Wednesday, August 10, 2005
**** I'll throw evrything out on the table today ****
Well before i do that,I would like to say that last Saturday was realli fUn for me... I went to the Total Defense Carnival with Kenny, Qinyi, Peiyin, Chenyen and ChinQian. It was the highlight of the weekend for me manz... I personally had a lot of fun viewing all the various vehicles from the CD, Police and Army...And some ships from the Navy which were all anchored far from shore. We missed our chance to board the landing crafts to board the frigates and ships. We took several pictures of us holding the weapons and with the equipment. From saturday's outing, I found out that ChinQian is and I repeat is very afraid of dogs... Now I noe, i wun have to go near her and her dangerous taekwondo kicks, I just have to release a dog on her. Most of all I was glad i could spend some quality time with my beloved friends after a bloody hectic week...lolx.
Sunday was cOoL as well, as the initial plan for the day was to meet up for a jog in the evening. But Kenny had something on so, Qinyi, Chenyen and I went to JurongPoint, had a drink and some rojak and waited for Kenny. After that the bunch of us went to Chenyen's hse to catch the soccer match. Haha...instead of watching the match, we ended up concentrating on DOTA.
And just yesterday, National Day!!! lolx...it was a blast as we went to Libing's hse to watch the parade and then watched a shortened clip on the local ahbeng movie, "15".
Haha...today is supposed to be a school holiday as well as a holiday for the performers involved in the National Day parade, but it made no difference for me, as I have no sch on wednesdays. lolx... So I went to gym with Kenny and met up with Meixiu and Heng for dinner.
OKOK...now as I was saying. I said I was going to throw evrything out onto the table. I've been getting a feeling that many ppl feel i'm sort of an easy person. PPL underestimate me a lot to the extent where they take me for a joke. I dun like it when ppl say, "aiyo sure or not, so fast yellow belt liao." I mean what is that supposed to mean? loLx... i was tested equally with the rest of the other white belts and was given no special treatment. I still have respect for my seniors and my training partner-cum- senior, Kenny. Furthermore, I have nvr once said or felt that i am better than any of them. Some ppl say i nvr tok much about my martial arts or show anything coz i got nothing to show and dunno much. Well I got news for those of u who feel that way manz... I dun tok bout it and i certainly dun show it off, is coz i dun want to and i dun need to...ok? When ppl try to "test me out" like they would like to put it, I dun retaliate coz, firstly i noe i shldnt...secondly coz wad i learn is meant to hurt u seriously if i retaliate...thirdly, i actualli see no need to retaliate coz wadever u guys are doing is of no threat to me.... K? :) So just gimme a break about my martial arts......
Next thing...I'm a very nice guy actualli. I give in a lot to ppl, to avoid conflicts. So please dun mistake kindness for weakness. Do not take advantage of me when im nice...ok? I have been keeping quiet to all ur jokes and teasing for a long time, i have to admit that i kinda like being taken for an idiot at times, coz it makes it alot more sweet when those ppl mocking me, find out the hard way that I'm actualli all that much better than they think. But it seems tt u guys have hit my limit...and believe me i have got a veri long fuse to my head. So brighten up... leave me be, and we'll all be happier.
Haha...i feel a lot better now that i've gotten evrything out.
posted @ 11:41 PM
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