Sunday, August 14, 2005
**** Feeling real psyched up to blog suddenly in the early morning ****
Well, the past Thursday and Friday were a blast. Thursday, was as usual as I went for training after sch and had a good time training, I went back home after that and had a packet of ramen for supper before heading off to bed awaiting Friday evening.
I met up with a few of my buddies to play badminton in the evening, to kick off the weekend. Well it turned out that only 4 ppl came and tt included me. Kenny, Chenyen and Peiyin were the other three.Chenyen had just recovered from a fever so it was narrowed down to only Kenny, Peiyin and I...lolx. Some badminton day eh? Hahahaha. Kenny then complained tt whenever he organises smthing, noone turns up. Well I would like to say, you're wrong brother, I turned up, so did Chenyen and Peiyin. Just wanna say that friends are like stars, u dun always see them but they are always around you, dunno if I shld hav voiced that out or not. lolx...i thought otherwise coz i knew u weren't a guy with the stomach for touching words from another guy. hahaha... Anyway, to make things worse! The wind blew mercilessly not allowing us to ahve a decent game of badminton, so we resorted to packing and headed to the shelter beneath Peiyin's block for a chat and the planning for the next day's dinner.
On my thoughts about the situation with Kenny. I have decided, the more cold he is to me, the harder I'll try. He's bound to realise it one day...I hope... Haha.
Anyway! Today was the highlight of the weekend so far. I spent the morning in SGH visiting my grandmother who seems to be looking better than before, after that I went home with my mother and lazed around until the evening came to travel all the way to BoonLay to meet up with my pals for the planned dinner. I got to admit, dining with my bunch of close friends is something that I have come to enjoy, I have nvr had close friends in the past and since I didnt have any, i didnt dine with any as well. I enjoy the warmth of eating together with friends once in awhile.
After the dinner, we decided to call it a day, while a few of them decided to go out the rest of us headed back to JurongWest. Py went home while the rest of us headed to CY's hse to watch soccer and play dota. lolx...
I then borrowed the LAN cable from Aaron and then headed home to transfer my Warcraft 3 folder from my laptop to my desktop. We were all planning to play a few rounds of Dota. Well, Kenny, Wentat, qinyi and Chenyen played a round online while I was transfering the folder and I heard that WenTat and Kenny thrashed Qinyi and Chenyen...lolx. So the second the folder had completed its transfer, we started another round this time, WenTat and I against Qinyi, Kenny and Chenyen. We won... only due to perfect timing and precision teamwork. Kenny, Qinyi and Chenyen were no pushovers manz...they realli gave me a hard time throughout the game, even managing to kill me a few times. After that round, the majority left, leaving WenTat, me and Aaron, who had just joined in.
So day that I never dreamed would come...Came. It was me against Aaron. hahahaa...of course with WenTat on my side. As within the circle of life, how can a disciple expect to defeat the master? lolx... We lost like shit to Aaron manz... And I mean real shit. Things were looking so bad, it was like someone threw shit on a fan, and it was flying all over the place.
But I realised one thing about myself, something in me had changed. I used to be totally pissed whenever I lost to Aaron in gaming. But this time i didnt!!! In fact throughout the game, I was joking away with him, even during the times he killed my character hero. I was like laughing it off and having a realli good time gaming with him, for the first time. I'm realli glad that this change has occurred in me, I've finally become more humble n this has allowed me to have a fun game with Aaron for the first time! Hey Aaron, buddy, if you're reading this...or do you even read my blog?!... I would like to say I'm sorry for the jackass I've been manz...loLx. Peace peace =P
My thoughts on this? Well I think it's due to my Hapkido training and the way my master has been talking in Zen, that really touched me somewhere in my heart to be humble and accepting. I have learnt to accept that there are ppl better than me and I can learn from them. Haha, i wonder why didnt I start thinking this way before manz... it would have prevented a lot of heat between Aaron and I in the past...
One more thing before i stop...Anyone who wanna watch LAND OF THE DEAD... pls contact me!!! I'm dying to watch it as well...haha.
posted @ 4:36 AM
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