Tuesday, June 21, 2005
****I have returned after a long disturbing silence.****
HI HI everyone! I'm back! Bet you guys thought I was dead or smthing...Hahahaha. No chance man! Well actually my internet was down, and I was trying to get it back on.
Well how long has it been? Almost two weeks?
I've been spending this two weeks well, despite the loss of internet access which bit a great part my life away. Thankfully I had my sister's computer to exploit. WAHAHAHA... You see to be a great leader, you must see the good in any situation. lOlx...
First of all, I would like everyone to noe tt I have made it for my first grading in Hapkido and have gotten my yellow belt. It's nothing much, its just a baby belt, but I couldn't have done passed the grading without the training of my master and the help and advice from my senior and good friend, Kenny Lim. Although we both are of the same grade, of a yellow belt. I know that there is much that I can learn from him, as he is better trained and more well versed in Hapkido than me. I will train harder to prove to my master and seniors that I'm not a burnout and that allowing me to grade this early into my training, was not a mistake! :) :) :)
Geez, a little details on the grading. On that day I was quite reluctant to grade as I felt that I was probably not ready and might become the laughing stock of the day, if I fell or slipped or cramped halfway. Haha, so I actually tried to avoid my master's eye that day, by sitting far away from the people who were grading. After Jason, was Kenny, after Kenny was Joshua. I was watching them perform their kicks and punches supportively all the way. Until the moment came when Joshua was done and my Master began looking around. He finally caught sight of me and signalled for me to get my ass up there in front of everyone. Well, could I tell my Master "NO" ? I guess I didnt have the guts to. So I went up there and tried to rmber evrything i had been taught, evrything tt I had done over the past trainings. And not to be drama, but smthing happened, I looked far beyond where all my seniors were sitting and focused on the Founder's picture and executed everything that my Master required, calmly. Imagine that manz....
On other topics, like movies. I have watched Mr&Mrs Smith and its a good show.I watched it with frens, Kenny and Peiyin. Its got action, humor and a little tinge of sexuality, for all u horny folks out there. But its a family show, so dun expect too much...u animals!
The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy was a lame show, it was so lame that I couldnt laugh at all. I'm still waiting to watch Madagascar but I've yet to find a person who wants to watch tt show. This weekend, I guess I'm going to catch another movie with my paL, Chaoshun.
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I've been great recently, I actually opened up to a few ppl and felt real great after that. I took the advice of a good friend, Alicia, who just so happens to be Aaron's sister. Yes, I took advice from her and made contact with Aaron, with some cheesy starter like "Mr&MrsSmith is a good show." Well, a short conversation soon started and im glad that Aaron is doing fine. Well, to me, Aaron is a really good friend to me and has been, i'm just too proud to admit it...yEa. It is too late for me now, I guess it was proven when I finally met him face to face in almost a month and found that I couldnt talk to him. I guess i've lost the last bit of "good" in me.
I guess i really do noe which side i stand on now. Even my parents tell me to patch things up in the friendship with Aaron and not be so oppressive, it seems that I am the bad one here.
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Tuesday : School and Hapkido training
Wednesday: LUNCH AT MARCHE!!! AND ITS PAID FOR!!! LOLX
Thursday: Back to school and training at night (Hapkido)
Friday : School and thanking God the weekend is coming
Saturday : Movie with Chaoz
Sunday: Maybe going for extra training with Master.
There you guys have it...feel free to book me anytime of the day. I'll try to squeeze you guys into my schedule. i dun neglect frens.... loLx
Alritey then, I shall retire to bed and sleep away the remaining hours of the night.
TaTa!!!
posted @ 12:10 AM
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