Wednesday, October 19, 2005
**** KIDS!!!! ****
How difficult is a spinning kick manz!? loLx...Answer...It is damn bloody difficult man! Especially for someone like me who only just began learning it not long ago. Haha... But that didn't stop me from learning it well. loLx... Damn I was spinning non-stop for the past few days. Wahahaha... I'm not the best, but I think i qualify for one of the more hardworking and determined ones. So happy now can back-kick, roundhouse, side, spinning kick well liao...
**Head facing the sky...Eyes closed...tears running down...fist clenched**
"My training paid off!!!"
Geez I lost some weight over the course of self training and training with my Master, and I was really unhappy about that. Lost about 5 kg !!! But I've gained it back miraculously! I can actually feel my body getting harder in places. (For you horny pigs out there, I dun mean anything here)... I'm faster than last time, I got to admit last time I couldn't kick this well...loLx.
Anyway, I went swimming yesterday and saw this very cute little girl man. I guess she's about primary school age? Maybe Primary 3 or 4... She's so pretty and she tie pony-tail summore. *wink*
When she realised I was looking at her she looked left and right and smiled at me. WAH!!! SO KAWAII!!!!! loLx...
I love kids man....
And no...no...I'm not a paedophile. Thank you...
Just love to watch them play and scream and shout and have fun around me, while I'm doing my work or reading or swimming. I think I'm deep down inside looking for someone to take under my wing and teach evrything I noe to that someone. That's why I feel so attached to my younger guy cousins, like my once-lovable cousin of my mother's side, RenKun. And also my now very cute, mischievious and adorable cousin on my dad's side, Isaac.
Tell you, guy kids at this age are the best to destress and mingle and relax with them around. My motto is start teaching and grooming them when they're young, mould them to be the future!!!
My dream!!! To have a son whom I can teach evrything I noe to, how to be smart, street-smart, martial arts and to be an image of me manz! Haha...To have a daughter who'll look up to me, be a role model and someone I can shower lots of love and protection on to. Of course I'd do the same for the son, but a guy's got to noe how to be tough eh...not too much sissy stuff. lolx...
Lolx...screw the talk man. I'm only 19 this year. Unless some unfortunate "accident" happens, I'm not going to be called "daddy" until a very long time. Hahahahaha... Now is studies! police career! martial arts! friends! The focus of my life now. *wink*
k la...im hungry. stop here...loLx
posted @ 9:25 PM
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