Wednesday, July 12, 2006
**** True strength is not in yourself to begin with ****
.............. it really only manifests in u when u're protecting or doing it for people who matter to u. I've finally learnt this veri important lesson in life. HAHAHA!!! To be honest, the fastest I can change into no.4 uniform from PT kit is 3mins 5secs...including running time from the bunk to e parade square. Tt's when i was in my best form lr...hahahaha. I was still ailing from a old subcostal muscle injury during the time I decided to brave the changing parade tgther with PartC 2006, although my timing slided to 4 mins...but i perservered on, kept running despite my frequent coughs and e sensations of inevitable death! lolx... ANd i made it....coz i thought for the first time...bout others who mattered, PartC 2006, and not myself. The darn rule was simple... WE LATE, WE KENA! so i just pressed on, for them. So i can gladly tell them I DID MY BEST WITH AND FOR THEM, if things had gone wrong.... = ) That nite, I was perfect....
P.S... being a cadet one last time tt nite...was darn fun! lolx...ANYWAY!!!! lolx...these 3 weeks have been hell for me manz... project, project, project, project... FLASH MX 2004, FLASH MX 2004, FLASH MX 2004, DC LOADLINE GRAPH!!!! noooooooo!I actually got so exhausted by it that I suffered from minor insomia and still are having the effects of it. I think this will go away after the 18th... coz evrything associated with the proj will go away....lolx.I really see progress in the project assignment, and now i'm 85% or even close to 90% finished. = ) My mood is slowly smoothening out and im going back to normal slowly, even my partner SriKuhan's mood is also clearing up alr...not so uptight, and now we both dun look like we might murder anyone who pisses us off anymore...hahahahaah...I realli hv to thank a few of my friends who stood by me through my ordeal....Firstly, gotta thank Leon, Neo, Kenneth and their fren Jeremy Tian... for cycling to my place and spending a little time with me, during the period i was stressing the most. That little gesture went a long way in keeping me sane and focused... and also thanks Leon, for occasionally asking me how my project was... = )Thanks Jarold for that naruto topic which leveled off some stress... lolx. Someone surpass me alr lr...not scared of me anymore, got ironhead and running without legs...haha kidding.Thanks Kim for the chatting online, which helped me destress when I take breaks from my project work. lolx... Bodyguard service, available 24/7, free of charge. HAHA!ShuWee...my bro. Who would keep me on track and talk to me regularly and willingly, coz he knew I needed to destress. Once, he even waited for my call until early in the damned morning, coz he knew i was stressed, however i fell aslp out of exhaustion and FORGOT TO CALL!!! WTF! Sry bout tt bro...lol. Brothers we may not be in blood...But brothers in nature, we truly are. *High fist salute*Nxt and lastly, are my parents = ) Mum & Dad who stood by me and tried to help me , even though they knew nothing bout Flash and my electronics. They tried to understand my topic and give me ideas and suggestions to see if could get it to work. F.A.M.I.L.Y = Father And Mother, I Love You. = )Oh yEa...Clement, if u read my blog. Just wanna tell u....dun worry bout wat we were talking bout the other night over sms. If that's e way it is and wun change, then let's just leave it be... Let's see how far he can fly. Be happy, i'll catch with u soon... I'll be returning to church soon. = )///////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Down to more serious business...yEs i may be someone who loves passionately, but my fire is as fiery as my passion...A team which nicknamed themselves for fun, BlackSun, approached me to join and the purpose was just for inter-training, cOz they were a team consisting of 1 muay thai guy, 1 judo guy, 1 aikido guy, 1 jujitsu, 1 boxer and the last guy, i can nvr identify wat the hell he's practising, but he's good. They seemed to noe alot bout me and wat i practise and wat i have in e past... well i agreed coz it was a chance for me to train and enhance myself...ok end of intro, anyway, they went too far with some issue and in e end, I ended up in matches with each and evry one of them... i've an injured shoulder now...hahaha, but i won 5/6 of them... i'm trying to encourage e last one to give up. Honestly, coz i wanna rest =PHow i beat them? u may ask? simple...cOz i dun play by their rules right? Why shld i kick e muay thai guy, and let him kick me, he kick, i kick, he kick, i kick...obviously, i will lose out... coz tt's how he train. This is not colonial warfare u noe...dun need to u shoot alr, then i shoot...face to face. lolx... I'm not going to grapple with a jujitsu dude...I'm not going to let a judo guy grab me...simple application of brains. They fight e way they want, and i fight e way im trained to. If i can go for a knee i go for it... lolx...KEEP IT SHORT AND SIMPLE....K.I.S.S *wink*However im tired so i wish i dun hv to hav my last match wif the last guy on Saturday....haha...
posted @ 10:28 PM
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