Wednesday, October 05, 2005
**** So I'm a dog to you...Thank you. ****
I seek pity from people? From you and her? The two of you? I seek pity from the two of you? I was telling the both of you how I felt so that I would feel better by saying out things. I regard the both of you as friends, MY FRIENDS! that's y i spoke to the both of u so that I would feel better. OK i take it as it was my fault to gossip with you all in the first place.
Yes, I felt that someone was treating me like shit. But at least I did what a decent human being would and should do. Although it wasn't the nicest way of confronting, at least I took it right to that person's face. I confronted him about it, harsh words were exchanged initially, yes! But we toned down and we talked it out, i mentioned one thing i was unhappi bout, he explained for it, so on and so forth and the problem was resolved!
Why the hell would i do smthing like tt?!?! cOz tt someone is one of my FRIENDS!!! I dun juz let things like this go...especially unhappiness among FRIENDS... coz i wun want further misunderstandings to arise and if I think an explanation is needed I will ask for it. THAT'S WHY I SPOKE TO HIM BOUT IT....
U say i try to influence you into settling the problem between u and him??? I can honestly tell you...YES I WAS...trying to influence an ending to the problem. U juz letting things go when u like isn't solving problems. I nvr told u to start disliking that person ok? U started one day suddenli telling mi u were starting to dislike him ok? Does that ring a bell????
When i told you both bout the problems between him and i... I nvr meant it as i disliked him ok? And that day chatting online bout the porridge thingy, I finally saw where it was heading, coz i have nvr seen u all say dun call someone along before. That's how serious i saw the problem as...
The both of you think...mi trying to settle all this... means I'm siding blindly with him because he's treating me better? No...I'm trying to solve this problem because we're all friends. You guys are my friends, and i dun have many friends. I didnt wanna lose any of you to petty arguments.
CMX... i will rmber what you said forever...
That I seek pity from people and run back like a dog once someone treats me better.
I will rmber that, Thank you.
posted @ 2:35 AM
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