure and honor to serve in the FMSS NCC (land) unit under ur leadership. U were always the joker of ur platoon, the light in the darkness during camps. lol! To be honest with u, when mr G announced that u were the USM, i had mixed feelings. Happiness and some doubt... WAIT WAIT WAIT...keep that boot on and dun throw it at me yEt! yEa...but, over time, i saw that u were more than capable to run the company and i was pleased tt the company was to be led by u. U've become a close friend to me and as wif Leon & Jarold, someone i'd like to keep as a part of in my life. All the best in bringing the GOLD back home to FMSS NCC (land)... FISH the Sea unit over man!!! LOL! Stdy hard for the Os... keep in contact k? All the best for u and her =) MASTER SGT NEO! BANG BANG UR LEFT FOOT!!! LOL!

tt's it for wat i have to say manz...lol. i hope tt's evryone and tt i hv not left anyone out. i'm going to the ARMY!!! LOL!

So Carry on young gentlemen and ladies =)

sia lr....got tears...haha....wtf?.... alrightdees.

Au revoir ppl =)

2006-11-30T00:03:00.000-08:00

**** 14 days & counting ****

Alrightdees, generally yTd and todae are realli boring days. The onli things i did ytd was swimming and lazing by the pool, rotting and watching this pair of brothers trying to shoot each other to death with a XP 2000 and another better model XP. HAHA it was freaking hilarious! Really reminded me of the days where i used to run around with super soakers dousing evryone i saw and then ninja-ing away, smtimes with them chasing after me. ahhhh memories...

At night i was training on my own, when i received an SMS frm a trainee who used to be under me. He was having trouble with some technique. I was surprised he was still training to use my technique, i tot i would be an outcast and all my own stuff forbidden or smthing. HAHA! Well... so i decided to help him out. To be honest, its quite funny, a knifehand is a knifehand. I think he let the variation names, scare him into not being able to execute them each properly.

Anw, im gonna pull outta e reformed T.S 2005 if our plan doesnt change. lolx...no point lr. Hey guys if y'all are reading, yUp serious there is no point. I was in T.BS before, and Richard wun listen to my assessments of each team member in BS? He insists that he wanna take on Ronny from T.BS, i tell y'all cannot one! not that i look down on u lr Richard k? And u insist on me taking, the blardy angmoh from T.BS, tell y'all honestly i cannot beat him...i fought with him full-contact before, im not his match. He'll murderise me lr! HAHAHA! Angmoh boxer leh! size alone 2 times heavier than me. And like i mentioned, when he joined T.BS, we all began training him in kicks. How much better do u think he will be now than then? Yup, the onli way we can beat them in a 6 on 6, win by majority of wins, is we carefully choose who takes who on. We're not doing that. Lemme assure u, Team BlackSun is doing that, we've been doing tt for 2 yrs before challenging a different club, im damn sure they hv alr been doing tt even before i joined them. T.S 2005 has the ppl and the ability and the potential to beat T.BS, we just gotta use it to our advantage. And also, do u guys want anything from Thailand? im going there for holiday on the 6th, which is 1 day after our set match date.

HAVE U BEEN TO THE ARMY!!!! I hvnt and its gonna be my turn soon, in 14 days time. Will be confined to the camp's compound for the first 2 weeks, but may be let out on the x'mas weekend. HOPEFULLY...

this weekend i'll just be spending time with family and friends. yUp... just nice meals and outings. lolx...

Alritez, au revoir ppl.

2006-11-28T00:02:00.000-08:00

**** A Sit-Down ****

Let's talk bout some stuff.

I am a person who, if u deserve it, I may not like you but i will respect you and the things u do. Respect, courtesy and honor can be applied towards adversaries/rivals/enemies, as well. I'm a veri old school person, i have honor and i have integrity. I respect the good points of ppl who hate me, in short my enemies. That is why peace reigns even in a wartime with me. Peace will nvr be broken by me first unless smthing is done agaInst me. I've mentioned earlier, i'm veri old school. True... but there are 2 sides to old school ppl as well. We love passionately, respect fully and value alot...but if need be, we hate with just as much fire, fight just as hard and never stop until its over, one way or another.

I'm sure u are in ur own way reasonable as well. We've yEt to resolve wads going on between u and me. And also wads going on between u and someone else. But that's alright, for now at least.

At any rate, i believe it is beneficial, if we put aside wads going on recently between us, if only just for this weekend. It will be good. I dunno? it could be a start? or it could be just for this weekend. Shake on it? my hand is extended :) Wat say u? leave me a tag? we hvnt tagged each other in a long time :) Thanks.

2006-11-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

**** ****

Oh yEaH, im back from camp! well actualli i was back yTd lr...but was too freaking tired to blog. LOL! i got home at bout 5 plus to 6pm yTd i guess. I bathed and then slpt. I woke up agaIn at around 10.35pm and then went online awhile and walked around the house, ate some stuff and then went back to slp around 11.30pm and slpt all the way to 11.25am. LOL! Camp was a blast i tell u, picture an estimate of 60 hrs of camp, and onli slping 1 hr. LOL! Too hyped to slp i guess.

Well anyway, im gonna talk bout the camp. On the 24th, i ate breakfast with my family at KAP Macs and then they dropped me off at FMSS. I made my way to the NCC room and met up with Neo, Amar and Han Kenn. We proceeded to Dover for their breakfast and buying some essentials for the camp games.

When we arrived back at FMSS, it was time for the briefing among the PArtDs. Neo gave the briefing to the whole PartD n me. It was time to give the cadets HELL!!! WAHAHAHA!!! Well, Hell officially began at 12pm. E second the clock struck 12, Neo went freaking crazy on the cadets and so did the rest of us. I tell u, i think the cadets were darn scared, i nvr saw someone shiver while Neo shouted before. But this cadet MingHao from partB was physically shaken when Neo and I were scolding him for wearing his boots at such a slow speed.

Well the 1st day of camp was pretty much a breeze, I even brought James and Jarold over to Dover to cut their hair, coz Madam Toh complained tt it was too long or smthing. LOL! abit lr, but it was of reasonable length i think. yEa so the auntie at the salon was like telling me, to bring more cadets back to her if anymore needed to cut and e 3 of us were like "OH OK! OK!" hahahaha... i can bet u she was joking and she tot we were joking too. Who could hv known tt by the time we got back, Madam Toh caught more ppl for long hair and sent them to Dover to get their hair cut. So e 3 of us brought the whole group back to the same hair salon!!! HAHAHA! I tell u, we shld collect commission from the auntie lr. She was like so happy. LOL! After that, Jarold led the cadets back to school first, coz James and i were on a special mission. "Operation Twisties" HAHA! Yeah so when we got back to sch, it was mainly drills for the company and i mainly stuck around with Kenneth, Jarold and the PartB, all the way until it was time for field cooking!!! I tell u, thank God i was smart enuff to contact Junlong to bring some left over field rations for me to the camp. Instead of bringing SOME, that genius friend of mine, brought enuff to feed a whole platoon!!! HAHA! So Jarold and i kope 2 packets each first and hid them in our bags. At the time of field cooking, we each took 1 of the 2 we stashed away and went to join the company. While field cooking, Leon, Jarold, Kenneth and me squeezed our field ration packets into 1 mess tin of water over solid fuel and i cooked them. 4 packets in 1 mess tin, tt's pure genius lr. It was a pretty hearty meal, Mutton Dal Noodles.

Well after dinner, it was time for the games. We each proceeded to our stations to prepare, and i can assure u. Our post was the most difficult to ready. We had to arrange the entire canteen into a tunnel maze for the cadets to crawl through. So wat the heck, Mahathir, Jarold, Ryan, ShaunGan, Eugene and me got to work. We then manned the station for that game and i would say it was a success. LOL! Well after games, was stand-by bunk. The first stand by bunk that the new PartDs held. They realli learnt my style manz!!! They were messing up and realli smashing the cadets' egos and pride in the bunk. They were literally giving them Hell. I stayed out of the way most of the time, coz i knew if i were to join in, it would be OVERKILL for the cadets. Well due to some complication, the teachers ordered for the first night to be peaceful, which meant that we weren't allowed to touch the cadets after lights out until daybreak. :( :( :( i wasnt the onli upset one with that order. :( :( :( :( It was pretty ok anw, considering Shawn, Jarold and i had more time to play around and train some. I realli forgot wat happened after that and i realli dun rmb why the hell Jarold and i stayed up until 5 plus! HAHA! But we both went to bath and went to join Neo under the CCA block for a 1hr nap!!!

Hence this bring us to the second day... considering that i freaking slpt for onli 1 hr and was able to last through the nxt day, is testament to my mental strength manz. LOL! It was pretty much alright, PT then breakfast and then it was basically drills until we were ready to travel to Sentosa for the games. Neo assigned me to be with Weijie at some ulu ulu post...I tell u, were so pissed. The post we were given was some backwater post, with swarms of mosquitoes and killer ants, there was rain and no shelter. So we retreated to Leon's post which was at Fort Siloso, i nvr felt so happy to see shelter lr. After the games at Sentosa, we bussed back to FMSS on a chartered bus and it was time for dinner. Nasi Goreng. I dunno why i guess i was tired, i dunno why i kept making a fuss that my rice was white instead of reddish like Leon's. HAHAHAHAH!!! I was like some freaking big baby or smthing, but i finished my rice up anw and almost wanted to eat AaronBoo's as well. So after dinner was this movie provided by Mr Ganesan, called "Remember the Titans" DAMN GOOD SHOW! altho i rmber watching it before, but i still enjoyed it.

"Evrywhere we go-oh!"
"Ppl wanna know-oh!"
"Who we are..."
"Where we come from..."
"So we tell them!"
"We are the Titans"
"Mighty mighty Titans"

HAHA! yEah tt was their song evrytime they played a match =P So after the movie, was freaking supper and then once agaIn they had to go to bed thanks to the teachers. -_-... no more fun for us. Well as usual, that was signal that it was more time for Shawn, jarold and me to train. This time we didnt train much, coz there were many other ppl who joined in, however i did try to train jarold a little more with defending and striking, amongst all the distractions. I demonstrated a realli painful technique on James and realli sorta forgot to control e intensity of the technique and almost broke his wrist. SRY JAMES! well i did rub and pull his wrist for him after that, and he told me it was better. Another freaking funny incident, was when i was training jarold, Timothy came up behind me and gagged me saying "HA! wat are u going to do now?" Well i got out with a technique and did another technique on him, this time with controlled intensity... HAHA evryone was like freaking laughing non stop. The nxt time, he decided to face me head on instead of from behind alr...he did many freaking poses and attempted a kick, but i lifted a knee in defense and his leg got stuck on my knee and he fell. HAHA!!! Evryone was like freaking laughing lr. But dun look down on timothy ok! He's veri fast, if i didnt lift my knee, he would hv gotten me and i would not be blogging now. HAHA! So after training and cooling down, Jarold, James and i carried out another secret mission tgther and we spent the whole nite drinking and eating snacks above the CCA block staircase with Shawn and Timothy. Once again!!! we stayed up until 3 plus and went to shower agaIn, did i mention before? the water is darn cold lr... James kept peeping at Jarold bathing...and i was laughing nonstop. It was a mistake, he kept peeping at me too lr!!! LOL! so difficult to shower. So after we were all fresh, we lay down and talked until it was time to change for intruder. Well yEa...wad can i say bout intruder? We Intrudered....then went for Route March.

Hence....the third and final day began. We went to route march all the way to Newtown sec and then one big round back to FMSS. I tell u, Jarold was dozing off nonstop, he even trailed off the pavement and almost hit the road, but luckily he walked back towards the right. Kenneth and i were like seeing him walk and i was chuckling to myself. Who knew it was my turn soon, I began to walk like a zombie and i was onli following MrGanesan's feet which were alwys in front of me. I was drifting off in my mind, and i could still walk and keep my eYes on his feet. I tell u....im one amazing being man. HAHA!!! Well so as we went back to school, my arm suddenly came alive and started throbbing in pain. I was in such a freaking bad mood, that even Jarold didnt dare to come near me. Lemme tell u Jarold, u're the last person i would have vented my anger on k? tt's if i wanted to vent...but i didnt. U're more than a friend, i treat u as a brother. =)

Anw...yEa after that was the freaking Muster parade, which the PartDs, some partBs and some partCs were promoted. After that...we were dismissed from camp and we were still freaking held back by the UNIT ADVISOR! since when did we need one manz. Blardy extra. So after that...we took some photos, which im going to upload 2 of them in awhile LOL... ahhh...wad the heck...now.

Oh yEaH...the Part Ds and me.. =) U guys were e light of my life then and now.

The RSM, Weijie and me

Well, after taking photos, Weijie, Leon, JArold, Neo and me went to KFC at clementi for dinner and then we all freaking went home. Neo took bus while e rest of us cabbed home. From there...i bathed and slpt all the way until 1030pm, i then woke up and walked around abit, ate some stuff and slpt agaIn at 1130pm and woke up the nxt morning at 1125am. lol!

Well i then spent the whole day slacking and chatting and doing some stuff in WoW. Had a bathing competition with Lizhen just now. ANd here i am blogging. lol!

Au revoir ppl!

2006-11-21T17:21:00.000-08:00

**** Chumbawumba ****

- NCC -
The camp is coming soon. And me, the Al Neri is not feeling too well. DARN IT!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! alritez, i lost my cool there for a sec. Honestly i havent realli been to happy these few days, coz i've been seeing Neo machum suffering sia, working on the camp, planning and deciding, doing proposal, of course wif help of some of the committee members. I just wanna say smthing, hOpE noone takes offense lr k? I'm saying this to the whole MAIN COMMITTEE. U guys are a committee, u all shld be helping out one another. I was realli happy for the 14 of u for getting the post on ROD day, i nvr showed my happiness and smiles, but i was. U all are the committee i say once agaIn, start acting like it. Well back to the camp thingy, In the end, it becomes like, Neo, me, jarold, hankenn, leon, Amar, daryl & wilson doing the sai kang yTd. The sai kang ah..........aint supposed to be my job manz. I shldnt even hv to get my freaking hands dirty yTd coz of the blardy ink and newspapers and sticky coz of the masking tapes. Spent the whole day in FMSS alongside Neo crushing and making paper balls for the games. Honestly, its not my job and i shldnt do it. WHY? coz i did it before with all my cooperation and willingness when i was a Part D. And guys, my Part D days are freaking over. I'm now a SCLT, and even now, my SCLT days are coming to an end. 15th Dec onwards, i wun be able to help y'all anymore. Even if i do come back to visit, i'll be an SAF personnel alr, no more part of NCC. I'm not saying that i dun wanna help Neo with e work for this camp, i did it willingly even tho i hv to wake up early to go meet him, travel from Bukit timah to FMSS. Why? coz neo's not onli my friend, he's e USM. He's our USM, and he's doing all these for y'all. How can i leave him be and do it alone. U guys are able and capable, i noe it im confident of it. But y'all just aren't showing me tt y'all can do it. Maybe here is my mistake lr, i've covered up too much for y'all since the day i took charge of y'all. I help y'all out with evrything and protect y'all too much i guess. I'm gonna get Neri & Orochimaru on ur asses this camp, Part D or not. Evrything i wanna say is alr here, i wun say anything else during the camp. Think bout it k guys...
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Alrightdees!!! with business settled and aside, i was hoping i could get back to blogging! LOL! yEa... as i mentioned. yTd i got up pretty early to meet up with Neo in FMSS, manz i brought the huge stack of newspapers, so did Neo. So we slacked in the room with HanKenn and Wilson, before starting to crush up the papers into balls. Met Tessa and her friends too. Later during lunch, Had alot of fun, Jarold came later and so did Leon. Oh well... not feeling too well. CAMP'S TML!!! GOTTA PACK, GOTTA WHACK, GOTTA REST.

Shawn!!! LOL! Tml nite we're gonna train. *slurp* Are you ready to learn from me? Are you tough enuff? Are you ready for wat u're gonna get? lolx! Unarmed combat, offensive locking/breaking techniques, defensive locking techniques, ground-fight techniques, tanto-fighting. Who says learning martial arts aint tiring?! HAHA! Bring ur pads and armor if u hv, after training, u and jarold spar with me, just chiong me atsame time tgther. Beat me up man! Can swing away at me and use anything on me, just play nice, dun aim my balls =P Sweat and bleed abit before showering and preparing for intruder. lolx...

Alrightdees! LOL... i wun be back until saturday and even then i think i will be hibernating after the camp. So.........

Au revoir evryone!

2006-11-17T18:32:00.000-08:00

**** Ba-Da-Bing! Ba-Da-Boom! ****

"It's just business, there's no affliction against you, it's not personal, it's just business."

There are more ears in the walls and floor than you think. In fact they are in the air as well recently. LOL! I'm not being difficult by asking for cash owed to me, i'm in fact doing ppl who do owe cash, a favor. It's a lesson which is invaluable. It will benefit them to noe, they hv to return wat they hv borrowed. And pls, i dun ask for e cash back until its like so many months later and unless i need the cash, so... c'mon cut the crap and cut trying to portray me as a money-minded, not-caring-bout-relationship/friendship, money presser to thse ppl who borrowed money from me, u wanna hv a war with me? take it to my face k. *smilez*

wah todae was realli a fruitful day. I had to go queensway to buy some stuff, like running shorts and sports stuff for exercising. It was either that or going to sentosa with Neo and his committee to recce the surroundings for the treasure hunt. Then agaIn, there are 14 of them, and they are PartDs now. The leadership and planning shld be left to the new generation alr, i'll just help them on the days itself to make their plans happen and their goals met. TO CUT THE CRAP! i chose to go Queensway. HAHAHAHA

Went to Queensway with my Dad, and looked for nice sports shorts, but couldnt find the ones i wanted. All so freaking uncomfortable lr, so in the end we went to opposite Ikea for lunch and went to buy stuff from the supermarket and headed homeward. I asked to dropped off at Westmall coz i wanted to get a haircut at the EC House. Well, by some stroke of luck, i walked around and i found the shorts tt i was looking for, at least the type tt i wanted. Bought 2 pairs and went for my haircut. Oh i even ran into old friends from my batch in FMSS. =)

After i got home, i went for a swim and watched these group of real young kids play wrestling in the wading pool, while basking in the sun. The freaking fat kid was realli darn rude lr, shouted at the maid when she told him it was time to go home. He told her to "Get lost, bangla!" WTF!? i tell u firstly his maid is not from Bangladesh and its freaking insulting to say tt even if she is lr. I freaking picked up a pebble and shot it at his fat fleshy body to get his attention. I told him to be polite and i was expecting him to hurl an insult back at me, i was kinda surprised he didnt. He just pouted his lips and stoned there as if thinking if he shld. He then spoke softly from then on to his maid. Hahaha...kids nowadays. Aiya dun say lr...the freaking PartAs in NCC also like tt. LOL!

After that was dinner at my grandpa's place. It was rather good. I realised my kid cousin, Isaac is starting to stick real close to me, even pulling me by my thumb to go run off to some place to play. LOL! We were watching Pu Wei Zhi Ye on channel 8, and he was laughing away at the kids talent time contestants. I then taught him stuff like "Cool man!", "So Ugly man!" and "Piak!" a slap. LOL! Real fun and funny.

Alrightdees, tml gym with my cousin and jarold. GET TO WEAR MY NIKE TOTAL 90 SHIFT AGAIN! LOL!

Au revoir ppl!

2006-11-16T18:24:00.000-08:00

**** New shoes & new aches ****

waH today freaking woke up at 6.15am. Supposed to meet Neo at Clementi Macs at bout 7.30am. I woke up chionged to shower and then pack my gym stuff and drank some hot chocolate and left the house with my sis n dad. Arrived there a lil late, Neo was like slping at some secluded table lr, i didnt noe...i went to sit sumwhere else. After a few minutes i was like thinking "EH! Neo is here alr rite?!" so i got up and went to look for him. -_- found him. woke him up. We then da bao-ed our breakfast and then went to FMSS. HAHA! can buy 4-D alr...Neo arrived early at Macs and was the first PartD to reach sch lr!

So slowly, evryone arrived 1 by 1. Practically had nothing to do lr after planning the final details, so we played around. Neo, Jarold and me went outside of the NCC room and watched the netballers play friendlies among themselves and with some super duper hot JJ netballers. 3 of us were ogling at them e whole while lr! Neo was stunned eyes wide mouth open, jarold was drooling a puddle while smiling and i was bleeding from the nose. HAHA KIDDING. nah...we were clapping for the home-team. Shaihidah is darn pro-ed lr... we ended up clapping for her. HAHA!!! AND NEO!!! talk bout anti climax scenarios man!!! HAHA! AH but that one cannot say, or he will murderize me.

Oh yEahhh...saw Lizhen also. HAHA Bun her hair up like some ah-ma! lol kidding... so mean nvr say hi to us when she was so near us. But she was having training lr. So nvm...HAHA! or is it coz shy of smthing else? HAHAHAHAH...kidding. Gee i hv to be careful in FMSS alr...nxt time got netball fly over and whack me.

After buying drinks, I went to have a long chat with MrHou, one of the best teachers i ever had. We talked bout evrything under the Sun lr. From school now, to work, to my coming NS, to plants and him telling more bout plants, ya...we also watched the netballers play a match. LOL! After like forever, Jarold and Neo came over and told me they were going Dover to eat, asked me along. So i big mrHou farewell and left with them for Dover. Dover AHOY! Outside FMSS, we ran into Leon, who cabbed to sch. So we all went to Dover thinking tt we had time to eat a nice lunch... -_-. But it was 12.40pm. Meeting with MrGanesan was at 1pm. We dabao cup noodles and mocha back and gulped evrything back and went for the freaking meeting. LOL.

After meeting, which ended pretty fast, Thank God. Neo, Kenneth, Leon, Jarold and i went to the busstop. Actualli planned to go Queensway lr, coz i was buying my new shoes. But Neo wanted to leave for home, coz he had no phone for the rest of the day, since we were going to go out alr. I lent him use my phone for his SIM card during the whole time in FMSS. So nice rite? hahaha... Anyway, so it was Kth, Jarold, Leon and me left. We bussed there and i finally got my new shoe!!! HAHA YEAH! Kth's recommendation, i will admit. In FMSS earlier, he claimed he showed me the shoe before e previous time we went to QW, but i kept insisting he didnt. When i finalli saw the shoe, i realised he did, but i didnt realli take notice then. HAHA! yEaH! Thanks Kenneth!

Well, Kth had to go home after that, so we decided to leave straight after buying my shoes. HERE'S THE FUNNY PART! We were talking bout leaving in separate paths from Leon. And when Leon saw 61, he chionged for it. He managed to get on and left... a few minutes after Kth, Jarold and i reached the stop. I realised Leon's NAruto VCD, which i was lending him was still with me, i was keeping it for him in my plastic bag. LOL! THANKS AH! nvm nxt time then. So we got on our bus and Kth left us upon arriving at his stop. So it was onli Jarold and me for gym.

I admit i was darn tired, but as usual i dun show anything tt im feeling. I was feeling like telling jarold i wanted to go home but didnt hv the heart to do it. OH HOW TEMPTED I WAS TO OPEN MY MOUTH, when he told me he was feeling darn tired too. HAHA! Lucky i didnt, i think todae i realli worked out spendidly, now im aching like hell. LOL! dunno bout that thick-skull. lol kidding jarold.

We arrived at the gym, jarold had no towel. I changed into my new shoes for Gym!!!! so exhilerated lr. So we tried to sneak in after signing in, but that blardy charcoal lady was so alert lr. She told jarold to buy a towel for 1 dolllar... -_-". I was bout to burst a blood vessel into bloodrush, but dunno why i couldnt todae. LOL! So much for jarold's "dun care lr, just walk in?". Well, so after buying the towel, same things, same jokes, same regime. HAHA! during the weights at the chest, i kept making jarold laugh by saying realli gross things to him to make him laugh, until the whole bar almost slide off to one side. LOL! HEH HEH...i got "durians" alr, sort of lr.

Dinner was madness, considering wat we ate after gym. KFC lor...thanks lr jarold...good idea seh... work out so hard, then eat KFC. HAHA!!! Ass, after dinner keep tempting me with coconut pie. no kick lr...ur temptation attempt failed manz.

YUp...so here i am now at home blogging.

Aching, and in awe of me and my new shoes.

Sunday going gym agaIn. Gonna wear my new shoes agaIn. Alright!!! lolx!

Au revoir ppl.

2006-11-13T03:21:00.000-08:00

**** I feel good ****

I'm officially freed from Team BlackSun! :D yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess!!! Ok the whole scenario is smthing like this, as i hv mentioned in a previous post, i've been unhappy with the team's methods for a long time and hv been waiting for an excuse to leave. Initially, the leader arranged 4 matches for me, stating a had to win all 4 before allowing me to go. However i talked myself into a "Best out of 3 matches" match. LOL! I made him an offer he couldn't refuse. I told him that it would be onli either be a "Best out of 3 matches" or it'd be me and him having 3 matches.

yUp, recap!!!

i won the first match agaInst e team's veri own, Ronny. Aikido/Karate/TKD guy, via TKO.
i lost the second match agaInst e team's, "xiang xiang". Judo/Jujitsu guy, via TKO.
i won the last match agaInst e newest member, my replacement,Gerald. Karate/MuayThai guy, via KO.

Ok i noe knock-out sounds like he was bashed out and stayed unconscious for a few hours but, NO! it wasn't that serious. LOL! He was only out for 1 min max. He wasnt totally out either, just that he was mumbling rubbish and inaudible stuff and had his eyes closed and couldnt get up.

Well, from what i noe bout him. He's only 16. He's very arrogant, i tried to make friends with him before our match, but he didnt want to. Arrogant lil shit...LOL! He learnt muay thai for 1 year from dunno where, and his base is a black belt 1st dan in Kyokushin Karate. A little different from mine, which is Shitoro karate. yup....oh and did i mention, he's e team leader's lil cousin...awwwwwwwwwwwww.

Before the start of the match, i bowed and the lil creep just flashed out a roundhouse kick! THANK GOD!!!! I MANAGED TO BLOCK IT!!! that caused a aching and small bruise on my left arm, which i discovered later at home. Anyway, the lil creep took advantage of the formalities! His roundhouse was mighty fine i tell u, at that point of time my arm was hurting like hell. Freaking no honor manz...like elder cousin like younger counsin. -_-

After i talked abit of trash to him and praised him for his roundhouse, i dared him to do it agaIn. I was really taking a risk, coz i saw he was rash and i wanted to test smthing out which i hv been dying to test out. He flashed another roundhouse, this time i was ready. The lil bugger fell for it, i began my moves and i caught his leg with 2 hands, spun a small round under the kicking line of fire and flipped him to the mat. I fell too, clumsy me. Success sia!!!! i succeeded in doing wat i had been training my agility at home for. Rough on the ending, but still had the desired effect. He recovered pretty fast, he got angry...WOW such fire in e youth! LOL! He got up and rushed at me with a front kick which missed and he clinched me and began kneeing my gut. I had my left arm clinched over him and i had my right arm blocking his knees. With my left arm, i kept forcibly tilting him left and right to disrupt his balance. Boy was he tripping alot, 1 leg trying to knee and the other losing balance. I learnt tt countering technique from my Master :)

After i got irritated coz a knee managed to find its way on to my gut, I overpowered him and threw him off his feet on to his back on the mat. This clinching & being thrown business went on another 3 times, before he got the idea and stopped. He turned and looked at his cousin for reassurance and i got a lil cocky with him. I rubbed my abs thoughtfully and raised my hands in a "wads the matter?" manner, and smiled at him. Here ppl, was my mistake. After he focused back, i charged at him and this time i attempted an offensive spinning kick, i missed him. I tried to access the situation, was kinda confused and a lil taken aback. He had ducked and rolled under and towards the right side and kicked my standing leg. I fell onto my back and tt caused e neck ache which im having now!!!!! LOL! He got up and pulled me up but I gave him a few crosses to his face and wat i would like to spoof "Tarenken" frm naruto. Technically its justme releasing short bursts of jabs at high speed. He started to bleed from his lip, and this time I CLINCHED HIM!!! HO HO HO! I flipped him of his feet and to the mat, falling on him as well........by accident. His cousin, my team leader rushed over and declared it a KO win for me. He initially looked like he was dead man!!!! Until he coughed, then i got up and went to change. 2 outta 3, i win. So i left the team today. Told them i would keep the team ring but wun wear it, coz it has become a symbol for smthing else to me (thanks Leon & Jarold).

So i bid them farewell, reclaimed the standard 50 bucks a match fee. LOL! and i left! WOO! Au revoir!

Well well, today my NCC buddies who went to Ipoh are returning. No wait in fact, looking at the time right now. They should have arrived back in Singapore by now. HAHAHAHA!!!

Alrightdees au revoir ppl. Will blog agaIn soon.

2006-11-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

**** YIBBA YIBBA ****

Well for Wednesday and Thursday i was pretty much laid back and totally relaxed. Couldn't and didn't wanna do much from my, at that point of time, mildly injured chest. yUp... Kenneth wanted to go to Queensway on Friday to get stuff for his Ipoh trip and asked me to tag along. Having pretty much nothing on except my match on tt day, i agreed to meet up with him. He had gotten Neo. Neo had gotten Leon to come along. I had gotten Jarold, who initially couldnt come coz of his stdy thingy in sch, but he told me it was postponed so he decided to come along. Haha! yUp...so it was set, e 5 of us. Queensway was on Friday.

Friday I woke up and then tried to get psyched up for my match. I showered and changed and left the house, was pretty late actually. Well i arrived at ang mo kio and well, i was in a hurry to finish up e match. I guess tt was e first mistake i made in my whole day. LOL!

After the formalities, like bowing and stuff. Similar to wad ball game atheletes do with handshakes lr, we started. It started off bad, i attacked and got thrown to the ground by a hip throw and my opponent frm BS, mounted me. I had planned for the whole thing to go into a groundfight, but lemme tell u ppl, in my plan and mind, the groundfight didnt start with me getting hip thrown first. HAHAHA!!! Well, in the entire team i would say tt he and i are the fiercest 2 in groundfights. He started elbowing my sides, while i pulled him face to face with me and did a front choke, i wasnt exactly in front but......ah a reverse front choke. LOL! After some maneuvering, i threw him off me and managed to catch him in an armbar and i did sprain his wrist and was about to work on e shoulder, but he turned and we broke.

I got to my feet and threw a front kick at him, and moved in hitting him several times on his face. I tired out slowly, and when i threw a throw punch i missed and he caught me. With my right hand under his chest, he gripped his throat and twisted. Lost grip, darn the sweat. With my left hand free above him, i wanted to elbow down straight to the back of his neck.

BUT I HESITATED........second mistake of my whole day. I decided to knee instead. I gave him one to the gut and a jumping knee to his chest. He staggered back, but caught both my arms and he spu, crossing my arms tgther. HE PULLED ME ACROSS HIS SHOULDERS, sending me sliding over his body and landing facefirst on the mat, Before he fell down as well. He eventually got up, I didnt. I lost by TKO.... lol. I swear i couldnt get up.

That was my freaking match for friday. Yup.... oh well. Smtimes you win, smtimes u lose. That's life. LOL! =P

Second part of my day, i headed to FMSS to meet up with Kenneth, Jarold, Leon and Neo, who arrived late as usual. LOL! We then headed to Queensway and had MacDonalds. After that we walked around, they got the necessary stuff for Ipoh. I looked on at possible shoe choices, which Neo & Kth were hlping me with. After Neo bought his bottle, we moved on to the freaking LAN shop.

We played CS. It was rather alright... First map and few rounds, were Neo+Jarold+me vs Kth=Leon. Next few rounds, was Jarold+Leon vs Kth+Neo+me. I kept switching teams whenever i was pretty bored with the striking tactics of a certain combat. LOL... 4th mistake of my whole day, evrytime i switched factions. MY LUCK RAN OUT! always cannot frag anyone for e first 10 mins. basket....lol. The last map was damn fun, e most fun actually. It was a freaking small map. And this time it was Neo+Me vs Jarold+Leon+Kth. Counting how we fought and the score... Neo and i owned the 3 of them lr....HAHA! Freaking Jarold, whenever he manages to kill me, he will pick up and use e gun i use. I noe he digs me lr....he just wun say it out. OH FREAK SCARY! hahaha! kidding jarold. Well in the end, Birdalisk & Al Neri took e fight to the 3 of them and pretty much evened out the scores. LOL!

We left near the evening. Neo went home first, Leon left with Kth back to FMSS. I bussed with Jarold on 61 and told him to watch himself in Ipoh. Actually I did tell e rest also lr, through sms.

God bless the PartD 2007 and MrGan in Ipoh. LOL!

Alrightdees. Time for me to head on back into WoW!

2006-11-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

**** Continuation from ytd's post ****

HAHA holy moley, my chest is still hurting from that jumping back thrust! LOL! All my the other pains have dissapated. I've heard that jumping backthrust is one of TKD's more powerful kicks. Dunno do i count myself unlucky for getting hit by it, or do i look on the bright side by thinking i survived it. Ronny u suck! Nvr tell me u knew TKD. I probably would hv told u i knew intermediate level of Roman Gleco if u had been honest with me. HAHA =P

I have realised smthing over the past months. By being exposed to, Neo and his darn funny jokes and expressions, and the veri overboard but freaking hilarious impromteu joke-stories of Jarold, that i'm a pretty cheerful person at heart. I can realli laugh shit manz. LOL! And damn it feels so good. I was also told by my mum before, i cant rmber when, that when i was young from the age period of 4 to 13, i was usualli always smiling and making ppl around me laugh and smile. HA! i dun realli rmber, but i think it sounds nice. She also mentioned jokingly, then dunno wat happened to me. HAHA! I noe actualli but i wun mention.

and FREAK LR! LOL! my chest just hurt on its own agaIn! LOL!

Hope i will get really lucky on Friday, maybe Judo/Jujitsu guy will miss on a throw and allow me to finish the match quickly. FOR ANOTHER 50 bucks! LOL! Nah.....wun happen. If anyone fouls up, it'll probably be me. =P To be damn honest, i'd rather fight the team leader, he and his freaking muay thai kicks, i feel are a whole lot more comfortable to being thrown. Hopefully it goes to a groundfight agaIn, then it'll be more or less evenly matched.

I'll be going to either Thailand or HongKong on the 6th Dec, just a short holiday before my enlistment into the Army. Anyone want anything Thai-ish or Hong-kish? HAHA!!!

Au Revoir ppl!

2006-11-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

**** Trump cards are indeed left until the end ****

I would say, fighting with one from Team BlackSun is tiring, both physically and mentally. HAHA! my opponent, i shan't reveal anyname coz of some stupid rule, is known as an Aikido practiser. Well that's what we see and know, however we also noe he's trained in Kyoukushin Karate.

I was playing around with him coz he really couldnt get hold of me defensively and offensively, to perform any of his Aiki techniques. But then agaIn i realised, I wasn't able to break in either. i tell y'all i was starting to tire out slowly. I have the lowest stamina in e team. Well suddenly, he jumped and performed a bloody jumping back thrust! LOL! Hit me in the freaking chest lr! Sent me staggering back and falling backwards. I had to breakfall by rolling backwards when i hit the floor... = P

At this point of time, wat happened nxt was damn funny... It was like some ancient sword fighting scene. I got to my feet and said "Taekwondo?! You know Taekwondo?". And freaking hell there he was in front of me, in a ready attacking stance which TKD ppl use, smiling at me. HAHAHAHA!!! e rest of the team watching, were like laughing non stop and howling, rolling on e benches and matted floor. saying things like "machum sword fighting show!" & "freaking movie spoof lr!" LOL!!! Up to tt point i also cannot tahan, i laughed alr but composed myself back. From then on, he use all kinds of funny crap kicks lr... Ass! I heard later that only his partner noes tt he noes TKD, the rest of the team including me didnt. Anyway, his freaking kicks were quite fast and had impact. With my chest still hurting and 1 to the rib which i had taken, i knew if i didnt end it fast, it will be troublesome. So i deflected force from a roundhouse that came and did a flipping takedown and mounted him for a groundfight.

He was no slouch either on the ground though, but i had him, he just didnt noe it yEt. It's called Roman Gleco, baby! LOL! He tried to get me off him, but i kept moving and sliding and locked him in a choke and knee-ed his lower back continually. The knees werent impactful, due to position, but 20 over of them will wear most ppl out. I had him face down, left arm choking him, right hand locking his right arm behind him. He is a bigger person, so he almost muscled out a few times, but the knees brought him back down. Eventually, the team leader, declared my win via TKO, tt's technical knockout. Got my 50 bucks! =P

2006-11-05T08:55:00.000-08:00

**** Sunday is gaming day! ****

Well typical Sunday, boring with nothing to do. Ya i woke up and went to my com after eating breakfast. Chatted with Kenneth who messaged me, and talked abit bout queensway and other random shit...HAHA!

After that I basically spent the rest of the whole day talking to a crazy lil netballer, Lizhen. loLx... So we talked and she intro-ed some sadistic online games to me. First was this Blasting of kittens with a cannon to see how far they can fly. The catch is tt the kittens will land and bounce into a whole treat of explosives, spikes, trampolines and venus flytraps. LOL! I got a nice score of 1115 feet...but i eventually got beaten by lizhen who got 1300 plus feet... LOL! Still dunno how she managed to do it.

Next game was this game where i control a stickman, which hellbent on killing itself, with the player's help. So I had to control him to run into all the traps ahead, above, underneath and basically evrywhere. loL! I was laughing the whole time while watching him die over and over agaIn. I'm an A-Class. Well I'm sadistic i guess... so sue me... -_-

The utimate was next...it was a game called Territory War. Where i control a team of stickmen and take on AI controlled stickmen. I started out with a team of 3, and i had to name them... so i settled with "Joel", "Jarold" & "Neo"... HAHA SRY GUYS! As i progressed i got more stickmen, so i decided to add "Lizhen" too, and eventually following her suggestions, i named the remaining 2 stickmen "Nicolette" & "Corinne"! LOL!!! I played all the way to mission 10, which was the final round. A 6 vs 6 stickmen battle... since i got so good at the game. I decided to attempt winning the final round without any casualties to my side. I was gonna bring evryone home alive!!!

Here are the highlights of the final round...

Stickman "Corinne" killed 1 enemy stickman, by lobbing a grenade at it, sending it flying and hitting the edge of the gorge and falling in.
Stickman "Joel" made his way right in front and exchanged shots with 1 enemy stickman, killing it finally with a headshot.
Stickman "Neo" lobbed 3 grenades and was close to killing 1 enemy, but it was stickman "Lizhen" who i walked in front and blasted tt same 1 with a headshot. Good teamwork eh?
Stickman "Corinne" agaIn went into killer mode, as i controlled it to jump over a gap and began exhanging shots killing another enemy stickman!
I realised i totally forgot bout Stickman "Nicolette" so i moved it, to help Stickman "Jarold" and Stickman "Joel" which were both fighting 1 irritating enemy which just wouldn't die. Eventually Stickman "Jarold" killed it with a headshot.
Stickman "Nicolette" eventually booted the last enemy into a hole, to its doom! To help get the win!

Well rmber I said i wanted to bring evryone out alive? I FAILED! When it was 1 enemy remaining, i got confident and went to reply ppl in MSN and panicked when i heard "HEADSHOT!!!" i flipped back to the game window and realised... e last enemy reached our position and blew Stickman "Jarold's" head off!!! HELL was i pissed. lol...i then controlled Stickman "Nicolette" to boot e last one into the hole for the win.

Here a picture from the Final Battle...

Well, Lizhen went off in the evening after a whole lot of crapping with her, for her BBQ. So I went to eat dinner and then watched tele and there was this movie, a comedy bout bras -_-. It was quite funny lr, i think i watched it before a long time ago. I chatted abit with Neo and then exercised and came back to the com quite late and blogged. There i'm done! lolx!

I have 4 matches ahead of me. 2 this coming week, which technically is this week. And 2 next week. These will be the last 4 matches i'm gonna take and probably gonna have, associated with Team BlackSun. WISH ME LUCK! They want to stop me from leaving this team...Haha... They dun see that loyalty, just like love, cannot be forced. And I lost all my loyalty due to disappointments in the things they do, time and time agaIn. Selfish and unfeeling. Even if they do defeat me, i'll nvr respond to any of their sms or calls. Wat can they do? HAHA! But thats not gonna happen. During each of those matches, I will remind e entire Team, the reason they sought after me so long ago. They will noe why my old club calls me Orochimaru... = )

Well to end off... i'd just like to wish all my friends who are taking the Os. All the best! =)

2006-11-03T05:02:00.000-08:00

**** Freedom! ****

AH! yEs... this week's been fine. I went to IMM on thursday to collect e specs which i would be wearing during my NS period and also to help carrying back e television set which my parents bought for their room.

When I arrived at the optician, i just knew this was it. I would be stuck with the new plastic black framed specs for e long duration of my BMT. I heard that the specs can be changed after BMT when im back in Hendon (hopefully) but e black plastic specs has to be on me during combat training. WA SIAN! lolx... Yea so i tried the specs on and then had it adjusted to fit comfortably on my face. It looked terrible to be honest........ budden i kinda imagined myself botak! and my round head sorta matched with the black framed specs... abit half half cross between, a jailbird and a typical army guy. LOL!

Went to da bao MOS BURGER nxt... WAHAHA!!! Beef Rice Burger... thick fries...coke... 5 piece butterfly prawns...5 piece garlic & lemon mussels... clam chowder soup, wif pepper. Cantonese say "mo tuck deng" ah! LOL...rocks. Couldnt eat it immediately, had to carrying the new tele into the car and upon arriving home, had to carry it into the house. Then onli i could enjoy my freaking food. Wasn't piping hot, but still darn solid!

damn it....i also realised i totally lost track of days manz this week. I smsed Neo to tell him i'd meet him on Friday morning at clem Macs, on thursday nite, still thinking it was Tues or smthing. I began to feel weird when I saw "PrisonBreak" on channel 5...and i said out loud "wat the hell is PrisonBreak doing on a Tuesday nite?!?". Then evry possible clue came to mind, Project Runway was e night before, the scheduled fogging of insects of my condo on Wednesdays took place the day before and i even choked on e smoke, Jarold went to kill Onyxia e scheduled wednesday raid the day before too. I then realised....DAMN IT LR! ITS THURSDAY!!!! So i immediately set my alarm to wake me up early for e nxt day. Thank God i realised...or Neo would hv murdered me.

Ya so met Leon, Jarold & Neo at clem Macs at 9am. I was so pissed in the 184 bus en route to Clementi. It was so crowded, some thai student from my neighbourhood had her huge bag rammed into my *ahem* and it stayed there for the entire journey... To make it worse, condensation water was dripping on my right ear. BOY WAS I FREAKING HAPPY WHEN THE CROWD MOVED IN... i tot to hell with the dripping. I moved in, e girl moved in too! Outcome? I still had the bag jammed in my *ahem* and the water wasnt dripping on my right ear anymore! It was dripping on my left ear. FREAK LR!!!! LOL! even the guy beside me knew wad was going on and was concealing his giggles after e scene took place. I turned and smiled at him and he stopped. Funny person.................................

Yup i arrived late.... Sry Neo! We then ate breakfast, crazily coincidental...we all ate the same meal. Neo then took extra maple syrup. Ate his hashbrown with it. Its nice lr...i'll admit. But i onli take it once in awhile. However i'd agree maple syrup and sausage goes darn well, anyday. Learnt tt from Leon.

Bussed to FMSS, we planned the logistics for the Hell Camp and then made some minor adjustments to the schedule of the camp timings and acivities and we had to leave the school. Some PE department head or smthing caught one of us for slippers. Big deal lor......... So one go all go!!! we went to queensway LAN shop and wanted to play WOW & CS. OH! we met Nic and her friends there too! lol! She was like saying WHY ARE U ALL HERE?! still say Jarold noe she is here tt's why go there look for her! HAHAHAHAHAH. After we moved to play LAN, we lost track of Nic alr. Well more fairsianz arrived, Amar, Han Kenn & Kennedy were among the group tt arrived. They played dota. yUp... After tt, i received a freaking call from my most intelligent and benevolent team leader. 5 opponents, same day, nxt week. 3 black belts, 2 blue belts. Thanks ah... Judo rules summore. Ur mama lr!!! If u can defeat them all on e same day, one after another, be my guest. I've been waiting for this chance for a long time, I used this opportunity to leave the freaking Team BlackSun. Dumped the team ring far off sumwhere outside Queensway. But Leon and Jarold went to look for and get it back without me knowing, it touched me when i found e ring hanging on my handphone chain. Didn't say much, but i was touched by e gesture. Really loss for words... thanks i guess. Altho i'll nvr wear e team ring lr. lol...

e 4 of us made our way to KFC at Clem to eat my lunch and second lunch for Neo & Jarold. Leon didnt eat. Lunch cheered me back up coz sumhow these 3 hv a way lighting up my day. Neo left becoz he had a class organized bbq... Jarold and me then walked Leon to the a place where he could walk home from, he no want to join for gym, he no like... :( yUp so...anw e both of us went to gym and worked out. Freaking tiring... full body workout lr. Bought HL milk, drank and cabbed home after tt.

Swee lr...now im all showered and blogging.

Au revoir ppl!

2006-10-30T02:35:00.000-08:00

**** Well spent 15 Days ****

AH! u'll noe i enjoyed my past 15 days, coz i forgot all bout blogging and forgot bout u readers. loLx! Sry ivan who kept clicking on my blog to read from OCS, but was disappointed non stop 15 days in a row. =P

Dang it...i think this is going to be a long post...

Well where do i begin? yUp... let's start with e problem on my tagboard. I think the webby for the taggy's been hijacked, bugged, virused, hostile taken-over or wat hv u. My tagboard doesnt seem to be in service anymore. As is e same for the tagboards of a few of my other friends. So I guess the problem aint with my tagboard alone. yUp yUp...

OK well these past 2 weeks lemme summarise and go into the details later. I went to celebrate Jem's b'dae, celebrate my mum's b'dae, gym & beach camping. yEaH...

Wednesday was cOoL...coz I went to Swenson's at Holland with the Perfect Ten to celebrate Jem's birthday. It ended rather drastically, Swenson's was like a warzone after tt, with cream and cake splattered in several places. I think the staff at Swenson's were like pretty pissed. But.....................Oh well...lolx!

Ok so it was a Friday where there was NCC training and I went back to train the PartB with Kenneth and Jarold. After that while the guys played soccer, I was like in a dilemma, trying to get the Neo & Jarold to come with me to book e chalet which was on offer with some coupon that Nic had. The both of them wanted to play soccer and so smoked their way out of leaving immediately sumhow. So I ended up going over to Dover first for dinner, with Nic, Corinne, Aileen & Kim. I had the Ma La Mian as usual, and i found out tt Nic likes tt also...oH cOoL... copycat...bahaha! kidding.

Jarold & Neo came over after their soccer and Neo forgot my shoe bag, which was still in the NCC room, in a closing FMSS! HAHA! So nvm, i said we would go back for it later. And for freak sake lr!!! Aileen physically abused my left shoulder and arm... ramming tt small ball-like fist into it non stop. I thought she meant "can I punch u?" as in ONCE!!! LOL!!! But nvm...i'm good, i can take a large amount of pain... HEH!

Well after Jarold & I retrieved my shoebag, we were wondering wat we were going to tell e 3 girls who were waiting at the busstop for us to go to Pasir Ris to book the chalet. So we told them tt we would go book it the nxt day (Saturday). Yup, after jarold and i realised Neo left for clementi without us alr on the other side of the busstop! yEaH, so i decided to fake him by acting like i was bloodrushed when we arrived at the busstop...and Neo bought it. Actualli so did the rest of the guys, Amar,Kth & Wilson. I finalli revealed tt i was in fact shitting with Neo, when we arrived at KFC... "HELLO NEOOO!!!!" with a damn corny smile... HAHAHA!!! NEO was like so traumatised by the deceit tt he just wanted to leave KFC and go home. LOL! luckily i pulled him back. Bussed & cabbed home after quite a good meal...

Saturday came!!! Reached clementi Macs e earliest, was darn tired. But made an effort to rush outta e house even though i woke up a little late. Since I dun like waiting nor do I like making ppl wait, I tend to be early most of the time. LOL! First to arrive after me was jarold... we were like laughing over Neo's smses to me. Coz he got on the wrong bus and it took a turn to Toh Tuck and he was swearing like crazy. Next sms came in was smthing like "wa fk! im on the highway!!! ah!!!" I tell u, nothing like a little perk in the morning to keep start me up. Leon arrived later followed by Kennedy and then finally...Neo...HAHA! So we gymed, and went over to jarold's place and pretty much stayed there the whole day. I didnt follow Neo & Leon to Marina Bay, coz i had to go home for dinner, but due to unforeseen circumstances, i ended up staying at jarold's place until 10 plus -_-. Thanks ah.... thanks alot..... Oh and did any of u realise...we didnt go to book e chalet? ahhhh freak!

Sunday! Sunday! we told e girls once more...we'll get it done! LOL!!! So this time, Neo, Me, Leon & Jarold met up at Clem macs agaIn, had some macs and headed to Pasir Ris. Holy crap...u wun believe wat happened when we arrived there at the booking counter. WE FORGOT THE COUPON!!! hahahha...no...we had the booking coupon. But wat happened was as good as not having the coupon. The coupon was not applicable for dates which were public holidays and eve of public holidays!!! I was screaming in my head "AHHHH DOG GONE IT!!!" non stop... so e 4 of us, tired and discouraged made our way to Ben & Jerry's and cooled ourselves off with Icecream...... Some Sunday eh. Trained back with the guys, stopped at CityHall and made my way to the Thai restaurant called Lerk Thai, had dinner with my family to celebrate my mum's b'dae and went home. lol... The food was pretty good... Especially e deer meat. *sluuuuuuurps*

Coz we had no chalet... MONDAY CAME!!! was supposed to be chalet day... instead we had a realli great alternative, camping in a tent by the beach at East Coast. Neo, Jarold, Kennedy, Leon & i met up at Clem Macs and travelled to Dover Busstop to meet Aileen, Nic & Jem. From there we bussed on 196 all e way to EC... Corinne came up the bus halfway. So we reached and pitched our tent. Went cycling and pretty much spent our time lazing around and talking rubbish. Burying Leon's legs in e sand. Went to Macs with Jem & Jarold late in e night and we had MacWings, then we went to 7-11 and we bought some drinks before returning to the beach sitting and drinking drinks. HILARIOUS LR!!! We pretty much fell aslp on the beach and in e wee hours of the money, 2 friendly cops came to do some spot check...nothing much... they were realli friendly, telling us to take care of ourselves and the girls. HURRAH for the men who uphold our law!!!

Tuesday morning... Leon, Neo and I couldnt sleep after the visit from the coppers...thanks ah! HAHA kidding... yEa we just talked and talked while Jem and Jarold slpt... Kennedy was in the tent snoring away. When the sun rose, Leon, Neo and I went to skip stones at the coast. Shouting all kinds of words in hopes e stones would skip further...LOL!!! Well, when Jarold woke up, we decided to leave for my place to bathe and rest and actualli to sleep lr. Jem came along too. I brought Neo's phone to help him charge also, coz his phone was on e verge of dying out on him. So e 3 of us cabbed back to my place...showered, played abit of WOW and KO-ed on my bed. A bit the squeezy ah...but still ok, we were too tired to bother. When we awoke to hv lunch, which my parents bought for us, we dead honestly didnt feel like going back...HAHAHAHAAH OOOOPS! We played Naruto 3 awhile before going back to WOW and then got ready to leave for EC agaIn after the dinner we had at my place. We cabbed back to EC and then slacked in the tent for awhile. Kim & Julia were also there, they arrived in the earlier part of the day when e 3 of us were snoozing. Later I was tempted to join in a wrestling session, with Kennedy, Jem and Leon, in e sand. I totally owned them lr...wahahaha... Leon was e biggest threat...coz he was e fastest among the 3 and always went for my back and legs. After e session, Kennedy and I went to dip in the sea and we all decided to go shower. Leon & Kennedy went on ahead first, Jarold and i were a little slow... But not until tt extent right? We still dunno how e hell Leon & Kennedy werent in the toilet and finished bathing alr. LOL!!! E toilet was a shitty mess, so we showered with our pants on in the outdoor shower... laughing at evrything under the sun and right now, onli e both of us and God knows what... HAHAHAHA For freak sake...i'm laughing agaIn lr.

Later it was back to Macs agaIn...Jem, Jarold and Joel. Macs & KFC for almost e whole darn week lr...lol! MacWings agaIn. Then it was to 7-11 agaIn, this time we onli bought 1 drink and it totally sucked lr...LOL all e drinks tt Jem choose r damn cockup lr! hahaha e 3 of us were like laughing at e first drink he bought on monday nite...and tuesday's drink was realli weird. I kinda forgot wat happened nxt, but sumhow Jem disappeared and left e 2 of us walking up and down ECP. We passed by Leon & Kim quite a few times and we realised they were gone as well. LOL... later we found, Corinne, Jem, Leon & Kim at Macs playing cards, so we made our way back to the tent. We squeezed our way in and slept in e tent with Kennedy, Nic & Julia... Darn hell more comfortable than e sand =P KO-ed... nth much happened after tt, except a ghostly figure acting cute outside e tent in e early morning. Jarold was grossed out and i was like sticking a middle finger at it... before we laughed and went back to slp... EH.........JAROLD....i saw smthing ah.................................................. HAHA dun wry i will keep quiet.

Next morning, we went to macs for breakfast... MACS AGAIN!!! then went bowling. Darn...i had not enough cash on hand but i realli wanted to bowl. Oh well maybe nxt time. Went back and unpitched the tent, while Neo & i went to wash the messtins at the toilet. When we came back... we had to form this human pyramid thingy to get a dragonfly kite thingy out of a tree for the girls, it was a total failure. We had our salvation when this uncle came over with his lorry and told us to use e back of his lorry as a step to get the kite down. So thoughtful rite? Rocks... After tt it was a long busride to Julia's place which we practically stayed onli 1/2 hr before all e guys cabbed home.

When i reached home... I was so happy to see my house... Baby here i am, banging on ur front door! I bathed, ate dinner and KO-ed until e nxt morning...

The rest of the days were pretty much, training on my own and exercising. Alrightdees....ciaos!

2006-10-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

**** Tired ****

Woah ytd was realli some day... I was covered in camo paint, in no.4 with SBO. loLx... Well like I said i was helping Neo out for e NCC booth. Well, i'd be like tt for 3 months when i enter NS on the 15th Dec. loLx...so i guess can be counted as a warmup? HAHA!

Well Neo, Leon, Jarold, Wilson and me went to eat KFC after the whole thing. And boy was Wilson lame manz... he realli cracked us up and made us feel like slapping him with his lame-ness. LOL! But hving him around is darn fun lr. At dinner, we started talking bout online games like Maple and WoW, comparing the similarities. And yEa it was pretty relaxing for me.

Well i taught Jarold, just 2 intermediate level techniques and he caught them veri veri fast, even being able to perform e techniques smoothly. Which means, he shld be able to catch almost evry other technique easier than thse 2, i test-ran him with... He hit pretty hard too, probably as hard as me, after i corrected the way he should be punching. Could be stronger and harder in time to come. Nice one kid... after ytd, i'm pretty much looking forward to and decided to teach u all e techniques and fighting skills, that I noe. (:

2006-10-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

**** C&C Fever ****

C&C, tt's Command & Conquer. Ho! as most ppl noe, C&C3 is in production or smthing and well, e vast horde of C&C fans, including me, i bet can't wait for the launch of the game. loLx... But I guess i wun hv time to play as I will be in NS by the time it launches. The time i probably have time to play games agaIn, there would probably be C&C4! That is if Kane doesn't die agaIn. And the Brotherhood of Nod aren't totalli destroyed by the Global Defence Initiative. HAHAHA!!! Sry, C&C lingo for thse who dun get it :P

Well the first C&C game i played i think was 10 years ago. The veri first C&C, Tiberium Dawn...LOL! The graphics of the units were HUGE! the infantry were pixel-looking, squarish figures, which made up their bodies...and they ran around holding their weapons. THE TANKS WERE HUGE ALSO. For those who played C&C Red Alert, and u thought the infantry were ugly...u shld play C&C Tiberium Dawn. HAHA...anyway I love the C&C series.

I'm listening to the original soundtrack now, and although my old C&C discs are long gone and probably biodegrading sumwhere, im having nostalgia now bout the games. :P I think C&C3 will be a hit. Well it certainly will be a hit to me. LOL!

Well well...e weekend is coming. I'm glad I have my days on Friday & Saturday filled out. I'm going over to Jarold's and beat the hell out of him. HAHA kidding. I'm going there and we're gonna train, get that little cretin all powerful and dangerous, LOL. Yup, then Saturday I think i've got my day cut out for me as well, gonna help Neo and his NCC with their booth :P I'm going to be the statue in uniform and camo paint, since noone wants to do it. If i dun help Neo, who will. HAHA...

I think i hv pretty much recovered from e back ache from the mighty Judo flip. I'm still coughing though, but hey im onli human. lol... But i have to live on, for my Family, for my good friends, for my ambition. LOL! I ran 2km yTd...and...i sUcKed!!!!!! i ran 2km in 12mins... shat!!! Wat was tt manz... I'm going to hv to jog more often alr manz. Glad tt NCC camp is coming in Nov, I'm gonna use the camp to kick back and relax and also jog in the mornings.

Well, what is a good guy & what is a bad guy? The good guy of Party A, will be a bad guy to ppl of Party B rite? And vice versa... The heroes of one side will be the banes of the other isn't it? The success of one side will be the demise of the other am i rite? So what is defined as good guys & bad guys? Maybe the ppl who u see as bad guys, are just looking out for the best interests of the side they've chosen? So quit it ya...

And one last thing, separate from evrything else........
you! Here this... or rather read it out loud and hear it echo through ur mind. I'm gonna spell it out nicely for u, because I wanna make it clear.
"Since it's come to this. You're gonna get what you want, I'm okay with it... Now let's see if you want what you're gonna get."
That's not a threat...oh, no. That's not an empty promise... That's u getting retribution, and I'm it! (: See u nxt week...

Okie ppl! I'm going back into WoW :P

2006-10-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

**** Beaten by the Judokas! WOW!!! Good job Team BlackSun ****

YEAH! That's right... i'm not a propaganda person. When i win, i'll say i won. When i lose, i wun hide the facts that i lost. I really respect the Judoka Sensei. He really earned all my respect when he displayed the sense of responsibility towards his students. I was initially supposed to have 2 matches, unwillingly I might add. One with the assistant instructor and one with the Sensei. Thanks to the great planning and organisational skills of my team's leader, no offense. Well, the Judoka sensei told me that his student was not at a suitable level to be able to fight with me. So he requested politely that there be only one match. His match. I knew deep down that, this was it. There was indeed no chance in hell that I could defeat him, until I used other techniques. But an epiphany came to mind in a split second...

If i were training a friend/student, and someone of higher level than him came along and issued a challenge. I too would throw myself into the line of fire to protect my friend/student.

After the epiphany faded, i agreed and shook his hand. I realli meant it when i shook his hand manz. I respected him so much after i truly understood why he did wat he did.

Well, he defeated me, even with all the vicious attacks and techniques i threw at him. He knew just when and how to capitalise, even though his lip was swollen from, i dunno which strike i landed. Guess i would call it his experience was greater than my skills. And i guess also his strength came from e determination to protect his students.

R-E-S-P-E-C-T... find out what it means to me! HAHA! thse are song lyrics btw.

My back hurts like hell now, and i have a terrible cough... thanks to the mighty Judo throw which swept me off my feet and slammed me hard onto the mat. And this Dog-Gone haze with PSI above 100 isnt helping my cough at all.

Darn I've been hving realli terrible mood swings recently. Wat's bothering me manz, i am usualli able to contain my frustrations and ease them away slowly, but manz...e feelings tt im feeling recently are... explosive and bad. Real bad. Watching Adam Sandler & Jack Nicholson in Anger Management isnt helping much either, except for the "I feel pretty" song part. HAHAHA!!!!!!

I'm glad i have good friends by my side at this time. Aaron, Neo, Jarold, ShuWee, Ivan, Nic...

I noe Aaron altho i dun see him in person recently, i noe he still has my best interests at heart. All e best in OCS bro (:
Neo thanks for listening to my woes just now. Looking forward to joining y'all in the last camp before I enter NS and suffer in commandos. loLx... Rmber i'm your Commando for always. lol. u hv my support in ur stuff. (:
Nic, if u read this...thanks for listening and consoling me tt day I smsed bout my argument with, u noe who. (:
Jarold well i dunno if u meant it, but through ur words, u sorta taught me wad is it like to cherish myself more by not jumping into a fray without watching my health and injuries. Noone outside of my family has ever told me that. And also thx for helping me in WoW :P Thanks kid (:
ShuWee! LOL my majordomo! LOL kidding... u're alwys there for me too. Take care of ur health lr...u sound like u are dying. U die alr...wad am i going to do? Spend money buy wreath leh! HAHA kidding. Take care of ur health and drink more water. After ur Os, lets go out or smthing (:
Ivan....ivan...wad can i say...wah lao eh...been my bro since PRI 4. LOL! We've been thru hell, making teachers cry and bleeding discipline masters dry!!! U were alwys there for me, in sch, NCC and in life. U rock! lol...

2006-10-06T01:41:00.000-07:00

**** Good things come all at once I think, so do bad stuff ****

Well, i succeeded in the striking technique tt was I was developing. lolx... It worked, we panicked and thought we had to do CPR on e volunteer!!! HAHAH!!! Well, but he was fine. He described the way he felt and it was exactly the effect it was supposed to have. I'm a happy guy! (: Well, i would hv to say this technique isnt veri practical though coz it requires me hitting 2 areas before e effect comes, it's rather inconvenient to use, during a match. But nvr e less, i think i can find use for it nxt time :P LOL! I realli hv to thank evryone who contributed, be it a big contribution or small one. From my teammates from BS, to advice from old club mates, to Jeremy's & Kim's Bio txtbooks, which taught me more bout how the human heart works. LOL!

Well tt's one...

Number two is... that i received the letter which i hv been hOpInG for, but nvr thought I would get. Its my enlistment letter to the Special Operations Tactics Commando Training School!!! HAHA! WAH KAO! i wun let anyone and myself down, im gonna chiong and get my red beret. :P Hope i dun get OOC. PUI!!! TOUCHWOOD!

Well so i owe Jarold & gang, a Marche treat...LOL!

Well like I said bad stuff come too. I'm screwed for Saturday, body's still aching and i hv the Judokas to tk care off. :P :P :P DIE LR! LOL! Perfect timing manz....darn perfect. My senior JunHao frm last time when I learnt smthing else, gave me advice, "dun think bout the aches and e pain...let ur mind move ur body."

Right............... veri deep. thanks ah seriously, thanks. I go to him for help and advice on how to go bout my match and he tells me some philosophy. LOL! But i get wat he means, i've learnt tt, but nvr used it before. Too outer body experience and deep for me! LOL! But guess no choice this time. I dun like to ache, especially near a match.

2006-10-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

**** ACHING all over ****

wOaH yEs as the title depicts, i'm aching all over now. Ytd when i arrived for training at my master's place. I realised I was the only one there for the evening, so the same horror which overcomes me all the time when I notice i'm the onli one around, overcame me one more time. PADWORK & SHADOW SPARRING!!!! Plus long periods of no water breaks!!! Why does my master to this to us whenever onli 1 person turns up for training!?!?! HAHA, and it always seems to happen to me. I'm gonna hv to coordinate and see who's coming and who's not going for training on training days from now on. HAHA! I swear last night when i got home, the onli parts of my body which could move, were my eyeballs, my fingers and my left leg.

Well todae I thought tt just slacking would be fun, as to relax my e aching in my body as well. Waited until 3 plus before going down to the pool for a relaxing swim.

OMG! loLx while i was swimming, underneath the surface of the water, someone jumped into the pool and after the bubbles cleared. It was a babe!!! :P HAHAHA!!! I'm talking bout shoulder length hair and a little tanned, i wun emphasize on her swimming costume. She was wearing goggles and the goggles came off after she dove into the pool. HAHAHA!!! Then she was struggling in the water cOz i guess water was in her eYes... I emerged from underwater and stood there looking at her trying to stand on the pool floor. Finally when she was pretty much back on earth... i asked if she was ok, while trying to control my laughter. LOL! She was so embarassed that she blushed and was bout to laugh too, i guess cOz of the expression on my face i was giving her. It was so funny lr the whole incident... I got to noe her after tt through talking a little bit. She stays in Block 25... lol ! tt's like a kunai-throw away from my block. Pretty nice girl, fun to tok to.

Well im feel pretty good after my swim actualli...whole body seems to not ache. That much. Tml night training agaIn. cOoL...my body seems to nvr have to rest man. I'm beginning to treasure my night sleep more and more these days. lolx...

yes!
it's back to WoW!

2006-10-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

**** I proved that I dun need a sidekick ****

Today i proved that i'm competant enough to handle an assignment on my own, without my partner. Here's a note to my group... i dun wan a partner. At least not a new one after u guys kicked Weiyi out. I'll be a one man team and train with a different team evry week, and Weiyi's spot stays vacant until I find someone to replace him as my partner. I alr have someone in mind... he might take awhile to enlist as my partner, but its a sacrifice im willing to make for future excellence. Argue with me bout anything, except this. It's all i ask for in return, for defeating e 2 TKD guys alone today. Although having someone by my side would hv been alot better. -_-"

Well i'm not without injuries from e matches, I've sprained my wrist. LOL! as usual... I've administered all e pulling and rubbing techniques that i noe on it. It should be better tml morning. My forearms and palms are hurting from all e blocking, but they r considered minor to the sprain.

HO HO!!! anyway! a few of my friends are taking their End Of the Year exams this week onwards. loLx yEa... so i'd like to wish thse FMSS friends of mine a BIG BUCKET LOAD of luck and God's speed. Nic, Leon, Neo, Jeremy, Kennedy, Jarold, Corinne, Aileen & Julia (: Good luck for the EOYs. Kim! good luck and all the best for the coming O levels. In short, gd luck to the perfect 10 ppl.

I can't wait for the end of the exams for the sec sch....yEah. Oliver's joining e Hapkido school i'm in. Maybe Jarold too. Would I see a new duo team in the school? lolx...onli time will tell.

ShuWee...bro. lolx... we gotta go out and eat smtime manz. I'm starving, i wan excellent food. WAHAHAHAH

Well, wat have i been up to recently? I've been hooked on WoW! yEaH...that's World of Warcraft for ur info. yUp... i've chionged for close to a week and a half? and im now level 33. Thanks to the occasional support of Jarold and Joel, of course. Soon we will hunt e Alliance tgther manz! loLx pay them back for all the times they pawned me when i was lower level. hahaha...

Yes Ivan! SIR-to-be! Now in OCS alr ah....u probably wun see this post until u book out nxt week? yEah... Well, i would hv to salute u nxt time i see u in a camp alr. loLx... Hey got see Aaron or not. loLx He's in OCS also. Well i'd like to wish Ivan and Aaron all the best, pls dun kena OOC. I would realli like to salute both of u, for a change :P :P :P haha...kidding. NCC is NCC, army is army.

Ah! going to go back in WoW now! tk care all... and rmber... watching ur steps can prevent u from stepping into bullshit!~ However! Keep an eYe on the skies as well...yEs believe when i say, coz bullshit has evolved and is flying around these days! lol

2006-09-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

**** Technique Testing no.1, failure ****

Well things seem to be real shitty now. I don't know how things got this far. It's really bad. I'm trying all i can to help smoothen things out. But it's not working. I hate this feeling. I loved to hang out with them cOz, i felt my life was full of this shit alr. Evrytime i hang with them, i felt the fun in life! It really is veri cOoL and a good feeling to have fun with'em. Coz i dun feel the pressure of the shit that I'm going through outside the world that i hv with them. But I guess this is life, their growing up too.

"Welcome to the real world" i believe is wat most ppl say when shit happens. I begin to see my means of Escapading frm the real world, for moments to catch my breath, coming to an end. All I can do now is stand by them in the real world, them who hv briefly allowed me to feel the joy of being a young carefree teenager agaIn. And of course hOpE that the fun factor will come back and evryone is okie once agaIn.

On another note, the technique i was creating and testing out. FAILED!!! it didn't have the effect it was supposed to have. Well guess I would have to go back to more reading and marking out on the anatomy charts agaIn....... argh its like back to square one. lolx... guess its back to formula.

Sianz...when is the RC going to approve of the equipment storing place. My newly arrived jeetkunedo gloves are rotting in the warehouse and its been so long alr. My master say soon...soon...soon....soon....soon.... HAHA! i'm getting so darn impatient. HAHAHA!!! With these gloves, training for sparring, will be able to be full-contact from now on. No need for me to train underground with my neighbours anymore, using lousy wraps :P :P :P

My Cherie Amour, lovely as a summer's day
My Cherie Amour, distant as the Milky Way
My Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine

In a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
I've been near you, but you never notice me
My Cherie Amour, won't you tell me how could you ignore
That behind that little smile I wore
How I wish that you were mine

Maybe someday you'll see my face among the crowd
Maybe someday I'll share your little distant cloud
Oh, Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine

Haiz... how i wish that you were mine.... i'm too cowardly to talk to u. U're like a goddess, so far outta my reach.

2006-09-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

DAMN MSN, WLM & WM!!!!!

ARGH! lolx...

USELESS PIECES OF CRAP! server down the whole darn night... All i could do was watch tele and train train train train. Noone was free to spar with me either, so all i did to cool down was train train train on my own... i'm so freaking pissed now... I can feel e rush in my head man,

Thank God there's training tml evening manz....ooooooooooh Thank God.

damn....i hOpE the server is up and running tml.

Technique is close to completion, I just need summore info from a few more in-depth bio books. -_-"

2006-09-10T20:45:00.000-07:00

**** My one and only, dangerous flaw ****

yEs, after another long silence, i've decided to blog once agaIn. lolx... well, the last post i posted was like 27th August if im not wrong? Haha yEa.

Well things have been rather good since the 27th. On the 30th, I went for a chalet with Nic, Jarold, Leon, Neo, Kennedy, Jem, Corinne, Aileen, Kim and Julia (:

It was a blast i realli had alot of fun with the Perfect Ten. The first day was actualli, just slacking around in the room, watching Singapore Idol, then the Channel 8 show at 9am, then Incredible Tales...loLx. Corinne was like so darn scared lr of the show...hahaha. Then Kennedy and i decided to scream when the ghost appeared to scare Corinne....hahaha. It was raining in the evening and early night, so we couldnt BBQ. In the end we started BBQ-ing near 11 plus?! yEaH... a few guys from another chalet helped us to start the charcoal burning, so we offered them some of our packet drinks...wah lao, no wonder we dun hv enuff...waste our drinks! HAHA KIDDING! they were a big help. oh and i got taupoked like crazy by the guys....HAHAHAH!!!

The second day we went to Wild Wild Wet and got realli wet and all... then it was back to the chalet in the evening for another round of BBQ. Then after a few rounds of photo-taking, Julia had to leave around 8 plus ): Well after the BBQ, we all bathed and stuff and started heading for White House, i had no idea wat it was so i just followed. yEaH its supposed to be a haunted house or smthing, i was skeptical bout it initially, but when we reached there and I saw the 2 stone lions outside at the gate i began to believe. hahahaha...yEaH well so we went back and crapped the night away as we fell aslp one by one... Neo left early in the morning for NCC flagday ): ):

The third/last day was the best....... -_- we were like refugees sitting on mats and lying around in the chalet park grounds. We were like chased out of the chalet or smthing and homeless, coz needed to checkout....hahaha. but it was fun too lr...we stayed there from like 12 plus in the afternoon until 10 plus at night. Neo joined us in the evening agaIn... but Kim left ): We played cards, kicked ball, went salvaging food supplies from Cheers, played twister, i got Kennedy's face in my ass and jarold's ass in my face. yUp... was pretty funny, i was laughing all the way. Then we all had to go home, they wanted to come my place to stay, but i had a match the nxt day... so they went to jarold's place instead, while i went home...

CHALET ROCKED!!! (:

Well i shldnt hv gone for my match.....it was a bad idea. 3 day 2 night chalet.... not much slp. Groggy and tired, i literally was asking for it when i went for my match. HAHAHAH!!! i was standing there in a daze, smiling like a retard at my opponent with my eYes half closed. the junior belt dude literally gained the upper hand on me, bashing me left and right, until I snapped out of my daze and began retaliating. Began my attacking and used a few techniques which were sorta illegal/forbidden...HAHAH...yEah didnt hear the referee say stop for bout 4 to 5 times, coz I was in a frenzy, blood had rushed to my head, yUp... and got disqualified for that. Match LOST! HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

The following week was cOoL too, i went back for training with my Master agaIn (: I realised i missed out on alot...there are more juniors now, quite a few girls too :P hahaha. Wednesday was supposed to go for my buddy's POP one... Aaron, budden...tio kan liao lor...must go CMPB... wah sianz...

yUp, went out with Nic, Jarold, Kim, Neo, Jem, Corinne, Aileen and Kennedy for the movie Littleman on Friday. lolx....actualli i watched it alr, with my 2 bros, ShuWee and Ivan on when ah...Thursday I think? HAHA! But nvm lr...i was a veri funny show, so i didnt mind watching it agaIn. lolx

Saturday was a blast too, as I joined them agaIn at WestCoast for picnic and Stdy-time(yEah right man! stdy...) HAHAH... it was fun, climbing the rope pyramid and the "HI BING! HI BONG!" joke tt Neo told us in the cab...HAHAHAH.

Sunday was cOoL too, in the morning, i left the house with my family and we headed for Prima! The revolving restaurant for a nice lunch, with my grandpa to celebrate his b'day. lolx... yEaH i think the best part of gatherings is tt i can see my baby cousin Isaac. He's like my battery after a tiring week, no matter how tired I am i still feel like playing with him. HAHA...

yEaH after tt was off to Queensway agaIn to meet the Perfect Ten ppl for stdy-time.... yEaH although I had nothing to stdy, i just did some history questionzz frm e history textbook. HAHA.

and here i am bloggin bout the the 2 weeks where i didnt blog...HAHA.

Anyway i was talking bout my one and only dangerous flaw? yEaH.... i think its my temper. I dun lose it often, in fact its kinda hard to make me angry. lolx... Budden when blood does rush to my head, I'm pretty terrible. YeaH Haiz....it's smthing that i wanna change. like u all see, i got disqualified cOz blood rushed to my head and i snapped on the poor junior belt.

And hearee hearee... pls dun touch my friends and family... it realli floods my head with blood. Argh! i cant stand it when ppl do bad stuff to my family members and my e friends, especially the ones whom i regarded as siblings.

Anyone with useful methods on anger management or containment......pls pls pls pls pls help me. ) :

2006-08-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

**** Bruised & Battered, But Beri Happy! HAHAHA!!! ****

okayz! wooooo..Good bye NgeeAnn Poly. Well here I am now, blogging. yEaH... I finished my last paper on friday. I have a pretty good feeling bout it. loLx...shld get 70 plus and above lr, hopefully 80 plus...hahahaha.

Well then, after that i went home and then got ready, packed my NCC half U and headed to FMSS to retrieve my sandles and help my good old cadet, Neo, who's now the USM, to oversee the cleaning of the NCC room while he attended to more impt things. lolx... Nothing much happened during the NCC training except I DID ONE HELL OF A JOB CLEANING THE NCC ROOM WITH MY CREW. lolx... and of course there was the fighting problem which sorta held us back from an earlier dismissal. Smtimes i realli hate to say it lr....but right some ppl are just so nice lr, take me, Kenneth and Jarold for example, we did all we could to see that justice was done fairly on Friday. Wat can i say man... tt's being good men. loL...

Argh...well like i've been telling the ppl im chatting with while blogging this post. The words just aren't flowing todae manz, its abit difficult to blog... it's as if im having Word Constipation or smthing. loLx..

Ahhhh hear's smthing, i'm bruised on my shoulder and on my left chest. hahaha... yEa manz...happened ytd...lolx. Thanks to Nic and Kennedy. loLx... yEa i'll get to that a little bit later.

yEa well, so yTd i went out to catch a movie with the Perfect Ten... yEah... 1 person from the Perfect Ten didn't turn up.......yEah.... so wasn't actualli the full Perfect Ten i was going out with....... just like 9 outta 10 of the Perfect Ten......... yEah....but still good, u noe....still good, still had alot of fun....yEaH...... it was still good though. yUp...... yUp.....

HAHA! anw, i met up with Jarold at the busstop opposite his place at Pandan Valley and then got on the bus and headed to town. Darn, we thought we would be late, and late indeed we were. We were the earliest of the late ones! coz noone was in town yEt, other than e both of us. So we killed time by eating some snacks and drinking bubble tea at the bus stop...

Next to arrive were, Nic, Corinne and Jem! yEaH! HAHAHAH...Jarold and I began to prank Nic bout smthing and she realli believed it manz!!! Next to arrive, were Kim, Kennedy and Leon. We then walked all the way to the Cathay building and then took quite some time deciding which show to watch, The BreakUp or LoveWrecked... well in the end, we all decided on LoveWrecked. Along the way, e guys and i were calling Neo with my phone and persuading him to come, with my "Make him feel Guilty" tactic...kinda failed though.... but he still decided to join us for the movie in the end and we bought another ticket for him first. lolx...

We then headed for some Ben & Jerry's, coz the girls had some vouchers. yEaH...had alot of fun with the Ben&Jerry's... imagine 7 ppl sharing 2 bowls of icecream. Aileen arrived after that if i'm not wrong, then followed by Neo who we met at Plaza Sing just before the guys and i queued for KFC to smuggle into the cinema. Oh yEa...tt was how I got my bruise from Nic, she slapped my shoulder cOz i cracked a joke with Jem. lolx...

yEaH! so if u e readers were keeping track....that all the 9 of the Perfect Ten ppl who were present ytd alr... yEaH....well....9 of them were still fun too....yEah...ANW!!! yEa we rushed back to Cathay lr...coz we were late for the movie. Managed to catch it in time still, didnt miss anything at all, except for maybe the title appearing on the screen. lolx...

The movie was pretty good, darn funny...especially the last part. Veri sweet...lolx. And the veri veri last part...the rock singer singing, DARN FUNNY LR!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA. After the movie we all headed for the toilets and while waiting outside the toilets after we were done, and deciding wat to do next... THE GIRLS WENT MAD! honey stars were flying and getting crushed on the floor, Nic and Corinne were hitting each other like it was a wrestling match... wat made it look more like a wrestling match was Leon in the middle telling them to stop playing, like a referee...HAHAHAA. Aileen was whacking Neo and Kennedy. Well i found refuge standing beside Jarold agaInst the wall, who seemed rather safe, tt's why i joined him there. lolx. Poor janitor...he looked like he wanted to kill us with his mop lr upon seeing the honey stars all over the floor.

And now....here is the moment of truth...how i got my second bruise of the day... Well, we all decided to like go to the first floor of the Cathay building and sit around. Then I was dumb enough to actualli volunteer to try Kennedy's ultimate. The effects are realli same as advertised.... Bruise In One Second pinch... And he aimed my left chest...of all places...now i look like i have...nvm i wun say!! HAHAHA...

All in all it was fun lr...yEa. Neo had to leave coz he was meeting his mum at PS. And the remaining 5 guys, we cabbed home. yUp... left the girls there at Cathay coz they wanted to hang at Starbucks I guess... lolx. the cab uncle was nice enuff to allow 5 of us...coz we convinced him that 1 of us was below 14 yrs of age...dunno who he thought it was...but nvm, doesnt bother me...HAHAHA.

Good day...Nice movie...Great ppl.... How could my saturday ever be shitTy...loLx.

2006-08-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

**** Think i'm going crazy... HAHAHA ****

- Madonna : Crazy for you -
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smokey air
Cant you feel the weight of my stare
Youre so close but still a world away
What Im dying to say, is that
*
Chorus:
Im crazy for you
Touch me once and youll know its true
I never wanted anyone like this
Its all brand new, youll feel it in my kiss
Im crazy for you, crazy for you
*
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
*
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath Im deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, youll see
*
Chorus:
Im crazy for you
Touch me once and youll know its true
I never wanted anyone like this
Its all brand new, youll feel it in my kiss
Im crazy for you, crazy for you
*

Such a nice song manz!!! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Hahaha...okay maybe i'm mad. Argh sianz...my com is down. That's why I mission impossibled into my sister's room to use her com to check emails, chat awhile. Then I realised I haven't been caught yEt! HAHA so might as well blog too! loLx...

Welli've been mugging like crazy and tml is D-Day... Once more into the field we step, brothers. Swords drawn and ready to die! HAHA...nah i'm well prepared....i hOpE! My paper tml will determine my mood for tml i guess, since its 9am in the morning! lolx... Come to think of it tml would be the last day i spend in the poly....I HOPE! yEa...so maybe tml i would go earlier and bask in the ambience which I hv neglected for the past 3 years, walk around and breathe tt poly air... smell the flowers tt are planted in the garden. YEAH! pls lr Cai WenHan....wake up... as if i would do that. loLx...TAKE THE EXAM, SHAKE SOME HANDS AND GO HOME! lolx....

I'll be heading to FMSS after unloading my stuff at home... going to visit the NCC kids and my platoon agaIn, and also collect back my sandles which I have left there since dunno when. Hopefully its still there man, maybe they're using it for a paperweight or smthing, i dun mind, as long as they havent thrown it away. HAHA!

Jarold'- if u're lucky enuff to see this...lolx. u may wanna start planning ur escape after returning from Kayaking..lolx.. I'm coming for you tml!!! Better watch out! lolx... (:

Kim' - Take care (: loLx...was realli worried bout ur mood while I was offline due to my com being down, the whole of ytd... Stay cheery. Anything just SMS me (:

ShuWee' - My com is down...lolx. So anything just contact me over SMS. loLx... (:

Ivan' - Hey we still have to meet to eat good food manz!!! MARCHE! PASTA! DIM SUM! We're still the most senior Dua Peh Gongs that FMSS NCC have ever seen...loLx. (:

OH! i think i gotta fly...my sis seems to be back...loLx

2006-08-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

**** Last stretch, hopefully ****

Todae was pretty alright. Woke up early for a saturday and went with my family to e temple to pay respects to my great-grandparents and then went over to church to light a candle for my grandma... after that, it was off to Pizza Hut.

yEa we ordered the new pizza thingy? e one where we can pluck out the edges and eat'em full of cheese? Actualli if u ask me, i think that their just like little roti along the perimeter of the pizza lr! lolx onli thing is tt their filled wif cheese, tt's bout it. yEa and i drank the Summer Vegetable soup for all the little miserable bowl was worth, I sieved out e veges and placed them in my bowl of soup. lolx... yEa well, I had Beef Lagsana along with my share of the pizza and my soup. loLx...

Now I hav a terrible craving for more beef lagsana and PORK KNUCKLE and ROSTI!!!! hahahaha... oh manz, better stop thinking or im going to hv to cook noodles agaIn.

Well i got my last paper on e 25th, time to chiong agaIn... Once more into the dark dank fields agaIn, my brethren, swords ready....

2006-08-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

**** U make me wanna La La! Sssssh... ****

Omg manz...now whole body aching. lolx...Started aching after Saturday, i guess played at the pool and swam too vigorously alr. Went back tt sunday morning, i realli couldnt move much, after showering i dropped on my bed face first and literally couldn't get back up. I feel aslp with my legs hanging stiffly over the edge of the bed. BODY REACHED ITS LIMIT! HAHAHAA...

And to make things worse i endured through all the physical torture training i put myself through these few days , horse-stance for 1 hr can die lr! lolx...after tt still do Ki. My brain also aching now manz, going through stuff for my final paper.

Anyway i've planned alr...lolx. I'll finish up my diploma, then go for NS and do my best there, get the most i can get out of it during thse 2 yEaRs...enrich my life, torture my body, try to set the record of "sweating the most i have ever in my whole life", after NS i'm going to take business in SIM, to further myself. hOpE its the right path for myself... haha.

Had fun with Neo, Kim, Nic, Corrine, Aileen, Julia, Leon, Jarold, Jeremy, Kenneth, Kennedy, Terrence and Joel lim on Wednesday.

Anw, the highlight of this darn post would be Wednesday, where jarold's birthday itself was celebrated by us throwing him a surprise b'dae bash, planned by Kim. The preparation was fun as I reached jarold's place earlier to meet Nic, Julia and Corinne to start the initial decors for the room. Later Kim and Kennedy arrived with the cake and helped wif the decor too.

Julia's darn funny lr, she picked up a yellow balloon, frm e floor and starting blowing it up. She didnt noe tt i heard attempted to blow it, and gave up and Kennedy had tried to blow it as well, before tossing it on the floor. It was hilarious lr seeing her reaction... when I asked her, with my eYes wide, "erm...where did u get tt balloon from?"

Corinne is veri friendly lr...lolx. i tot she wun tok to me cOz she dunno me, but turns out she is a veri nice gaL, she tok to me and stuff, ya... and after knowing tt im pretty jittery around huge blown up balloons, she kept hitting the huge ones towards me and Kennedy lr! lolx. Kennedy is also jittery around balloons. Use her hairpin to burst e balloons im holding or thse she toss at me.

Anw, we all got prepared and then gave Leon, Neo, Jem, Terrence & Kth the signal to come back, coz they were distracting Jarold in sch. Well, with the help of Joel lim (jarold's bro), who contacted jarold ang got him to come home, we were set for the b'dae bash we waited at our inidividual positions in the dark for him.

When e b'dae boy came back...he was told to go get smthing from e room, thanks to his maid and mum who hlped us too, THANK U AUNTIE!
E second he came in, Neo who was on the left side of the door popped a balloon in his face, stunning him! Joel lim wrapped his face with a bath towel from behind and I on the right side of e door speared him to the bed. Then e rest of the guys leapt on him. hahahaha... we tied him up and blindfolded him, finally ending with Joel lim and i dumping him into the bathtub in their room toilet...hahahaha.

The rest of the nite was nice, after a second taupok-ing session on jarold, we went to eat pizza and then played cards in the living room. Before tt, tt's when i got bullied by Kim and Corinne with the balloons...lolx....yUp...Well technically i watched them playing cards and was busy shooting balloon rubbers at Kenneth. lolx...

And crapz manz...i gotta train up agaIn. I was MAN-HANDLED by Kenneth! lolx...

Wednesday was a gd day...

2006-08-15T02:26:00.000-07:00

**** ...... ****

There's no use of me writing anything here, or to be exact, there's no point in me writing anything anywhere. Since u wun be able to see it. But I just think its better for me to pour wat i hv out, didnt hv a blog before, now i do. so...dump it here lr... hmm... I shouldn't have watched Top Gun today, it was a stupid thing to do. Many ppl talk bout loss, but I think not all of them can seriously noe wat it feels like to stand at a window and regret someone lost.

Spoke to ur brother yesterday, i went to msg him online and chatted with him bout how he and ur famil was doing now and I felt that guilt and sadness coming back agaIn. I shln't hav argued with u then. Not many ppl around me now, noe that I knew someone like u. I shld hv gone to u when i heard u had a heart attack. I had things I wanted to say to u. I'm so sry... i'll nvr forget 14/08/01... i alwys feel terrible ard this period. i tot i could use my recent outing to pacify my sadness but i couldnt in e end. haha.

But i'd like u to noe from whereever u are now, i'm a better person for my family and friends now cOz of u... so good that i'm now always the person who gives in... Haha.........Ur parting frm here, made me make that decision.

We went through hell tgther but i nvr appreciated u back then. I was too caught up wif new things to give a damn bout u... U called me "da-ge" back then, hahah i rmber, it was realli childish of us. I'm just so happy ur family is doing fine, ur brother is now in JC.

I love u bro, i miss u.

2006-08-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

**** One heck of a weekend ****

"Who would u choose? The one u love more, or the one who loves u more?"
think bout it carefully. i mean it....

As all readers can see, i dun realli blog much, unless there was smthing spectacular that happened. To make things worse, its recently the study break which is about 3 weeks for me since my one and only paper is on friday of the exam week, yEa anw i was saying it's worse now as there is not much reason to leave home. Guess noone wants to read 5 different posts saying, "hi i rotted my ass off todae at home". Hahaha...

Anyway, i had a great weekend. On saturday, i carried the huge taka bag, which was carrying Jarold's and Kim's presents. After walking around alot that day, I finally met up wif ShuWee at jurong east mrt station for him to pass me e present he bought for jarold, which was a huge Tweety bird. I got him a Flesh Imp shirt and dumped in the VIP pack thingy as well. ShuWee and I got Kim a soft toy... the Hammy from Over the Hedge...lolx. So as evryone can imagine, me carrying a huge taka bag full with those presents, not to mention my own bag with my extra change of clothes and my stinked up training uniform.

So I was supposed to meet with Neo at 4.30pm at Lakeside. But where was he at 4.25pm? playing dota at home... HAHA! I WAITED FOR HIM FOR OVER 20 mins before he arrived lr... well tt was before jarold arrived from clementi mrt. After we all met up, we walked to Julia's house where the BBQ was alr started. There was Leon, Mark, Corrine, Nic, Julia (duh, of course. its her place), Kim, Kennedy and Jeremy. argh pls tell me i didn't miss anyone oUt...

The mood started out slow as the guys started playing around by the see-saw and by the swings. As it turned out, I didnt have to immerse myself in BBQ-ing, coz the ppl i didnt noe there were actualli veri friendly and outgoing towards me. loLx... While e guys were fooling around the pool, the girls actualli attacked us from behind with water balloons. They just kept launching water balloons at us. Smthing embarassing happened here manz, i saw one being lobbed at Leon, i stepped over and raised my hand, deflecting it away from hitting Leon square in the face coz he wasn't aware of that one coming. I was so proud of myself telling Leon amidst the chaos tt i saved him, that I didnt see one water bomb flying straight at me... Well it got me, wetting half of my body...hahahaha. After we realised where the girls were hiding the water bombs, jarold led the e guys to go steal the water bombs from the tap behind the bush. lolx!!! I grabbed the whole bucket and tried to make a dash for it but i ended up spilling alot of water on Kennedy accidently! HAHAHAHA. Well it got more rowdy, as slowly e water fight got nearer and nearer the pool and I guess I was the first to get pushed into the pool, by Nic if im not wrong, while i was refilling the bucket...lolx. Slowly almost evryone went in and we got stopped by the guard. lOlx. We then took a break and began eating some food which was alr ready and also on the grille, thanks to Julia's parents who cooked for us while we were playing. Aileen came also by then from some other activity.

Kennedy and Jeremy were 2 heck of funny ppl manz...plus got Neo summore! i almost burst a vein while laughing at the little table near the pool wif the guys...lol. Neo and his "we must destroy the Ring...NOW!" HAHAHAHAHHA wth lr. We also saw a guy in the opposite condo, topless ironing his clothes, and boy tt turned into a joke as well, a maid walking in red also turned into a punchline. After the food and drinks, Kennedy, Jeremy, Leon, Neo and me walked Mark to the backgate coz he had to leave. After that we all hit the pool and attempted backflips and forward flips into the pool from the edge, Jeremy was darn funny lr, his blackflips, his head scrapping in the water alr before 360 was completed in the air...lOlx. After awhile, the girls all joined us, actualli cOz we pushed and pulled them into the pool, and i stepped on Nic's ear-ring which she dropped, that gave me a hole in e sole of my right foot...HAHAAHA. The nxt 2 hours were just pure wet and wild fun, pushing each other into the pool, throwing wat remaining waterbombs which jarold and i snatched from corrine and kim while they were filling them up, swimming, spitting water at each other.

Yes there were casualties man, I got cramps in my left calf 2 times! stepped on a ear-ring! got slapped 5 times by Nic... Jarold got cramped up as well on e foot and i added to it by pressing my knuckle into it. Jeremy got slapped by nic too... Neo veri poor thing keep getting whack by aileen...lolx. Leon was like almost frozen or smthing, at some point of time he stood there shivering and looked rather pale. lolx.

Well, evrything had to end at 11pm, coz the guard stopped us lr... actualli dun need to stop one. But the guard heard noise and he decided to tell us to stop...arGh.

After that, the guys all went to Neo's place, for those who had to borrow clothes from him. I realised that I left my wallet and keys in Aileen's black bag, so i couldnt pay for my bus fare!!!! HAHAH so Neo and I pulled the coin trick. We stood at the coin payer beside the bus uncle while the bus was on the way to Neo's place and acted like we were looking for coins the whole 3 min journey, HAHAHA, finalli ending off "AIYA no coins lr...nvm we go down here and tk cab lr!" but we actualli got there alr...lolx. I couldnt realli stand walking around in squishy underwear, felt quite sick lr.

So we then made our way back to Julia's house and took turns to bath while e rest played cards, tai dee, ass-hole tai dee, and bluff/cheat... lolx. Jarold had to go home, so he left after he took his keys and I handed him his 2 presents from ShuWee and me. Jeremy and I kept disturbing him from the balcony, saying bye so many times that after awhile jarold got sick of replying and just left. After that we decided to watch the Lakehouse, but the quality was like e brown stuff tt comes out of an ass manz....so Julia changed show to The Longest yard, it was darn funny to watch lr...loLx. I think Adam Sandler is one of the funniest comedians around. So we ate the Macs tt we ordered while watching the movie, and evryone fell aslp one by one. At the end of the movie, there was onli, Leon, Kennedy and me left... and tt was it, we all gave in to our exhaustion, tt was like at 5 plus? lolx yEaH.... I was initialli on the sofa, budden i dunno y i felt more comfortable on the floor so i left the comfort of the sofa and walk in the dark to lie on the floor, i actualli stretched and smiled to myself as I lay on the floor...hahahahaha Joel u sick ass... lolx.

To cut the long story short, in the morning , Leon and I gained consciousness at around the same time and we rushed off home tgther in a cab...lol coz he needed to go church. lolx... we smsed them byez after we left.

I spent my whole sunday aslp and half aslp...yEa...

2006-08-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

**** Hole burnt in my pocket ****

aRgH...... yEs sad but true. Yesterday was a huge blow to my wallet's notes department.

Firstly, I would like to say "SHIT", my laptop is on the verge of dying. NOOO, LAPPY! dun die on me, u've been with me for 3 years alr lr. Now when i have to complete my INT assignment, u wanna die on me?! lucky i have backed-up my files in 3 separate locations excluding my laptop, now i need onli find a platform to work on to finish up my assignment. lolx...

anyway, i would like to say also that todae i went for service at CHC at the indoor stadium. Today was CHC 17th anniversary, yEa so it was at indoor stadium... In the morning as we were getting a cab from Kalland mrt station, the "we" was Clement, Darren and of course me by e way, yUp while we were waiting, this lady asked if she could share the cab with us as she was going to the indoor stadium too. Well this nice lady offered to pay the whole cabfare, tt was veri nice of her lr, for giving us a free ride. She could hv gotten another cab on her own, but she asked to share the cab with 3 of us, and she ended up wanting to pay the cabfare for us. lolx... Thanks whoever u are.

Well service was great manz, i think one of the nicer parts of the service was when all those parents brought their babies out to the front to be dedicated or smthing... and then Pastor Kong told them to turn around and face the entire church and raise their babies up for all to see...lolx. it was abit like watching Lion King lr...lol so many babies being raised up in tt position... And when it was time for the parents to move out of the hall with their babies, the entire hall was silent and the babies were making sounds and noises... HAHAHAHA I TELL U... I WANT KIDS!!! lolx kidding, nxt time, maybe next time...

yEa but well, on saturday i went out shopping for presents for a few ppl, with ShuWee, James, Calvin & Qiaosen.

Gotta thank those 4 for following me and helping to choose e stuff and encouraging me intently to buy a shirt for myself as well...lolx. It was "fun" carrying the huge taka bag full of stuff inside, felt like I was carrying Samehada.

Also met up wif Kim, Nic and Corrine for a brief 10 mins to hand Nic some 10 bucks... I wun say more bought wat i did on saturday nor on the details of some other things...later i give away too much...loLx.

2006-07-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

**** Oh u killed me that very moment ****

i dunno wat else can i say...i dun fear admitting defeat. U won, tt's a matter of fact, whther i or u held back anything. U won... Congratulations.

I told u i was no longer defecting and asked u to reconsider e match, u didnt want to.

I just wanna inform u, ur strike not only caused my head to ache e whole damn Saturday night through to the morning, it also killed me & all e friendship between u and i...

There's no point in me staying on then is there? Since I remained behind only because u were my partner and friend. Maybe i'll come find u another day for another round....comrade...

2006-07-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

**** Heard that my dad would be working in Thailand ****

Well as the title states... My dad most probably will be going to work in Thailand on a long term basis. Which means im only going to get to see him maybe 3 months once, or 2 months once. I guess I have to be standing Don of the Chua Family, in Singapore now, of course with the help of my uncle and grandfather. Hahaha...

This sudden change of events got me thinking. I'm going to have a quite a few new responsibilities from now on. I'm going to have to be a son as well as a man of the house. I think i might enjoy these new responsibilities, coz after all i like contributing in making decisions for e Family and i kinda like being the protective figure.

I always thought that I wanted to be a police officer in Singapore and serve the Nation! HAHA! But now, smthing is brewing inside me, some thought or idea is cooking up. That maybe I would want to take up a management course in business, after my NS and help my dad out in business, for the Family. Just a thought lr..............lolx. Erm... to my Friends, wat do u all think? any opinion? Ur opinions and suggestions are veri much appreciated and respected. = )

HAHA apart from serious issues, getting rammed by a baby pram into the swimming pool is not a good feeling. It's a emotional scarring event....lolx...

Things seem to be looking up in my last semester of poly study, evrything is on track. My Final year project's status should be alright lr, since my blardy supervisor lecturer nvr contact us to tell us if we have second review or not. No news from that bastard is good news. Always one...always sabo us. Dunno wat kind of supervisor is he...nvr help his own team but cause more trouble for us. tsk tsk tsk!!!

Friday going back to FMSS once agaIn, to visit my, now PartDs, and also to do some PT. Looking forward to watching the NDP celebration parade training, see hows e marching and coordination of the non-uniform group CCAs...HAHA!!! slack too much alr, so better train up my running and gaIn back my stamina...

Saturday should be meeting up with my bro, ShuWee to help him out with some stuff. Dun worry bro, we'll chiong and get it done = ). Then after that maybe chill sumwhere and wait for dinnertime, where I should be dining with my Family agaIn and can seemy 2 yr old cousin, Isaac agaIn. loLx...

Clement, if u do read my blog, i'm sry... I'll come back this Sunday. U gotta understand, I was busy with alot of things and had stuff to handle over the past month. But I will return to CHC agaIn... p.s u're a good friend, i see ur gd intentions in contacting me to go church frequently = )

Keong, u rmber wat I told u a long time ago before I left u to train on ur own, to work on my final year project rite? Haha...i think u can get to doing it now. I'll need all the subjects I can get, to train my techniques. We'll see each other soon. I appreciate u always following up on how I am = )

P.S this is Joel a.k.a WenHan signing off... =P

2006-07-23T06:42:00.001-07:00

**** I wanna be a wrestler like Nacho Libre!!! HAHA! ****

Alright...yesterday was Saturday. It was e first time i actually went out with e wif Kim and Nic? yEa... the guys came too. There was Jarold, Leon, Neo, ShuWee, Nic, Kim and me. Well, there was Julia and Corrine also but they only joined us for the movie...lolx. There was also supposed to be Clement, but he didn't wanna come...lolx.

Well so i took the long journey from my place via MRT all the way to dhoby ghaut where I met up with ShuWee who was buying his lunch from Macs and the both of us long marched to the new Cathay building, which actually is just a rebuild from the old one. loLx...

The first 2 faces we found were Neo and Leon who were using the computers at the Cathay ticketing level to watch MAPLE vids from youtube.com...lolx. After some time Jarold arrived and all tt was left to do was wait for the girls. When they arrived we went to buy tickets...and wah lau! onli the first 2 rows could accommodate the number of seats we needed. Well to be exact, onli the first 2 rows were left. lolx...

I was kinda expecting Nic to wear the "skirt and jeans" but! didnt happen, she just wore a jeans...lolx. Oh yEa and we kept disturbing Kim, with the X-Men joke...lolx i wun go into the details, later she murder me the nxt time she see me... hahahaha!

anw we caught Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Mean's Chest... lolx. yEa it was good lr, luckily watched the first show as well, coz some of the jokes were connected! And there's another Singapore joke in there agaIn. During the movie, I went to the toilet and when I came back i sensed a disturbance in the Force, so i checked my seat before i sat and it was so damn wet!!!!!!! HAHA! someone had spilt coke into my seat!!! lolx... e guys were all controlling their laughter. I have a pretty good idea who was the one who spilt the coke, but i wont say anything...lolx. Alright...i had to tear up the empty popcorn bag and cushion the seat so i wont get my jeans wet lr!!! HAHA. Thankfully, Jarold had the conscience to tell me not to drink the coke anymore, just a split second before I gulped down a mouthful, coz someone stuck the hand into the coke.

Well, after the movie Julia and Corrine left to do some shopping, while the rest of us took a bus back to somewhere near Cine & the heeren. We took neoprints and then Kim & Nic had to go cOz Kim had some BBQ thingy in the evening at a friend's place or smthing...lolx. So it was GUY TIME! yEa...after some deciding we took 14 to SunTec and on to Marche were we queued up to enter and played with the water-moved wheel. It was labelled "Wet and Turning Me On".... that sounds soooooooooooooo wrong lr! lolx...

The food was great manz...we had a whole pork knuckle, 2 portions of soft-shelled crabs, 2 cheesed "dicks", 4 chicken fillets, 4 bottles of snapple and we each had ice-cream and waffles and Leon had ice-cream and crepe..... darn shiok! lolx...Jarold was chewing and sucking on the Pork knuckle bone for bout 20 mins until he cleaned the darn thing, and I MEAN CLEANED IT!!! LOL!!! Had some great laughs also, great and PAINFUL laughs! lolx... Well we started some topic bout another particular friend's laughter which was damn loud and funny to watch, then ShuWee made a variation of how we described it and it looked so spastic lr....evryone at the table was laughing like mad, I had to get up and walk away 3 times just in case i over-laughed and vomit right there and then. To make things worse, Neo started doing his own variation as well...then Leon also started...hahaha! wah i tell u ppl, Jarold and I realli cannot tahan, laugh until neck pain and vein pop out.

OKAAY!!! so marche was over.....we then walked awhile and met up with Kenneth who was with Jeremy(Tian) and a Terrence, also FMSS dudes. Walked around abit more and then e whole lot of us MRT-ed back home... ONE HECK OF A DAY EH...

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Right then, today!!! Sunday... I didn't go to church today, coz i was busy helping out a classmate with his proj.

After that in the evening my sister and i went to catch NACHO LIBRE!!! loLx...Jack Black is crazy manz, so darn funny. He just inspired me to be a wrestler like him in the show. So first i got to put on another 300 pounds and get fat like him and then go to Mexico and challenge the muscular wrestlers there, get beaten up for close to evry match, meet a nun, fall in love and fight for the orphans there. yUp... JOJO LIBRE!

ARGH...lame... alright, ladies and gents, this is joel signing off... Gd nite

2006-07-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

**** PROJECTO KAN SEI!!!! HOOO!!!! ****

Project ended for me today!!! lolx woohooo!!! yEa manz...i finished my project 100 % n presented it to the panel review todae. lolx... My team-mates and I have a veri good feeling bout this review, confirm pass alr lr. loLx... hOpEfully... SriKuhan! Hillary! it's time for us to graduate and get the fcuk out of NP! hahahaha!!!!

I will nvr ever touch Flash agaIn manz.... this I promise. If I ever touch Flash agaIn...unless its for a darn good reason...i will fall down and sprain my ankle! SWEAR!

HAHA nvr felt so relaxed in my life, should have seen the look on my face when the panel review lecturers left. I was all smiles and so were they manz. Thank God....

OKAY!!! Now that project is out of the way, it's time to resume training agaIn! loLx...i felt weird the whole month when I was chionging project and not getting physically tortured by my Master's training... HAHA!!! Yishun here I come agaIn...

Hmmm...on another note, looks like my whole weekend is gonna be packed manz. First on Saturday I have to be present at my uncle's housewarming party for lunch tentatively. Then I have to head on down to town to meet up with Nic, Kim, Jarold, Kenneth, ShuWee , Leon and just MAYBE Neo... we're planning to watch Pirates of the Caribbean...eat (hopefully...HAHA!) and do some slacking around.

After that, on Sunday, i'm going for service in the morning, not sure if im meeting up with anyone in the afternoon or evening. But hey! just book me manz! i'm darn free now....dunno wat im going to do with my afternoon on Sunday after church. Maybe go home and play Naruto 3 the whole day, which is veri veri veri boring at this point of time, coz i hv like played it more than a thousand times..... -_-"

wah sianz...feeling slpy alr. think i better off my com soon. Still got a long day ahead of me.

Nic, first I'm retarded, then im mad...now im mad head? hahaha... getting from bad to worse man. HAHAHA!!! nxt i'll be insane or smthing rite. lolx...Spastic girl! lol

Leon, cheer up = ) Nothing is worth u being so sian over until u lose urself.

Kim, be strong ya? Screw that person who's taunting and dissing u...Life's too short for us to be troubled over childish ppl, leave them be and carry on with your life happy, the way u intend it to be , and they'll realise how dumb they r acting...= )

Alrighty then, peace out ppl. coz this free and nothing-to-do guy is going to bed! lolx

2006-07-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

**** True strength is not in yourself to begin with ****

.............. it really only manifests in u when u're protecting or doing it for people who matter to u. I've finally learnt this veri important lesson in life. HAHAHA!!!
To be honest, the fastest I can change into no.4 uniform from PT kit is 3mins 5secs...including running time from the bunk to e parade square. Tt's when i was in my best form lr...hahahaha. I was still ailing from a old subcostal muscle injury during the time I decided to brave the changing parade tgther with PartC 2006, although my timing slided to 4 mins...but i perservered on, kept running despite my frequent coughs and e sensations of inevitable death! lolx... ANd i made it....coz i thought for the first time...bout others who mattered, PartC 2006, and not myself. The darn rule was simple... WE LATE, WE KENA! so i just pressed on, for them. So i can gladly tell them I DID MY BEST WITH AND FOR THEM, if things had gone wrong.... = ) That nite, I was perfect....

P.S... being a cadet one last time tt nite...was darn fun! lolx...

ANYWAY!!!! lolx...these 3 weeks have been hell for me manz... project, project, project, project... FLASH MX 2004, FLASH MX 2004, FLASH MX 2004, DC LOADLINE GRAPH!!!! noooooooo!

I actually got so exhausted by it that I suffered from minor insomia and still are having the effects of it. I think this will go away after the 18th... coz evrything associated with the proj will go away....lolx.

I really see progress in the project assignment, and now i'm 85% or even close to 90% finished. = ) My mood is slowly smoothening out and im going back to normal slowly, even my partner SriKuhan's mood is also clearing up alr...not so uptight, and now we both dun look like we might murder anyone who pisses us off anymore...hahahahaah...

I realli hv to thank a few of my friends who stood by me through my ordeal....

Firstly, gotta thank Leon, Neo, Kenneth and their fren Jeremy Tian... for cycling to my place and spending a little time with me, during the period i was stressing the most. That little gesture went a long way in keeping me sane and focused... and also thanks Leon, for occasionally asking me how my project was... = )

Thanks Jarold for that naruto topic which leveled off some stress... lolx. Someone surpass me alr lr...not scared of me anymore, got ironhead and running without legs...haha kidding.

Thanks Kim for the chatting online, which helped me destress when I take breaks from my project work. lolx... Bodyguard service, available 24/7, free of charge. HAHA!

ShuWee...my bro. Who would keep me on track and talk to me regularly and willingly, coz he knew I needed to destress. Once, he even waited for my call until early in the damned morning, coz he knew i was stressed, however i fell aslp out of exhaustion and FORGOT TO CALL!!! WTF! Sry bout tt bro...lol.

Brothers we may not be in blood...But brothers in nature, we truly are.
*High fist salute*

Nxt and lastly, are my parents = ) Mum & Dad who stood by me and tried to help me , even though they knew nothing bout Flash and my electronics. They tried to understand my topic and give me ideas and suggestions to see if could get it to work.
F.A.M.I.L.Y = Father And Mother, I Love You. = )

Oh yEa...Clement, if u read my blog. Just wanna tell u....dun worry bout wat we were talking bout the other night over sms. If that's e way it is and wun change, then let's just leave it be... Let's see how far he can fly. Be happy, i'll catch with u soon... I'll be returning to church soon. = )

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Down to more serious business...
yEs i may be someone who loves passionately, but my fire is as fiery as my passion...

A team which nicknamed themselves for fun, BlackSun, approached me to join and the purpose was just for inter-training, cOz they were a team consisting of 1 muay thai guy, 1 judo guy, 1 aikido guy, 1 jujitsu, 1 boxer and the last guy, i can nvr identify wat the hell he's practising, but he's good. They seemed to noe alot bout me and wat i practise and wat i have in e past... well i agreed coz it was a chance for me to train and enhance myself...

ok end of intro, anyway, they went too far with some issue and in e end, I ended up in matches with each and evry one of them... i've an injured shoulder now...hahaha, but i won 5/6 of them... i'm trying to encourage e last one to give up. Honestly, coz i wanna rest =P

How i beat them? u may ask? simple...cOz i dun play by their rules right? Why shld i kick e muay thai guy, and let him kick me, he kick, i kick, he kick, i kick...obviously, i will lose out... coz tt's how he train. This is not colonial warfare u noe...dun need to u shoot alr, then i shoot...face to face. lolx... I'm not going to grapple with a jujitsu dude...I'm not going to let a judo guy grab me...simple application of brains. They fight e way they want, and i fight e way im trained to. If i can go for a knee i go for it... lolx...KEEP IT SHORT AND SIMPLE....K.I.S.S *wink*

However im tired so i wish i dun hv to hav my last match wif the last guy on Saturday....haha...

2006-07-02T02:38:00.000-07:00

**** Officially an EX-NCC member ****

yEa 30th June was the official ORD day for the PartD 2006 and a few CLTs including myself.

Hahahaha, i also realised I couldn't realli face my PartCs on 30th. I thought I would cry if i looked into their eYes...lOlx. Evrytime I realised i was near them or smthing, I began to walk away attempting to distant myself from them...lOlx.

Anyway before the parade, a few NCOs and I were having some fun with Neo and Kenneth, just for one last time, making them do funny and kinda stupid things actually, in e canteen. Well we got carried away tgther and didn't realise that alot of ppl were watching...hahahaa. So HongChin came over and pointed it out to us, and after some thought I realised he was right, so I decided to stop taking the video wif Joshua Teo's phone. Here's the thing bout me....when im backing off alr, ppl got to noe when to quit it.... anw, YingTong came over also and was rather offensive with his words, questioning me like "Joel, as a senior CLT...do u think its alright to play like that or not...in front of so many ppl."... True I would say that I was out of line a little... but i thought...manz...now here's someone who is questioning me sarcastically. I was about to throw a line back at him, when Joshua Teo pushed me aside and stood up for me...

"Eh why u say him (joel/me/wenhan)? U wanna say... u say me lr!!! wat u mean 'as a senior clt' wat thing? I want to play one wat..."

Joshua was all fired up and was arguing with YingTong, over me. I was stunned for bout 5 secs before snapping back into reality and trying to calm Joshua down, at the same time telling YingTong to back off. To add to things, Clement who was with us too, stood up and began arguing with HongChin too, over how YingTong spoke to me...

The shit was getting out of hand, i turned around and tried to calm Clement down. But in doing so, I let go of Joshua, and he sorta went after Tongs, as Tongs had walked off in Josh's face. I then randomly told a PartD 2006 to get all NCC cadets out of the canteen and fall in on the parade square... Then I ran after Josh, pulling him by his arms and chest, trying to prevent any physical conflict between Tongs & him, i also kept whispering to him "its ok...its ok...let it go... i'm fine i'm alright, let him say wat he wanna say". Clement was more in control and he only limited it to verbal arguments with HongChin.

The situation died down after awhile, and we proceeded with the schedule for the day. But I was still veri much touched by wat Clement and Joshua did... they said they couldn't stand for it, when Tongs spoke to me tt way. That was why I was quiet for the rest of the day...... touched beyond words.

I was in a mix of emotions when as the parade formed up, first with the marching in of the 4 platoons and then the current USM, weijie giving commands. When Weijie called for the new committee to march in to take the places of the current committee members, i almost teared out in pride as Neo gave the commands for the new committee to march in.

oh yEa...gotta thank Kim, Nic and e few netties who came to watch the parade too = )

After the parade was actually the buffet dinner, but by tradition the new PartDs had to be screwed badly by the remaining CLts...and so i let them get screwed...hahahaha... the first time i nvr help them = ) Actually I walked away and hid in the darkness and teared a little bit... coz in bout few hours...it was going to be it......NO MORE JOEL CHUA!!! NO SCLT!!! lolx... After the buffet dinner were the tribute videos for the PartD 2006 and the leaving CLTs... and yEs i was so darn touched by my platoon's video...

Cut the crap short...I left NCC less heartbroken than I thought I would be, In fact i felt pride and happiness also, other than sorrow...hahaha. I gave away a few of my most personal and valuable items in my whole NCC life. I gave my most treasured collarpin to ShuWee... my SCLT ranks, i had 4...gave 1 to Leon, 1 to Jarold, 1 to Neo and 1 to Kenneth. my fav 4... hahah...

I'll miss NCC....
If I could turn back time... I would gladly choose NCC all over agaIn still. HAHAHAHAHA...

2006-06-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

**** Half the person I was ****

I realli believe nothing can bring me down except studies!!!! ARGH!!!!

I'm realli damn damn damn stressed.

Someone pls tok to me....................................................................

Bout anything other than Flash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Any human voice would be good...

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!

I will never touch Flash agaIn after this is over.

2006-06-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

**** Back from camp ****

First i'd like to say. I take it as I have officially ended e NCC chapter in my life. Close to 8 years.

Good times.....and not so good times...

Bad times..... and times which were by far worse than bad...

Times which literally stopped me in my tracks, bend over to hold my knees in my palms, and cry…be it in joy or in sorrow….

Times which made me so proud to be part of FMSS NCC, no matter what the ppl say bout the FMSS Unit….

It’s smthing that u have to experience to be able to feel…

Like I said before... I WILL close this chapter in my life, but I will rmber evry word ever written in it, evry character which made it so wonderful for me.

I love u, FMSS NCC. = )

Back to the camp details...HAHAHAHA.

the camp was a blast man! lolx... The Part Cs ran the show. The PArtDs and the CLTs stood by and watched and guided them along. We assessed them and got to finally see them in action. The field cooking was damn funny lr in the evening... there was no space for evryone to set up their fires to cook, so Amar, Leon, Jarold, Clement, Weijie, Neo, Kenneth and a few other part Cs sat in a circle and ate maggi noodles.....THE MAMI NOODLE SNACK style! lol... crushing e noodles and adding the seasoning in! lolx... and I spent 20 mins opening a can of sardines for evryone...coz i onli had a little can opener frm a swiss army knife. The field cooking was a mess man, maggi noodle packets here and there. Mr Ganesan was fuming manz, he sorta punished the whole company and the PartCs in particular over the mess.

Then in the night, Clement and I ordered Mac at around 2 plus and decided to order for the PartCs also. If mrG found out, he surely would have killed Clement and me man!!! See…we’re just such good seniors. I took Jarold out of the bunk as an extra helping hand to carry the food… then We mission impossibled them out of their bunks when the food arrived. Running and crawling through the corridors to get to the courtyard of FMSS… all to be out of sight, in case mrG decided to come out of the staff-room for fresh air. Well in the end the food was finished up and the PartCs smuggled themselves back into the bunk and went back to slp and I joined them and slpt there too, until the next day.

Well nothing much happened on the nxt day, except the veri tiring, hot and sweaty trekking in Bukit Timah Nature Reserve. I was teamed wif Leon, Jarold and Eddy…and a few juniors as we traveled through tt smelly thick trail full of vegetation. Halfway through, Neo and Kenneth caught up with us and we started crapping. Neo then came up with the Bengawan Solo song! Lolx…

“Bengawan soloooooooo…”
“The toilet got….black holeeeeeeeeeee.””and it is used by maaaaaaaaaaadam tohhhh.”
“and she fell into the boowllllll…”

HAHAHAHA!!! NO CONNECTION, I NOE! Lolx…but its just so funny when he sings it… It was so hot among us, coz its so darn funny, tt we made him do a MTV just for thse 4 lines…lolx. The MTV can be found on , Jarold’s, Leon’s and Kenneth’s HPs… so come to us for it if u all wanna see Neo and his first ever MTV, “Bengawan Solo”.

At night though, things got all EMO. I was suddenly hard-pressed to tell them how I felt towards and about them. I had always told a few of them not to be gay and go away when they got emo on me…lolx.

I went into the PartC bunk while they were slping or smthing and wrote them a msg on e whiteboard, letting them noe how I felt and that I was leaving NCC the veri nxt day. YUp…while writing e msg halfway I started crying…I went to the table and stood there looking out of the window and continued crying for quite some time before finish writing my message… I cleaned my tears and put the marker down and slowly picked up my wallet and hp and left the bunk… IT APPEARED THEY ALL WERE AWAKE STILL!!!!! I THOUGHT THEY DOZED OFF COMPLETELY! HAHAHA…the second I left… the bunk light came on and they all began reading the message… and I RAN for dear life…save my face. Lolx…

Well I really cried for a while more after tt… I heard a few of them going to toilet from downstairs…dunno to pee or cry. Hehehehe… Anw, when I realized they were going to screwed from 5 to 6 in e morning. I decided to join them, as in getting screwed with them. So I took out my rank and brought my bag and uniform to the PartC bunk and stayed there… True enough…we really got screwed man! Running up and down tgther, changing in and out of no.4 and PT kits. But really I felt it was fun… getting screwed with my own platoon. = )

Nothing much happened after that, as we all slept and got ready for the nxt day, which is todae… I was pretty quiet and emo e whole remaining time of the camp… cOz my time with them would end. Well, it did come to an end, however they and clement spent some time with me after tt eating Mac at clementi and then coming over to my place to swim and play around…

And that was one hell of an afternoon…

There were more precious and sweet moments…but I think I’ll just keep those moments for myself to noe and rmber = )
Bengawan solo everyone!!!!!!!

2006-06-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

**** I'm a storeroom man to my fav cadet ****

lolx... yEa. Evrytime smthing is missing or they lose smthing, who do they call?! No not the Ghostbusters, they call me. -_- ". But its ok lr, i dun mind, coz their my platoon. Which means part A and B ppl dun get this from me, Part D? dun even get me started on them.

Anyway e long awaited camp is here.

I really want this camp to chill and get my mind off somethings. I really wanna take this opportunity to work with e fruits of my platoon. The Charlie's 8... Amar, Kenneth, Neo, Jarold, Tim, Leon, Wilson, James. loLx... hOpE they wun disappoint me and screw up my mood for the whole camp...lolx.

Damn it manz...im still packing can u ppl believe this. My bag is so heavy, feels like im a cadet agaIn.

Alright will blog agaIn when I return from the camp !!! = )

2006-06-16T11:33:00.000-07:00

**** Prison on Fire ****

Alright, Friday ya? Can count as Saturday early morning alr... lolx. Well I just watch this channel 8 midnight movie, Prison on Fire. Starring Chow Yun Fatt and Liang Kar Wai... hOpE nvr spell e names wrongly.

I find that its a veri gd show despite wat others say bout it. Not onli is it quite entertaining and funny, but there r quite a few lessons to be learnt in that movie. lolx... Liang Kar Wai acted as this guy who entered jail and whole day get bullied by a few of the old gangsters inside and befriended this jailbird acted by ChowYunFatt... They really go through thick and thin tgther for their jailterm. lolx...To make things difficult, e head warden also bully them...walao eh...lolx.

A few good things bout the movie is actualli how they teach ppl to stay happy. Bullied also laugh it off and stay happy. Be patient, be tolerant. lolx... The ending scene realli made me feel so touched and it was so damn emotional... LiangKarWai's jailterm ended and he bid farewell to all e friends he made in the jail....lolx. They said things to him which added to the atmosphere, those emo shits.....

"Good luck from now on."

"Hey kid, later don't look back after passing through those gates."

The last line has to be said in chinese hanyupinyin...

"Hai you, ji de....bie shuo zai jian" which can be translated into "and rmber, don't say 'see you again' "

lolx...imagine seeing those tattoo on whole body hongkong actors who look like toughie gangsters, saying all those...lolx. But then, this is wat being a human is all about. Evryone has a soft side = )

HAHAHAH... but dun need to go to jail to learn all these lr hor...can learn from show and self discovery. loLx...

2006-06-16T01:58:00.000-07:00

**** Hao Qiu! Jie Qiu! Tou Qiu! Fark Q! ****

Hahahaha...World Cup fever!
Well i've been staying really late this whole week thanks to several World Cup matches. hahah...body feeling a little bit funny alr.

Well on wednesday, Clement came over for tennis. lolx... I played with him for awhile and I would say awhile coz i onli played for like say, 10 mins? lol... yEa then after tt i sat down and then listened to MP3 coz my sister came and took over. I soon dozed off and tt's where Clement and my sis went to borrow tennis balls from the neighbouring houses. For the details on that shit...pls go read my sis's blog...however u gotta find it on ur own. hahaha! Clement asked me, as a good friend, not to reveal my sis's blog. yEaH so okie, Clement i wun reveal anything. lolx...

Eh i actually have to commend Kim on her intelligence manz...she actually managed to find my sis's blog without me telling her. Of course I would noe how to search for blogs also, but i wun mention it here...lolx. Retarded Kim, playing childish childhood games at Julia's Slpover... kiddin kiddin
hahahah...

I didnt do much on thursday, was onli training and chatting online. I realised my wrist is pretty much healing up and I can perform a few of those affected techniques, properly once agaIn! lolx...Thank God manz. HAHA! oh yEa...2 of my cadets/friends, Leon & Jarold r interested in learning some self-defense... oh manz... it's going to be so fun, finally in a long time I'll have some guinea pigs. heh heh heh... Most probably i'll be giving them an hour more after lights-out during the camp, evry nite or smthing, to teach them a little smthing of the basics. lolx... perhaps I could learn Jarold's skill of Running Without Legs, also. tt's like WTF lr... running without legs... might as well say, seeing without eyes. lolx...

Shuwee cheer up ! = ) let others say wat they wanna say.

Scroll down abit more.........

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Cute rite? HAHAHAHHAHAHA, sry just kidding onli ah. Hope noone got freaked out by it = )

2006-06-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

**** Cause & Effect ****

I guess i'm a very rigid and stone person, someone who is definitely by the book... I'm only nice to selected ppl i noe. Oh my goodness, why am i like this?! haha...no actualli im glad im this way.

In the past, evryone was a friend to me until proven otherwise...Now? Evryone is a danger/stranger to me until proven otherwise. I would say my character has really changed alot since I was young, thanks to those wonderful yEaRs of mental & emo & physical torture frm thse bullies... hahahahaha. I have to thank them actually, look at the person I am now. I hv become a person who is sensitive to ppl's feelings, protective and someone who loves as passionately as i hate... ok maybe tt's not a veri gd thing, e "hate" part. But i feel evryone has flaws and im glad that I still am capable of loving so strongly.

When I call someone my "friend", its smthing special to me. I noe close to 200 ppl or so? But not evry single one of them is my friend. Most are just accquitances. Being my friend, is to have earned all my respect and love, that I in turn feel compelled to treat u as a piece of me. I will give my friends my best, and nvr turn my back on them. That is my covenant to them. To hurt my friend is like hurting me as well... So just dun hurt my friends...lolx.

When I put my trust in a friend, it means alot. I'm not someone who says things for fun...loLx. a "i trust u" is not just some bullshit line which I say to make someone feel better bout himself. However i'm veri particular bout being betrayed, i noe evryone is, but i'm someone who cannot condone having my trust betrayed, even if its meant in a playful manner.

Like last night, or early this morning to be exact....i made a joke... I said smthing to a FRIEND, one whom i realli like alot, to be exact. It was meant make him laugh... it was a joking thing for me to say to make him laugh, at expense of my own reputation. And he told it to someone else. Thank God, that someone else is a veri nice girl and quite close to becoming a good friend to me. I won't "strike back" at tt FRIEND, i'll forgive him, coz he's my friend and i love my friends...but i will nvr forget wat he did........

"Le amicizie che forgio, non finirò mai. A meno che l'altra persona lo vuole a"

Aaahaha...why am I so emo now man... anw, Clement is coming over to play tennis or smthing later. it's like wtf lr...there'll onli be 2 of us swatting balls at each other. The real game will begin when my sis arrives and thrashes the shit out of us.... 2 on 1 also cannot win her I think. lolx...

Oh listening to Drops of Jupiter now! no connection....

Maybe i'll post agaIn later... and its just 4 more days to the NCC CAMP! =)

2006-06-13T09:52:00.000-07:00

**** The cruel forest ****

Todae was pretty much a day where I wanted to chill and just exercise the day away, coz i decided not to go out and meet the PartC probational committee for the orienteering preparation shit. Why? Not coz i'm lazy or wat...but coz someone said they can handle without me, as they hv so many brains there -.-. Still got the -.- there manz...pissed me off...loLx.

And also there would be smthing on at 4pm onwards... tt's why i didn't feel like going out for the preparations lr...lolx.

I was on a roll, first with my workout regime and then on to my internal energy training and then to the more vigorous hand strike routines... surprisingly I was chatting on MSN at the same darn time manz...lolx. Just as I was about to exhaust myself out, Leon called me telling me that they were at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve alr...and they didn't noe wat to do and asked if I could come down to help them out... KAO!!! lolx. I debated in my head for quite sometime, thinking of that particular someone's words of not needing me, and the thought of MY FAVOURITE PLATOON CADETS IN NEED OF MY HELP...and i knew which was more impactful....hahahahaha... im just so noble...cant stand it ah!!!!!! WAHAHAH!!! yEa anw, so i washed up and changed and rushed out of my hse, promising to be back before the dinnertime.

Well when i got to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve...lolx. I realised I had been conned...it seemed like they were doing stuff that didnt realli require me to be there -_- . ARGH! hahahaha. Well just as I got my bearings from the huge map at the start of the trail and was about to use my superior EXPERTISE in orienteering to find my way to the hut e 7 of them were resting, Leon came down and found me...HAHAH!!! Well i was like "darn....he found me." So we made our way up to that hut and there was, Kenneth, Amar, Timothy, Neo, Wilson and James...sitting there slacking wasting their lives away waiting for me to arrive...haha kidding. Someone was lucky lr...had a family BBQ, nvr come..... Jarold.

Well we made our way along the darn trail and found the places where we wanted to plant the checkpoints one by one...and I would say they pretty much knew wat they were doing!!!!!!! SO I CAME DOWN FOR NOTHING! lolx...oh manz... anw...i think it was still fun. at the end of evrything, we actualli relived our deprived childhoods of playing at the playground and burying ants, watching them dig themselves out desperately...

And Neo tt ass flipped off the railing and almost fell to his doom...lolx....
pls dun ever do that agaIn...

After the long tiring and sweaty trek, we made our way to Bukit Timah plaza and ate our dinner. At dinner...crapped like shit lr...bout evrything regarding NCC...and their spec course. PP...power pack...wtf lr!

Well tt was pretty much my day lr....

After got back home...got blasted for some stupid reason...lolx.

Dun wanna tok bout it.... -_-" argH!

2006-06-12T11:37:00.000-07:00

**** Some of my thoughts ****

hey manz...who are u jl? lolx thanks for tagging my tagboard by the way. lolx... lim kopi? ok narrowed down alr...u can't be Junlong or JaroldLim. So who the hell are ya!? haha kidding...who are u?

anyway, i've been having trouble sleeping for the past few days. dunno wads wrong manz. The horrors of the old days r back...the slpless nights. But it was cured last night...loLx. I was actually staying up cOz my friend/cadet seemed rather down and i decided to stay up and chat with him. Miraculously i felt slpy after tt!!!!!! loLx... that watermelon headed freak kept saying there was nothing wrong with him. So i left him be, and chatted with him bout other things instead, since he didn't wanna tok bout it. I stayed up until about 4 plus if i am not wrong... Was chatting with Kim as well...lolx. and played a round of minesweeper too, lost to her...but Oh YEAH!!! I just beat her in 3 games of minesweeper just now... haha. neh neh neh neh neh!!! lolx

Nicolette surprised me yesterday by adding me in MSN for no particular reason manz. It appeared tt she got my email from ShuWee loLx.... and i ended up chatting with her until quite late or smthing... She is one crappy and funny and hyper person manz. loLx.... and she called me her new RETARDED PAL... -_-"

Haha!!! yEs as u can tell im pretty much crapping my way through here, snaking my way trying to add words to this blog post...loLx. Actually I am, Kim say must try to blog everyday. lolx... tt's why im trying.

Lost 1 match this evening...so sadded. lolx... I actually planned to go support my new retarded friend in her next netball match, however it's on Wednesday. And i have another match then....so can't...lol so sry... haha say sry also no use...she can't see...lolx. maybe will give her my blog address another time...loLx

Take care in NS, my bro Ivan.

2006-06-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

**** Some interesting tests and quizzes.. ****

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Let's see if I'm an angel or devil.
1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 6

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 6

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 3

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 5

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 10

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

GRAND TOTAL: 53
Omg...I am over the edge of good...i'm evil!!!! nooooo

2006-06-05T08:04:00.000-07:00

**** Nothing much happened today ****

yEa...nothing much happened today besides me stdying for my paper tml. A paper!!! ON 06/06/06!!!! so sway!!!! HAHAHAH!!! its a sign...that i will do badly for tml's test! CHOI!!!!! lol...touchwood.

The kids are in spec course now...and Leon smsed me not long ago to ask me bout some test. He had to go suddenly coz the CLTs were checking on them... I wonder how are the rest... hahah.

Anyway thanks to someone called Kim and her blog I got a questionaire to do. So here it is...

001: Real Name - Joel Chua.
002. Nickname - Orochimaru (thx to jarold)... dun understand y
003. Single or taken - single.
004. Zodiac Sign - tiger? and erm...capricorn.
005. Male or Female - male.
006. Elementary School - fairfield meth primary.
007. Ipod - sadly...same like kim...i dun hv
008. How many buddies on your list - lazy to count...lol
009. Friendster name: Wen Han
010. Hair Color -black
012. Hair Long or Short - i think its short now? looks short
014. Eye Color - Black
015. Are you health freak - i eat supper evrynite...lol so No
016. Height - i think im 170 lr...think lr
017. Do you have a crush on someone - right now, dun think so...lol
018. Do you like yourself - just luv tt guy in the mirror!!! lolx...
019. Braces? - haiz...nvr needed them...wonder wats it like...
020. Think you're awesome? - do u think im awesome...lol
021. Piercings - all over my face...haha kidding.. none...
022. Tattoo - nOpE... none
Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - nvr had surgery before =P
025. First piercing - said alr...no piercings...lol
026. First best friend - Ivan Lam
027. First Award - pri.4...late rite? lol
028. First Sport You Joined - badminton...hahaha
029. First pet - guinea pig! lolx...jewel
030. First vacation -wOaH...i think when i was 4 or smthing
031. First Concert - haha...erm...dun hv
032. First love - i think pri 3...lol not going say anymore...lol
Favorites
033. Favorite movie - i've liked so many shows over the yEaRs...lol
034. Favorite tv show - when i was young....Lambchops
035. Color - blue...purple....green...lol
036. Music - sentimental songs...lolx...
039. Drink - Ice Blended Pure Vanilla...hahaha
040. Body part not on the face - my Eye...wahhaha
041. Cartoon - G.I Joe!!! hahahahaha
042. Favorite piece of clothing - i think its my jacket...hahaha
043. Brand Of Clothing - omg...nvr thought bout tt...lol.
044. What do you sleep with - t-shirt and shorts?
045. Favorite School - will hv to be FMSS...my memories were there
046. Favorite Animal(s) - hahaha erm...snakes...
047. Favorite Book - The Godfather...haha
048. Favorite Magazine - FHM!! HAHAH KIDDING! dun read mags

049. Eating - my grandma's spicy meat dumplings...now cant eat anymore... :(
050. I'm drinking - my own saliva! hahaha.
052. I'm about to - type the answer to this question...lOlx...
053. Listening to - My World by SR-71
055. Waiting For - 06/06/06 to come...nooooo hahaha
056. Watching - the alphabets appear 1 by 1 as i type...haha
057. Wearing - my fav ncc t-shirt and shorts...lol
058. Want Kids - hmm...yEa...nxt time...lol
059. Want to Get Married - if any girl wants me loh...hahaha
060. Careers in Mind - Police

Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - eYes...alluring...haha yeeeah....
069. Hugs or Kisses - hahaha both are okie with me
070. Shorter or Taller - anything? haha got connection can alr
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - 50/50 will be good...lol.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - a girl wif nice stomach or nice arms?! hahaa abit.....hard to decide eh? lol.
074. Sensitive or Loud - sensitive will be good...lol
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - stupid qn leh...lol... both
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - troublemaker...c'mon lets get wild babeh...lol.
Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger - erm...nOpE...lol
079. Drank bubbles - drank bubbles? lol dunno?
080. Lost glasses/contacts - nOpE...nvr...
081. Ran Away From Home - nOpE nvr had reason to...and will nvr.
082. Broken a bone - almost in a match...haha thank God No...
083. Got an X-ray - yUp for my chest...lol.
084. Broken Someone's Heart - haha nOpE...
086. Turned Someone Down - erm...yEa.
087. Cried When Someone Died - yEs....i luv all my friends & family...so naturally i will...
088. Cried at school - yEa...in pri sch...lol
Do You Believe In
089. God - definitely....
090. Miracles - yEa they do happen smtimes...lol
091. Love at first sight - yUp...a little bit...loLx.
093. Aliens - uSed to...when i see smthing glowing in the nite sky...and i realise later its a SIA plane...
094. Magic - nOpE...lol
095. Heaven - yEs...
096. Santa Claus - santa is my dad and mum...hahaa true?
097. Sex on the first date - nOpE...haha
098. Kissing on the First Date - nOpE, but kena frm this girl once...ssh
099. Angels - yEsH! lol...in heaven and on this world... God-sent ppl who r pure angels
Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be withright now? - hahaha noone comes to mind...but i hOpE there is someone out there thinking of me...lol.

That was long manz.....feeling slpy after finishing it...lolx

2006-06-04T05:40:00.000-07:00

**** BenchWarmers *****

03/06/06:
Hear I go, well firstly e day started with me waking up late as I slept damn late the night before. I woke up and then treated myself to some special homemade chicken sandwiches which my mum made. Imagine a sandwich big and heavy enough to kill u if I threw it at u. I was so pleased when I received Clement's SMS saying that we'd be going just in time for service and so I was about to go back into hibernation, when Darren called me and told me to meet at about 3.30pm!!! -_-"

So instead of going back to my slumber, I decided to watch tv. Then just as I got settled in my armchair....Clement called this time asking if could meet at 1.45pm this time. I decided not to make a fuss bout it and told him "NO PROBLEM DUDE!!!" and went to hit the blasted showers....lolx.

Well travelling there was a long and slpy journey, but things got better when we reached Expo... e 4 of us, Clement, Darren, Jane and me made our way to Hall 7 and we got ourselves some food from the booths set up there. Darren and I choked down some Katong Laksa and then proceeded to buy the Octopus Balls with Clement, who was queuing alr while we were eating laksa....

After the food, we headed to the dunno which hall...for the Emerge Conference thingy... I have to say it was an eYe opener manz... entering the hall and then on the titantrons was Winning Eleven 9 or smthing... England vs Brazil....hahahahahaha... it was the Winning Eleven tournament finals, part of the Emerge youth conference. Anyway i'm glad i missed the armwrestling competition preliminary rounds...hahah...coz the finalists for the armwrestling competition were huge manz. Wouldnt wanna armwrestle them...

The rest of the conference was great, with a fashion item, dance item, and preaching by Pastor Kong...

After tt Clement, Darren and me made our way to BK as usual...for dinner...yEa dinner at 10pm. I treated CLement to a BK meal and then we MRT-ed back home.

Clement...i'm not angry with you for conning me...it's smthing else tt's bothering me. = )

04/06/06:
Today was a drag......couldnt wake up to go for morning service in time, coz i slept late last nite. And I had to stay home to study for my common test which is coming soon. ARGH!!!!!!!

Thank God I was allowed to leave my house for 3 hrs and I caught BenchWarmers with a ShuWee at Westmall... Hahaha... talk about a veri lame show. BEnchWarmers is one of them manz.... but it was still good...veri entertaining. I realli cheered up my day cOz there was smthing realli bothering me. Thanks SHuwee for watching the movie with me... HAHAHA...

Yes ask no more...i'm now studying for my common test... sianz.....

My part Cs are going for Spec Course tml... Dear God, pls bless and protect them... HAHAA!!

Peace out...

2006-06-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

**** Pain pain pain.....****

Played doTa in poly todae....had a great time owning. Then who was to noe the nxt game my classmates and I joined. 5 v 5... were the NP champs for the dota tournament... Needless to say...we got thrashed like mad lr!!!! lolx...

hahaha my nose is still clogged up, with dried blood or smthing. It's causing so much pain. Oh well... i've been breathing and sucking on air hard for the whole of today. lolx...from the time I woke up until i went to poly and then off to FMSS.....

Who knows the sec I got there...my nose warmed up and e dried blood trickled down, and I had to breathe it back in as I had no tissues! HAHA!!!! Well... so from clogged nose to runny/bloody nose. loLx...

Anyway i went to FMSS to finish up the testing of a few of my ADORABLES who missed the original test date. loLx... the sec3 probational committee were kind enough to offer themselves as guinea pigs for their platoonmates to perform their Drill mutual tests on.

Thanks Amar, Kenneth, Jarold, Leon.... = )
No thanks to Timothy and Wilson who disappeared halfway...so stealthily that even I couldn't notice...HAHAHA!!!

No lr....kidding. I noe u guys were doing smthing for mrG at the staff-room. = )

The tests went smoothly lr...I had to close one eye for some ppl, and once I closed both eYes for another person. I tried my best to pass all of them. I am indeed the best CLT a platoon can ask for. Yes....

Well nothing much after that, other than ShuWee coming to pass me and the kids some drinks he bought for us from dover....lolx Thanks dude...realli needed those drinks. Was realli veri veri veri thirsty.

After the tests were over Junlong and I held an impromteu and informal interview with the probational sec3 committee. We realised many things and new jokes through them. We've had a better understanding on them and how they would run the Unit if they were left in charge.

Some memorable moments of the interviews were when Timothy told us his sadistic views... hahahaa! There was also Jarold smiling non stop telling us about his plans for e future PartC if he were the platoon sgt... Kenneth telling us how he would attempt to convince mr G on organising a full company overnight bicycle riding expedition...

Anyway here's a continuation of.....
PPL AND MOMENTS I WILL NVR FORGET FROM NCC......................

Joe Ong... will nvr forget u and ur crappiness
The HAM-some, ZhiHong/Richard
Junlong, WeiQuan, Weijie(behind), Ivan, Kester...wif me.
E only moment i was embarassed to be associated with my ADORABLES...camo like shit... Jarold, Kenneth, Leon, Austin, Shawn, Timothy. Camo alr...still can recognise them...HAHAHA
Hosea....the man... who always poses...lolx
Desmond...always pissing me off...but my days in NCC wun be complete without him pissing me off...at least once whenever im in FMSS...hahahaha.

Oh well....there's just too many piCs...and too many memories...

Like i said i'm going to close this chapter in my life...but i will rmber evry single word ever written in that chapter...

I luv u guys...as brothers!!!! NO NO DUN GET WRONG IDEA!!! hahahahaha...

Peace out NCC guys.

Sian....tml got to go to Emerge. Definitely eat up my whole day once agaIn... but then agaIn there should be more things for me to blog about tml...lolx.... Clement and I are so pitiful.....

2006-05-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

**** Closing another chapter in my life *****

just an update on my martial arts... i've made many acquaintances in martial arts through many many contacts. Just won a few "friendly" sparring matches agaInst a boxer, a TKD guy and a dunno wat kind of fighter, cant tell wat e hell he was doing...lolx. But i realli respect the boxer... he was the one who injured my wrist a month back. But hey dude, i got u back this time...how's the eYe and shoulder?!?!? hahaha kidding...

well.....the jizz of this post is my feelings bout NCC. well, like my title for this post suggests, i'm soon going to close the chapter of "NCC" in my life. 30/06/06...i will leave NCC officially... i'll both happy and sad on that day.

Firstly, i'll be veri happy for my platoon...that bunch of little monkeys, now grown up into baboons alr... PartC 2006 will become PartD 2007... i'm very happy that their taking over alr. I've seen quite a number of them grow into ppl who are skilled and dependable. i'm confident to say i've done my best for them...............

Secondly,it'll be hard to turn my back and walk away on the 30th, knowing that i'll be leaving NCC and more importantly leaving the ppl in NCC. But i noe i'll always rmber all of them, some for gd reasons, some for not so good reasons, some for no reason at all....lolx. But i'm not ashamed to say that i love them all....ok there!!!! faRk! i said it... hahahhaha. the kids realli lightened up my CLT life, i think i wouldnt hv had such a fulfilling CLT life if i nvr took them...

The ppl and things i will nvr forget............................
Good friend/CLT...ivan lam...brother..
a few of my kids...Amar, Kenneth, Timothy, Leon, NEO!!!! Good friends, Clement and Weijie...best of e best Jarold..... and his smile Joshua and his gayness...hahaa Leon and his witty and funny comments... :)

Neo and all his rubbish....haha :)

Well Part C... i will be marching off with Clement's batch on the 30th... i leave the future of NCC in 2007 with you guys. I noe u guys are ready...though i may be hurting quite abit inside...i wun turn around when i march off. NCC is in ur hands now... i might come back as a civilian... just to visit once in awhile.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!!! hahahahah

Wtf...i always wanted to say tt...wahahahaha....

Peace out...

2006-03-19T05:39:00.000-08:00

**** Sentosa Outing *****

wah kao...todae woke up early, can consider early la. I slept at around three plus, was playing Dota! LOL! well yEaH so i woke up and went to Clementi to meet up with Darren to travel to Expo for service.

Service was a blast man. Pastor Kong gave a veri good message today, and i officially, well sorta... took God into my life, once agaIn. Just a note, Mr Vincent Chia, I wanna thank you for helping me begin my Christian life. Clement Choy, thanks for in a way, bringing me back closer to God after I was idle and in denial of God for so many yEaRs. Unknowingly, U helped and saved me. WeiLun, thanks for encouraging me recently and guiding me and praying for me, that really gave me the courage to make that step which I took today. = ) I really thank God for the three of u, important people in my lives.

Anyway..... after service, we were supposed to go to Sentosa for combined cell group outing. However for some reason, after service, we ended up sitting down near the Coffee Bean eating packed Burger King until like 2 plus. When we reached harborfront, Darren, Esmond and I decided to follow joseph to buy mineral water and i accidently kicked a cup of milo which was sitting on the stairs and the damned thing rolled down the stairs! "klong! klong! klong! klong!" Darren tried to stop it with his foot but before his foot reached the cup, it just shattered upon a final knock, into like hundreds of pieces!!! KAO EH!!! it realli just disintegrated right before our eYes... well all i can say is poor cup, u were in my way.

By the time we got to sentosa...it was like bout time to leave liao! lolx...we reached there like 4 plus! lolx...By the time we hit the sand it was 4.30! hahahaha.... it was not bad, we played games at four stations and guess wat. Our cell group....lost all four stations....kena forfeit like hell! lolx...

Well rushed back cab after walking Darren to the nearest bus stop where he could get his Bus...lolx.

Damn tired manz...but i still blog, coz i feel there is smthing to blog this time....

*Living for God & my loved ones! *

2006-03-06T03:32:00.000-08:00

**** No title watsoever this time ****

lolx, i finally found out who is that blardy idiot Thomas who has been trying to irritate me and a few other NCC members online liao. The bugger is from NCC Land and someone whom evryone he has harassed noes. Yes, he is from Part C. Hahaha...however i gave the bugger my word that I wun tell thse ppl who he is, if he worked extra hard from now on. loLx...

With tt aside, im glad to say that I'm finally recovered from my ailment after so damn farking long. lolx... It's been how long? Lemme see... from the saturday afternoon of e camp, 25th Feb. All the way until this past Thursday. 5 days! tt's a working week for working ppl manz... I could have missed out of work if I were working for someone now! lolx... Thank God money comes from my business partners straight to me manz.

Anyway my exams were just over and I have been slacking like noone's business, watched a few movies so far in my release from stdying hell. I watched Underworld Evolution, Wolf Creek, Munich and The Fog. I've nvr watched so many movies in like a span of 2 weeks manz... I also went back for one training this past Friday and i heard news tt the Part C sucked at kayaking and needed to take 3 more lessons before being able to get their Kayaking One Star!!!!!! Wat a waste of time man!!!! I think someone paid the instructor off to make him do this.... either that or he's gay.

I also did smthing which i sort of regretted. Well the story goes like this, i was counting a 300 debt which someone owed and repaid me, while walking on a bridge over a drain canal...and I mean like one of those HUGE ones man!!! Those where the water goes gushing when there is a heavy rain! yEaH well...this 15 or 16 yr old kid knocked into me and sent 20 bucks falling to the bridge deck and 280 bucks flying off the bridge into the water below and was gushed off!!! WAH KAO EI!!!! The shitty part was he turned stared at me after seeing the money fly down and say "SEE WHAT! WANNA FIGHT AH!?". Sobz...as many of u will guess how it ended, i punched him and threw him into the canal after that. WAH COULDNT FIND MY MONEY MANZ!!! onli found 2 dollars stuck at the side coz it was wet. So ladies and gentlemen, I onli have 22 bucks out of the 300... Come to think of it, I felt really bad doing that to the kid, after all it was pretty much overkill...

Sian la...dun wanna type anymore...thinking bout that incident makes me pissed and feel like stopping here. Maybe another time will blog agaIn

2006-02-27T02:44:00.000-08:00

**** SICK LIKE A DUCK ****

Went to camp this past friday. BLOODY HELL!!! I was so damn bored for the first few hours of the God Damn camp, cOz the Part C went kayaking. I was forced to mingle with the other platoons and sit in for the camp briefing cOz i practically had nothing else to do. Hahahahahaha...

Anyway, the agonizing wait was worth it because I was planning in my mind what I was going to do to the Part C when they got back. Well actually...No la. The reason why the wait was worth it is cOz I'm very pleased with the performance of the Part C this camp. It was really an eYe opener to see some of them in action with small leadership roles, now I have better insight on suggesting names for the main committee posts. The drill of the Part C also improved tremendously, I'm really happy for that. They also learnt how to perform 2 new drills very quickly, they learnt it alot faster than my platoon did, when I was still a cadet. We took half a day, they took half an afternoon. Really proud of them, didnt get a chance to tell them. Haha...
Amar in particular is someone that I was impressed with, he managed to control the Part B pretty well, despite their fidgetting and cocking up. Timothy was sensational as always...lolx. He really showed that he is able to lead NCC if the opportunity in the future comes by. Jarold was good, I'm glad he didnt crack under the pressure I put him, although he didnt really answer some of the questions I forced unto him, I would say smtimes keeping silent is better than saying smthing wrong. Nicely Done... Hmm...who else, Leon! lolx...That little babyface, don't see him small small, he's power manz, he was a very competant BOS, really impressed with his performace. Luke also proved me wrong, under that sian face, there is some sign of life and he can actually do things. Junwei...The Neo I mean... did a good job also, apart from his unreal resemblance to his brother Junxiong whom I noe coz he's from my batch, his ability as a COS also amuses me...lolx

Well well, listening to Seals & Croft - Summer Breeze now and thinking back on the camp...Does send a good feeling running though me. lolx...

However fun the camp was...It got shitty towards the end, as I started to feel as if I were unwell. lolx...

When I got home...NABEI! I was really unwell aH!!! lolx...

Suffer like hell manz...

To top things of, while at Westmall buying a beret and some badges for a cadet called Jarold, (This big round headed cadet lost his beret during the camp) I met the blurrest shop owner in my life, she didn't noe what beret sizes she had and so I had to wait for the Uncle of the shop to get back. So I told myself nvm, buy the badges first, I told her "SANA, TD SILVER and NAPFA GOLD" she brought all the wrong badges!!! Wah if I weren't so weak physically cOz of my fever, I would have scolded the shit out of her shit head.

Now while I'm writing this, still feeling a little unwell, recovered from most of it liao though. Hope tml can be ready to start walking around again.

2006-02-19T20:54:00.000-08:00

**** Been very very busy ****

hey ppl...lol i have been damn busy over the past few months, pulling some things back together and in-training.

I never knew so many ppl read my blog. lolx...tt's why i nvr update while i was busy...wahahaha. Well another reason is also so some ppl will lose track of me la, so i can resume my nefarious and devious schemes and acts...lolx. juz kidding.

Well i'm closing to the end of my poly life, which means the end of my NCC life and here comes the 2 years that we GUYS, must all serve with pride and dedication!!! NATIONAL SERVICE!!!

When I come to the thought of my NCC life coming to an end, I think I'm actually feeling sad manz... lolx. I spent one year as an NCO, terrorizing and slaughtering cadets and had fun doing it for the info. But after i decided to become a CLT, and i stepped back in my sec sch... something hit me, the thought of moulding and training a group of cadets, a group which I can take under my wing.

Low and behold, there was a batch of Sec 1s coming in the same time as I made my return to FMSS!!! So i took charge of this little group of monkeys and have been with them ever since...lol. And now after 3 years, their about to take over as the new generation of NCOs. I'm really proud of what they have grown into, from little kids into a group of teenagers of my semi-image...loLx

Bunch of monkeys...irritating like hell...loLx. This was taken during my first camp with them, like say 3 years ago? Hahaha... All fresh out of primary school, all still smiling... especially the third guy from the right in the second row, the fringe straight straight, head round round one. hahahaha... Glad to see they grown from a bunch of lovely bubbly kids into..............

All look better liao right? lolx...Of course la...train by me and by 3 different talented Platoon sgts, which I pulled for. heh heh heh... Dunno if I made the right choice of platoon sgt for this year or not...as U can see he's leaning extremely close to me in the front...scary sia...

Rmber the guy I mentioned in the first photo, head round round always smiling??? I think I pushed him abit too hard. Now he dun smile liao...he's the extreme right guy in the squating row. hahahahaha... no la kidding, he still smiles like a gay whenever i go disturb him.

Okie la...This is where i'll stop today...lolx I'll update again...

2005-11-13T23:39:00.000-08:00

**** Chocz ****

waH its been a weeks liao since I blogged. Wahahaha...

So far so good for me, school's started and project is underway. lolx...

Last weekend was kinda great. On Saturday I went out after training with Aaron and Chris. Chris left halfway, while Aaron and I caught the movie, Domino. loLx... On Sunday to be accurate, as I went out with my sister to Cineleisure area to shop for something important and watch the movie "Election". We couldn't find the damn thing so we walked all over Orchard and back to The Heeren where I decided to buy something else. Hahaha... wad a day man...

The weekdays were as usual, with school and training. Then this past weekend arrived, and I had the pleasure of going out with Lijiao and Lixuan to Bugis where I accompanied them in some shopping and then proceeded to having steamboat... Hahah...3 ppl steamboat. We took a shit load of pictures man. Maybe tmr i'll post some of them here on the blog. loLx...

Today however was quite impromteu, Lijiao asked if my sis and I wanted to go down to Esplanade Mall for a drink at Chocz, and we did! Hahaha...

Well to cut to the chase, we arrived there and we were served by none other than Lijiao. Lolx...I had a milk shake and my sis had some hazelnut milk chocolate drink. lolx... I havent uploaded the piCs from Chocz either... So once agaIn i'll try to post them tmr...lolx.

Just now was quite emotional for me...loLx. I did some self-discovery and then swallowed my pride and took it upon myself to do somethings that I felt was much needed. I hereby apologise to a few of my best friends, (spoke to you guys this evening) for the proud and power hungry bastard I've been. Hehehehe...

I feel it's good to soul search sometimes and find faults within ourselves so that we can correct them and become a better person. I'm glad I did it today, and U can count on seeing a new and improved WenHan, Joel, BoonHan, Ah-L...wadever you guys call me...loLx.

2005-11-04T00:35:00.000-08:00

**** Chromosome 24 !!! Bullshit man... -_-" ****

Hahahahahaha!!! Todae watched 2 movies man! WAH...tt's a lot of money gone...loLx. I caught Tom Yam Goong with 2 of my project mates in the afternoon and watched Doom wif Aaron and Shun in night!!!

Was thinking bout this chromosome 24 thingy which was in the Doom storyline. The so-called chromosome which is the chromosome reflection of the soul...I wonder if i kena injected with it, which will i become. Haha... The pure superhuman or some genetic freak of nature...loLx. Those who nvr watch the show wun noe wad i'm talking bout ba... lol.

Shit manz... Starting next week, serious work will begin for both poly and martial arts le. I've got to get my act together and even out my concentration on both of them. Hope I can excel in both as well as each other ba. Thank God this evening, I got something impt off my mind liao, settled it once and for all... can't say what is it. Haha...

Well today really proved to be self improvement for me and certainly strengthened my character. I walked up to some old friends and said "Hi", usually I would shy away from contact like this, but I found I could do it this time.

So here's some advice from ur Uncle Joe here... Live life man! You only have one life, and dun waste the Springtime of Youth, dun regret later! If you see and noe tt u can giv that certain girl a good life, I say go and give it a try man!!! If you wanna try tequila, go gulp one down! Better still have a few shots! If you want to see if a speeding car is harder or your bones are harder...Go for it!!! haha...just kidding..( Joel a.k.a WenHan will not be responsible for any accidents caused as this advice here are just guidelines and not instructions...Hahahahaha.)

WAH high alreadi...lolx. K la, I guess i'll stop here. loLx...

Good nite and slp tight ppl...

2005-11-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

**** Day out on Sunday...Last Stand before sch reopen ****

loLx...Met up wif Aaron and Lijiao to watch the Skeleton Key on Sunday. It was a good show, good plot, good twist in the story!

After tt had a great snack at Billy Bombers man. The American Chunky Fries and milkshake...I had the chocolate one, Lijiao had the Cookies&Cream, Aaron had the Mocha one...

After that we went to take some nEoprints...damn pissed off...took so many shots...veri gao siao ones...but in the end the machine nvr display out. Hahaha...onli left wif a few so we chose the bests ones.

hahah these r the nicer ones la....

after tt nothing much le....Lijiao go meet her darling...then Aaron and i ate dinner before proceeding home on tt long train ride. lolx...

I'm still waiting for that portrait of me...Aaron... Hahaha

2005-10-29T16:30:00.000-07:00

**** Wahaha!!! Almost sealed my arm a few days ago ****

loLx...i almost lost the ability to use my left arm below the elbow!!! Hahaha. Experimenting with anatomy and pressure points is dangerous and most interesting man. lolx... Thank God i rmber what I learnt and rubbed the ability to feel back into my arms agaIn. lolx...

This is what I call "u've got to feel it to know". Hahaha... *wink with a thumbs-up*

Well sch is reopening soon, it's time to kick back and enjoy the rest of the weekend until the dreaded Monday comes. lolx... I've seemingly got Sunday planned out. Going to watch movie with a few friends and aaron. Going to check out how r aaron's eYes as well...hai. the guy got injured at work

Actually I'm also looking forward to going back to sch, but half-heartedly. I'm only willing to go back coz of project, only coz of project. Hahaha...Really looking forward to starting the final year porject with my 2 able and intelligent team mates...loL.

Hear in this post, I would like to wish a few of my friends good luck for their upcoming exams.

To Hanxian, Alicia and that bunch from ur class... All the best for the O Levels. After the Os then evryone meet up and go out for a good time ba. lolx...

To shun... Dun worry so much about the A Levels, just stdy hard and tell urself you're ready for it. Put ur best foot forward and do ur best, I have faith in u!!! Gambatte!!! lolx...

Great buckets of horseshit...I can't believe I'm blogging in the evening. lolx...

2005-10-24T18:55:00.000-07:00

**** Message to my enemies ****
First and foremost, I have to apologise to my friends and ppl who read my blog on a regular basis and get shocked by this post. =) Peace man!

This is a message to my enemies, ppl who hate me and anyone who is going to try to play a fool with me.

Anyone who tried to take away anything or anyone whom I cherish and love better rmber my face and my name. Rmber who I am... Because I will know and I will not forget you. I will not forgive you and the ppl around you.

Looking at a certain photograph now certainly makes me laugh. I certainly had weakened and was weakened the day I decided to open up.

I'll be very honest here. Behind this seemingly gentle and goody-two-shoe face, is someone whom you dun wanna meet.

Suffer? ppl shouldn't use this word so casually. Suffering is smthing that cannot be comprehended by just anyone. I myself have not even come close to "pure suffering" before, but I have suffered and I'm willing to share a little of that with anyone who goes head to head with me.

Physical torture...Mental torture... these sufferings are only two of the things that I can dish out against my enemies.

It may not be right away, I'll of course have to postpone the pleasure of doing that. But it will be someday... So if you're planning to try anything funny, be my guest.

2005-10-22T00:12:00.000-07:00

**** Great start to my weekend! ****

lolx...first of all. Thursday was a blast man! My Master had some stuff to handle this week so there wasn't training this week. But that didn't stop me and my senior/friend Haris from achieving as much as we can with the springtime of youth man!!! HAHA!!! The both of us made our way down to the AMK gym and trained together.

I really learnt a lot and according to him improved. Really grateful to his teachings and advice.

So one big shout out for Haris Jumadi!!! YEAH!!!

Then today! Went for NCC training to oversee something with my paL, Ivan and then went to watch "The 40 year old virgin" with a few of my best friends, Chaoshun, Lijiao, Lixuan and Aaron. Had a swell time, wanna thank evryone who spent this wonderous start of the weekend with me man.

:):):):):):)

2005-10-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

**** KIDS!!!! ****

How difficult is a spinning kick manz!? loLx...Answer...It is damn bloody difficult man! Especially for someone like me who only just began learning it not long ago. Haha... But that didn't stop me from learning it well. loLx... Damn I was spinning non-stop for the past few days. Wahahaha... I'm not the best, but I think i qualify for one of the more hardworking and determined ones. So happy now can back-kick, roundhouse, side, spinning kick well liao...

**Head facing the sky...Eyes closed...tears running down...fist clenched**

"My training paid off!!!"

Geez I lost some weight over the course of self training and training with my Master, and I was really unhappy about that. Lost about 5 kg !!! But I've gained it back miraculously! I can actually feel my body getting harder in places. (For you horny pigs out there, I dun mean anything here)... I'm faster than last time, I got to admit last time I couldn't kick this well...loLx.

Anyway, I went swimming yesterday and saw this very cute little girl man. I guess she's about primary school age? Maybe Primary 3 or 4... She's so pretty and she tie pony-tail summore. *wink*

When she realised I was looking at her she looked left and right and smiled at me. WAH!!! SO KAWAII!!!!! loLx...

I love kids man....

And no...no...I'm not a paedophile. Thank you...

Just love to watch them play and scream and shout and have fun around me, while I'm doing my work or reading or swimming. I think I'm deep down inside looking for someone to take under my wing and teach evrything I noe to that someone. That's why I feel so attached to my younger guy cousins, like my once-lovable cousin of my mother's side, RenKun. And also my now very cute, mischievious and adorable cousin on my dad's side, Isaac.

Tell you, guy kids at this age are the best to destress and mingle and relax with them around. My motto is start teaching and grooming them when they're young, mould them to be the future!!!

My dream!!! To have a son whom I can teach evrything I noe to, how to be smart, street-smart, martial arts and to be an image of me manz! Haha...To have a daughter who'll look up to me, be a role model and someone I can shower lots of love and protection on to. Of course I'd do the same for the son, but a guy's got to noe how to be tough eh...not too much sissy stuff. lolx...

Lolx...screw the talk man. I'm only 19 this year. Unless some unfortunate "accident" happens, I'm not going to be called "daddy" until a very long time. Hahahahaha... Now is studies! police career! martial arts! friends! The focus of my life now. *wink*

k la...im hungry. stop here...loLx

2005-10-16T00:58:00.000-07:00

**** Tekken Madness ****

Wahahaha... recently I'm in a Tekken 5 frenzy manz. Got the game on Friday after having lunch with a good and loyal cadet of mine, Junlong. Yes I mention your name. Happy now? loLx...

yEa... I've been going crazy over it ever since man. Dammit man, even forgot to do my daily workout and self-training for saturday morning! Haha... Friday night I finally managed to unlock my favourite character of all time man! Heihachi Mishima!!! Wahahaha... Then I played arcade mode until quite late before turning in for bed. But not before achieving the ranking of ShiHan for Heihachi. Haha...

I awoke Saturday morning and was at it again like a rabbit in heat on a humping post! Whacking and fighting through evry single fighter through over, close to 121 rounds.

Well for those of youwho dunno what I'm talking about... Too bad... Hahaha no la kidding. Do I look like that sort of people who make fun and look down on people? No right..... hehe.

Saturday was a blast as well. Although I'm still awake and blogging, but it's past midnight, so technically its Sunday. loLx... Well just now I was at Jurong Point in the evening. I met up with Chaoshun first who was studying at Macdonalds with his classmate. After that we both went up to Kopitiam and waited for a seat there in the congestion of humans. Haha...

After quite some time we found a seat and sat down to wait for the arrival of Aaron. yEaH...last one to reach...again... haha.

Woah and the show the three of us caught....Goal! tsk...U have to watch it to understand manz. It's really a gd and nice show. lolx... A must see for soccer...I mean....Football fans.

Alritey then...enuff rubbish. I'm going back to Tekken 5!!!!!!!!!! YEAH.

2005-10-10T23:13:00.000-07:00

**** I went to chalet! Not exactly... Hahaha ****

Well yesterday was really a whole new experience. I got the feel of how it would be like to be a police doing a stake out operation.

My friend's identity and gender has been hidden in this post to prevent, harassing and teasing and irritating questioning.

I followed a gd friend to his/her chalet. I wun mention who and so dun ask, cOz if I did tell you I would have to hunt you down and try out the throat merridian point on you. Hahaha...

Anyway I spent the time there making sure my friend was alright in the presence of people he/she was not familiar with. I wonder why I did smthing like that. Haha... Smtimes I really surprise myself why would I do things like this. I always thought I was someone who was cold and unfeeling. Haha...

After an entire evening and night of eventless waiting and eye-feasting on girls playing ball and kids playing tennis and a HUGE PLATE OF SPAGHETTI , the both of us caught the second last train from Pasir Ris and made out way back to Jurong East. We sais our goodbyes as our separate rides came and we made our ways home.

What a dayof interesting Espionage manz...lolx.

When I got home I realised I was having a mild fever man!!! But that was not before I did my cool down tang-gon, and I think it aggreviated my fever man. Thank God I ate panadol and rested immediately, thus the basis of me not attending morning training today. However I had more of less recovered by the time I was fully awake today and I continued some light training and concentrated more on researching. Hahaha...

On another note, I was really feel good today. Dunno why also...Haha. Evrything just seemed so positive to me, to a point I was suspicious. Hahahaha... I also realised my body has toned down and I have become more agile manz. Well this is scaring me as well manz, I dun wanna lose too much muscle mass. I guess for an average person like me, I can't have evrything at one time. To perfect my skills I guess I have to train hard and put some muscle mass in exchange...loLx.

Tmr is another big day...Gotta get up earlier than usual to do something.

So good nite and sweet dreamz.

Ciaoz

2005-10-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

**** Spending half my time training...Haha, worth it ****

Haha, today I woke up at around 2pm. loLx...tt's almost 12 hours of sleep man! I woke up and began my daily training. Did my tang-gon in full sets and repetitions until I broke out in perspiration man... I tell u, my readers, I used a great deal of energy doing tang-gon today. But in the long run it will benefit me...lolx.

Meals were the best thing today.

Immediately after tang-gon, I tell you, I could have eaten a whole spring chicken and ordered another half chicken! Hahaha... I had a few bowls of my brown rice porridge before returning to my room and got back to my combat training as well as physical workouts and researching of advancing basic techniques to intermediate ones and experimenting how to connect merridian points with locking techniques. I think it rather paid of as I discovered a few possibilties in a few techniques.

Yes....i noe....no life....hahaha...

The rest of the day was pretty much spent like this until nightfall arrived. My cousin called me to talk about some stuff.

I tell you man, my god. The things the younger generations get themselves into now. It's...degrading manz...lolx. Then I think me concentrating on martial arts and training and researching evryday is a much better life compared to the meaningless lives tt the younger generation, such as my cousin's. Running around getting into trouble...doing things against the law.... yai yai yai. He still tell me bout it in a hao lian manner...loLx. I really had no heart to tell him that compared to the past, those things he did were nothing. I was juz "umm...", "ya", "hahaok" all the way.

Hey JS, keep your younger brother on a short leash. U're his brother, i'm just his cousin. Watch out what he's doing and who he's hanging around with.

Late liao!!! lolx... k la, off com then do cool-down tang-gon then go bath le!!!

Gd nite!

2005-10-06T01:23:00.000-07:00

**** Rise and fall ****

I've finally tasted what happens when you have a good thing going and you do wrong things while the good thing is going for you.

The outcome is losing the good thing.

Countries have laws, families have rules.

It wasn't any different in the "society" i was in last time. I'm veri familiar with rules like this. So I accept that I have made a mistake, I'm in the wrong. I should be punished.

I lied to my friends and I know my mistake, I accept the punishment of losing 2 of my close friends. I respect the decision and accept it. I dun wish to have anyone speak up for me.

If the both of you ever read my blog again and happen to read this post. There is the line "Forgive and Forget". Well I hOpE only for one thing, I dun mind if you all never forgive me forever, but i just wish you all dun forget me.

2005-10-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

**** So I'm a dog to you...Thank you. ****

I seek pity from people? From you and her? The two of you? I seek pity from the two of you? I was telling the both of you how I felt so that I would feel better by saying out things. I regard the both of you as friends, MY FRIENDS! that's y i spoke to the both of u so that I would feel better. OK i take it as it was my fault to gossip with you all in the first place.

Yes, I felt that someone was treating me like shit. But at least I did what a decent human being would and should do. Although it wasn't the nicest way of confronting, at least I took it right to that person's face. I confronted him about it, harsh words were exchanged initially, yes! But we toned down and we talked it out, i mentioned one thing i was unhappi bout, he explained for it, so on and so forth and the problem was resolved!

Why the hell would i do smthing like tt?!?! cOz tt someone is one of my FRIENDS!!! I dun juz let things like this go...especially unhappiness among FRIENDS... coz i wun want further misunderstandings to arise and if I think an explanation is needed I will ask for it. THAT'S WHY I SPOKE TO HIM BOUT IT....

U say i try to influence you into settling the problem between u and him??? I can honestly tell you...YES I WAS...trying to influence an ending to the problem. U juz letting things go when u like isn't solving problems. I nvr told u to start disliking that person ok? U started one day suddenli telling mi u were starting to dislike him ok? Does that ring a bell????

When i told you both bout the problems between him and i... I nvr meant it as i disliked him ok? And that day chatting online bout the porridge thingy, I finally saw where it was heading, coz i have nvr seen u all say dun call someone along before. That's how serious i saw the problem as...

The both of you think...mi trying to settle all this... means I'm siding blindly with him because he's treating me better? No...I'm trying to solve this problem because we're all friends. You guys are my friends, and i dun have many friends. I didnt wanna lose any of you to petty arguments.

CMX... i will rmber what you said forever...

That I seek pity from people and run back like a dog once someone treats me better.

I will rmber that, Thank you.

2005-09-28T23:34:00.000-07:00

**** Working towards a greater me! = P ****

Haha so much for a Sound Ninja, my whole body is aching man! Been training daily recently, like i mentioned in a previous post I think. Travelling to Yishun almost evryday this week, except for this morning as my master had smthing on, so instead i woke up and did my own stretching and training and weights workouts.

I have a feeling my body will be aching throughout this entire holiday, thank god im training in the mornings on mondays and wednesdays, and in the evenings on tuesday and thursdays. Which means I have training in the evening later. haha...

I came up with a theory, suffer now take the aches and pain now. When my body finally heals over, i'll be a lean mean fighting machine! yEaH!!! loLx... dunno if tt's juz to comfort myself, i hOpE it does come true...hahaha.

By the way...I'm thinking of saving money...then arrange go eat japanese buffet lunch again. Thinking of asking my friends along with me, coz its realli nice and i wanna share it manz...lol.

Here's some of the food which I had last thursday wif Aaron, LiXuan, Lijiao and Aaron's chinese tuition teacher in the past....

Got alot more la....Soft shell crab... All kinds of sushis...Soups...Tepanyaki!!! There is salmon, dory fillet, chicken and assortment of meats to choose. U choose they fry and send to u, just clip the table number to ur plate!!! lolx... each person 25 nia...eat non stop until lunch buffet is over lor...loLx.

Hai...talking and thinking bout it is making me hungry now...hahahahah.

Okie la...i think i'll stop here for todae.

Good night and sweet dreams by loyal readers...

Ciaoz

2005-09-27T13:15:00.000-07:00

**** Aaron, Lijiao & WenHan join the Sound Ninjas! ****

History of pictures of the Sound Village

Let's take a look at the ancestors of the Sound Village. There were....

==THE ORIGINAL SOUND THREE!==

Dosu, who's forever wrapped up!

The bloody sian face...of Zaku Abumi

The pretty but tomboy Kin Tsuchi

Then there were also the really cOoL Seniors...

===THE 4 SOUND NINJAS! ===

SAKON-senpai!

TAYUYA-senpai!!! So cuteKIDOUMARU-senpai!!!

JIROUBOU-senpai!!! U're e most useless!!!

Then of course there was the inspiring Kabuto-Sensei...

Yakushi Kabuto, u're so cool man.I wanna be like you.

Last but not least!!!! Our big boss!!! Orochimaru!!!

Orochimaru- Sama!

Well well...it's now time for the three newest ninjas of the Sound Village to show themselves!!!

Lijiao!!! She got the uncanny ability to summon out ghosts! lolx...like the one behind her.Hahaha!

Aaron!!! His ability is eating and using Food skills. That's all he's good for!

WenHan! ME! lolx... The most amibitous and also reckless one! Always flying into a fight!!! loLx...

There u have it! loLx...the Sound Ninjas! loLx

2005-09-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

**** Politics should be left out in Friendship ****

oh shit manz...it has been almost a week since i updated my blog...loLx. Well, i've done the unthinkable. I have really begun training almost evryday for my martial arts. Last wednesday, I woke up early and made my way to Yishun to meet my master for training at the yishun park nearby. It was gruelling but i knew tt it was for my own good.

Imagine 50 kicks on each leg and tt's only for one type of kick. Hahaha, i'm going to train hard and not let my master down, most of all i'm not going to let myself down. With this training daily, I'm sure my kicks will improve tremendously, hopefully a single roundhouse or backkick will be enough to knock out a person after all my hardwork. Hahaha... My training will continue daily from now on. Which means, no late nights and more food needs to be consumed.

I've also sacrificed my gym for training but i think its worth it. To make up for the loss of gym time, I have been doing my workouts and weighttraining at home alongside my own home-training.

Ok ok...enuff bout my martial art life...i think u guys muz be bored of it by now. This past thursday, my best paL Aaron, Lijiao, Lixuan and I had a BBQ at my place and after tt they tonned over at my place. Aaron and I didnt slp the whole nite until 5 plus, as we were thinking of how to write some poem...hahaha...sssh, not going to tell u all wad was it for.

The nxt day, e four of us joined Aaron's chinese tuition teacher for a japanese buffet at suntec. Aaron's teacher was really a friendly, cheerful and outgoing person, I really felt comfortable chatting and having lunch with her during the buffet. However the highlight of the day was...DINNER!!!

WAHAHAHAHA....porridge at Peiyin's hse with Mx, WenTat, Warren, ChinQian and of course Peiyin. Just when i tot the cuttlefish porridge was good...the chicken porridge proved even better manz...loLx. Peiyin...Thanks for dinner ar!!!! hahaha.

Hmm...this past Saturday, we finally saw Jooheng liao. Haha, his head so round so cute manz! loLx...look abit like Doraemon! lolx... We celebrated his b'dae at Swensons and then went to the shelter to chat the remaining time we had wif him. Well i guess now, he's sumwhere back in camp now, either being screamed at by some sergeant, or cleaning up his bunk. See you 2 weeks later bro........

Well back to my topic of this Post. I've got to honest here, I love all my friends. Friends ar...i nvr include classmates and ppl who say hi and bye to me ar....lolx... yEa...I love all my friends and I dun wish to see anything unhappy happen to or among them.

Friends smtimes may hav some differences among them, but its best to talk it through and get things over with. I dun like playing politics in friendship, coz im playing politics with evrything else alreadi, in poly, in daily relations wif ppl tt i hav to be cOoL wif, also coz politics doesnt hv to be present in friendship. Pls dun be offended hor...anyone who read this. I'm not aiming anyone, juz voicing out my opinion. I'm realli a peaceloving guy towards my friends, u noe...Make Love Not War... hehe.

Okie la...i think tt's all for this post... going to rest and relax liao.

Ciaoz

2005-09-17T16:24:00.000-07:00

**** Goals ****

I have but one ultimate goal for my martial arts. That is to learn and master as many techniques and martial arts as I can in this life. Put it this way, imagine the colours, blue and yellow. The person who came up with the idea to mix these two colours together to form the new colour green. I want to do something like that as well. If blue represents having the idea and aptitude and energy and yellow represents the training and researching, then green will surely be a technique or skill.

If every colour can be mixed to form a new colour or at least something else, then there is definitely hundreds in fact close to a thousand techniques and arts to be learnt. So here I come.... heh heh heh.

My goal for life however is to be a good person, to my family and friends. To be able to be there for them and protect them, provide help and support whenever they need it. I want to have a good wife, a good job, children and hopefully grandchildren...loLx...

tt's roughly wad i got to say...lol

2005-09-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

**** A quote and some thoughts I want to share ****

"Wrong things may smtimes be done to friends, But make sure no Bad things are done."

why do i say this? coz in life its hard to be able to DO THE RIGHT THING all the time. Smtimes among friends, we may have done some things tt arent so right. Maybe having misunderstandings, jealousy, some animosity. But its fine, we're all human, smtimes these emotions just come and its hard to control and contain it. These wrong things are smtimes inevitable and are forgivable, ppl pls be understanding and mature to forgive friends who have these and done wrong things to you. Its human nature to do wrong things, but that isnt an excuse to bad things to friends. im sure i dun need to elaborate, u my loyal readers are intelligent ppl.

So my ppl!!! If you have a friend who has done wrong things to you, forgive him or her. Take the first step, tell him or her u have alreadi forgiven and evrything is alright.
For those of you who have done smthing bad towards your friend, i suggest u do smthing to rectify it.

HEY HEY todae the last day or my exam!!!! loLx...went to watch movie wif my best buddy Aaron and a pal Chris! loLx... THE CAVE...wooo....not realli a show tt i would recommend la...but if u ppl wanna cheap flick to watch for fun...go catch it ba!!!

2005-09-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

**** Can't evryone just get along in this World? ****

Hey yEaH manz...this is Joel Chua here. Talking bout getting along and being nice.

Except for those Mats, pls continue making trouble.

Haizzz, how come the world has to becum like tt manz? It's a complicated world, ppl wearing masks to hide their real intentions, to climb higher in the corporate world, smtimes even some scum-of-the-human race backstab their own family members or relatives, maid killing another maid...wah lau....

I agree, this is life. The only two groups of ppl in which we dun have to be acting in front of at the end of the day are...family and close friends.
* MEMORY FLASH *

* MEMORY FLASH *

Yes...this is life. But have you ever stopped to think what are the stuff that are really important? At the end of the day, it's not always about you. Noone is always right. Noone is always king. The way I see it, the only way to be happy is to open up ur mind and give a little more than what you expect.

Let me just give my opinions on why we should treat family and close friends well.

Bare with me, i noe...i noe i naggy, but this is my blog...not happi can scram... =D

Firstly, Family, lets jus put it this way. Where you going to go at the end of the day? Who supports and supported and is still supporting you in whatever you do manz. In your home, you dun need to play politics, you dun need to be cautious. You dun need to ask urself if daddy has a motive for upgrading your computer for you. Haha... Be good and spend sometime with ur family once in awhile. For... "A man who doesn't spend time with his family...Can never be a real man." i noe i noe it says man...budden brain flexible a bit la....hahah

Next, Friends. Listen to me...I'm 19 this year. Friends are another group to be cherished, especially close friends you make before you go out into the working world, now those are real keepers. Lemme tell you all why I think this way, my loyal readers... When you step into the working world, e chances of you making real friends are close to 20%. Good friends can be made during e working life, but REAL friends are the rarest cases in the working world. Think about it, who can you call after a day's full of work and u're stressed out just needing someone to talk to. You'd call a real friend right? The world out there is full of politics, so pls...leave it out of friendship. If you're playing ur friends around like puppets...I say, you need to get ur thinking straight.

Yeah tt's all from JOel Chua tonite...

and so gd nite and GOD DAMN!!! LOOK AT THE TIME!!!

GTG CIAOZ!!!

2005-09-11T15:45:00.000-07:00

**** WAH it's SUNDAY, It's been one hell of a week! ****

yEa manz...since my previous post. I've been up to alot of things. I spent the entire week stdying for the coming exam but on thursday...ahhhhh, tt was the hghlight of the week. lolx... We went to Pizza Hut and had a great dinner to send my paL JooHeng off for his NS to mono intake combat engineers. wooo!!! He lays the bridges we need to cross manz!!! lolx...

That's us waiting for the bloody food to arrive manz!!! Damn hungry

Dunno wad happened or wad someone said....Laugh until like tt

Traffic light...loLx. Wad a conincidence, heng , cy and i... hehe

OMG!!! Kenny acting cute!!! HAHA... how come I look so black? Haha

This what u get when I try to smile for the camera and eat at the same time...

" Si Da Mei Nu "...wah look at the plates manz...all clean...

Heng trying to catch up with Xiu's hand

For Heng!!!!

For Heng again!!!!

For Heng Once AGAIN!!!

Best of friends...Forever

There are many more piCs...but cant post all of them up right?! Haha

2005-09-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

**** This is to CHUA JOOHENG, a friend that I have grown to love overtime ****

For those of you who are laughing...grow up la....there are many forms of love. So DemonWitch in Dota got one spell...Finger of Death. If u're laughing, go "Finger" of death urself...haha.

And for the rest of my friends, dun jealous hor...i love u all e same...haha.

HENG!!! I was damn touched when u mentioned me in ur latest blog entry. Basket...almost make me cry, idiot, you dun like tt la... TAO YAN! *wif a damn gay accent*...no la joking. I'm straight hor...

Hahaha...yUcKs.

Anyway, i was realli touched when i saw that u wrote bout me as well coz u mentioned "frens who noe each other for 6 yrs plus" or smthing like tt, i didnt expect to be mentioned in the entry. I'm also very happy tt i got to noe u as my friend, and im happy tt u feel tt im a reliable friend. *sobzzz*

On another note, to be very honest. If ppl hav noticed the way i talk, i usualli refer to ppl as "my classmate", "someone I noe", "this person". If i mention "my friend", i mean it... means i really regard tt person as a friend. Im a very straightforward and conservative person not mixing up accquiantances with friends. So Heng, I just wan u to noe tt u're my friend =D, and a damn good one too. You take care of urself in NS!

This entry's for u, bro!

2005-09-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

**** Back with a whole lot to blog ****

The past 2 weeks have been great manz. I mean it was so great that I forgot to blog, can you believe it? lolx... Even I dun, so nvm. No, it was great but I just didnt have the time to blog. loLx...

2 Saturdays ago, i went to Escape theme park, for the first time in my life!!! Haha, there were originally supposed to be about 5 ppl going? yEa...budden guess what, by the time Saturday came there were only 3 ppl left, including me.

yEa...so it was me, meixiu and peiyin. Meixiu was going for the first time as well actualli, so it was like peiyin bringing to mountain tortoises out for the day...hahaha. Well i had a lot of fun, when i first went there, i was like "omg...this is a kiddy land.", but i felt different after i had a taste of the Go-Kart, the VikingShip and the Inverter! I rmber on the VikingShip, i realli screamed. lolx...ok i noe its weird coming from me, but i screamed...what u want?! not happi ar? i cannot scream ar?? hahaha... However, the one that will stay on my mind forever was the Haunted House. I was physically abused.... sobz sobz. We went into the Haunted House with 3 xiao mei mei in front of us. The ghostly beings inside scared the nuts out of the 3 xiao meimei, and someone among py, mx and me. I wun say who...haha. Someone grabbed on to my arm until it reached a point i thought it would rip off, after that was over, the 3 xiao meimei saw smthing tt spooked them and backtracked, slamming me against the rough wall. I never felt so abused in my life...lol. After that, we bought this huge candy floss and shared it among ourselves, I think the girl gave us a extra big one manz...maybe coz i was the one who ordered...hehehe. Could hear others at the back say "why their's so big one?". hahaha...

The week that followed wasnt realli entertaining for me...coz i had to go to school...loLx.

The highlight was when the weekend came...wahahaha. We went to KBox at cineleisure to sing the night away with our dear, leaving fren JooHeng! he's going to NS this coming friday manz. yEa so we sang in kBox from 12am all the way near 6am. Happening right? lolx...yEa i noe... I got so high after drinking the melted ice water from the jug, coz it was water, fruit punch and lemon mixed together, and tt was around 5 plus...loLx. I was practically laughing at anything lame or worse, anything tt moved. dunno wad hit me manz...haha.

Oh! look at the time...got to eat lunch liaoz...

ok la...stop here ba.

2005-08-28T15:35:00.000-07:00

lolx...im responding to my gd fren, JooHeng's request and doing this little questionaire...lol

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Joe
2) Joel
3) Jojo
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) \/\/en-an
2) Kabuto
3) Kidoumaru
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) mY gd sense of smell...
2) mY sharp eyesight
3) im juz how i look...lolx
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my weak stomach...eat too spicy will get stomachache
2) im getting older!!! :(
3) my injured knee...right knee...lol
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) Dying...loLx
2) Dying...loLx
3) Once again...Dying...lolx...nothing else in this world scares me
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) Handphone
2) having frens around...real frens...lolx
3) lets face it...we all need money evryday...lolx
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) topless... =P
2) boxers
3) and nOpE...no underwear underneath the boxers...haha
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BAND OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1) Rooster
2) Aerosmith
3) Bon Jovi
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1) Staring at the Sun...by Rooster
2) Fly Away..................by Aerosmith
3) It's my life................by Bon Jovi
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) To be loved...
2) to be able to love tt someone back...
3) to be able to take care of tt someone
TRUTH OR LIE:
1) I think im fat
2) I hate working
3) I dunno wad this question is about
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) her eyes...
2) her hair... =P
3) the way she speaks...
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) playing game...
2) watching anime...loLx
3) reading certain type of books
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) wanna get this test over and done wif...lolx
2) gO to gyM...
3) eAt Marche...hahaha
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1) Bounty Hunter...lolx
2) Soldier
3) Police officer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Hawaii
2) DisneyLand in Los angelas
3) Australia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) i wanna live forever...but....i'll answer anyway...ok, have a family
2) killed a criminal wif justified reasons...hahahaha
3) to have been a gd person to say i've lived this life to e fullest
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) can be quite naggy....
2) i can gossip at times...lolx
3) im juz so caring at times manz...cant stand it...wahaha
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) i hav a twin little brother stuck on me...we're veri close
2) i lov action and violence...lolx
3) and same as heng, i like having muscles...
THREE MALE/FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1) like dun hav lei...onli got crushes on girls i noe
2) same as the above
3) same as the above
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1) Qinyi...
2) Chenyen...
3) Peiyin...

2005-08-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

**** I always knew most ppl wear masks. ****

Yes i'm back again after yEt another long silence.

Well this post isnt going to be veri pretty. I just wanna say to my family that i dun need u to act as if you are interested or actualli give a damn about my martial arts. And i dun need you to come to "support" me during my demonstrations or future demonstrations, coz i dun want u there in the first place, dun cock me up while im on stage. From now on, dun ask me wads going on in training and if i look like i have bruises, do me a favor...dun try to act like u give a damn. I will in turn do u guys a big favor, i wun tell u guys bout it and whenever i formulate a new technique onli those who train wif me or get beaten up by me will noe... I've alreadi known from the start that you aren't realli keen on letting me learn martial arts, but i would deceive myself time and time again. I dun need u guys to go send mi off at the airport if I ever go to Korea for training. From now on all i need and want is a ride to and fro Bukit Batok and the training fees.

Well u guys r not totalli in the wrong, i have been wearing a mask as well, im not one bit interested in Squash or if Nicole succeeds or not in it. I tell her strategies to smarten her brain up so she can think on her own, not because I care whether she loses or wins titles. U guys say im a veri self centered person...yes i am... and i noe it. You guys nvr approved of mi in evrything in the first place not to mention doing anything . I practically have to beg u guys for evrything i ever realli wanted, joining NCC, learning martial arts, going to Pahang.

You all once told mi... "why in evry movie people like the main character or the good guys...you always must be opposite and admire the villian."

That's because evrything the villian does no matter wad is always wrong. Quite similar to me right? I'm not a bad guy... but most of the time, I'm forced to be...

And dad dares to tell me he loves Nicole more than me. Heh heh heh...i seriously dun care manz... its insignificant to me, all these bonds. I onli have one life...and im going to live it to e fullest. I wanted to gain immortality since a veri young age (fuck whoever thinks its childish), but its definitely not possible at present, so im gonna live it to the fullest from now on, my way.

People who r important to my heart already have their names etched in my mind and soul. And its full...so pls noone else try to squeeze their way in.

DAILY UPDATE!
Haha today while coming back from training Kenny almost lost his hp! Thank God, we made it back to ang mo kio station in time to see that it was still there!!!

Dammit i'm tired I guess I will stop writing here.

2005-08-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

**** Feeling real psyched up to blog suddenly in the early morning ****

Well, the past Thursday and Friday were a blast. Thursday, was as usual as I went for training after sch and had a good time training, I went back home after that and had a packet of ramen for supper before heading off to bed awaiting Friday evening.

I met up with a few of my buddies to play badminton in the evening, to kick off the weekend. Well it turned out that only 4 ppl came and tt included me. Kenny, Chenyen and Peiyin were the other three.Chenyen had just recovered from a fever so it was narrowed down to only Kenny, Peiyin and I...lolx. Some badminton day eh? Hahahaha. Kenny then complained tt whenever he organises smthing, noone turns up. Well I would like to say, you're wrong brother, I turned up, so did Chenyen and Peiyin. Just wanna say that friends are like stars, u dun always see them but they are always around you, dunno if I shld hav voiced that out or not. lolx...i thought otherwise coz i knew u weren't a guy with the stomach for touching words from another guy. hahaha... Anyway, to make things worse! The wind blew mercilessly not allowing us to ahve a decent game of badminton, so we resorted to packing and headed to the shelter beneath Peiyin's block for a chat and the planning for the next day's dinner.

On my thoughts about the situation with Kenny. I have decided, the more cold he is to me, the harder I'll try. He's bound to realise it one day...I hope... Haha.

Anyway! Today was the highlight of the weekend so far. I spent the morning in SGH visiting my grandmother who seems to be looking better than before, after that I went home with my mother and lazed around until the evening came to travel all the way to BoonLay to meet up with my pals for the planned dinner. I got to admit, dining with my bunch of close friends is something that I have come to enjoy, I have nvr had close friends in the past and since I didnt have any, i didnt dine with any as well. I enjoy the warmth of eating together with friends once in awhile.

After the dinner, we decided to call it a day, while a few of them decided to go out the rest of us headed back to JurongWest. Py went home while the rest of us headed to CY's hse to watch soccer and play dota. lolx...

I then borrowed the LAN cable from Aaron and then headed home to transfer my Warcraft 3 folder from my laptop to my desktop. We were all planning to play a few rounds of Dota. Well, Kenny, Wentat, qinyi and Chenyen played a round online while I was transfering the folder and I heard that WenTat and Kenny thrashed Qinyi and Chenyen...lolx. So the second the folder had completed its transfer, we started another round this time, WenTat and I against Qinyi, Kenny and Chenyen. We won... only due to perfect timing and precision teamwork. Kenny, Qinyi and Chenyen were no pushovers manz...they realli gave me a hard time throughout the game, even managing to kill me a few times. After that round, the majority left, leaving WenTat, me and Aaron, who had just joined in.

So day that I never dreamed would come...Came. It was me against Aaron. hahahaa...of course with WenTat on my side. As within the circle of life, how can a disciple expect to defeat the master? lolx... We lost like shit to Aaron manz... And I mean real shit. Things were looking so bad, it was like someone threw shit on a fan, and it was flying all over the place.

But I realised one thing about myself, something in me had changed. I used to be totally pissed whenever I lost to Aaron in gaming. But this time i didnt!!! In fact throughout the game, I was joking away with him, even during the times he killed my character hero. I was like laughing it off and having a realli good time gaming with him, for the first time. I'm realli glad that this change has occurred in me, I've finally become more humble n this has allowed me to have a fun game with Aaron for the first time! Hey Aaron, buddy, if you're reading this...or do you even read my blog?!... I would like to say I'm sorry for the jackass I've been manz...loLx. Peace peace =P

My thoughts on this? Well I think it's due to my Hapkido training and the way my master has been talking in Zen, that really touched me somewhere in my heart to be humble and accepting. I have learnt to accept that there are ppl better than me and I can learn from them. Haha, i wonder why didnt I start thinking this way before manz... it would have prevented a lot of heat between Aaron and I in the past...

One more thing before i stop...Anyone who wanna watch LAND OF THE DEAD... pls contact me!!! I'm dying to watch it as well...haha.