Thursday, September 14, 2006
**** Technique Testing no.1, failure ****
Well things seem to be real shitty now. I don't know how things got this far. It's really bad. I'm trying all i can to help smoothen things out. But it's not working. I hate this feeling. I loved to hang out with them cOz, i felt my life was full of this shit alr. Evrytime i hang with them, i felt the fun in life! It really is veri cOoL and a good feeling to have fun with'em. Coz i dun feel the pressure of the shit that I'm going through outside the world that i hv with them. But I guess this is life, their growing up too."Welcome to the real world" i believe is wat most ppl say when shit happens. I begin to see my means of Escapading frm the real world, for moments to catch my breath, coming to an end. All I can do now is stand by them in the real world, them who hv briefly allowed me to feel the joy of being a young carefree teenager agaIn. And of course hOpE that the fun factor will come back and evryone is okie once agaIn.On another note, the technique i was creating and testing out. FAILED!!! it didn't have the effect it was supposed to have. Well guess I would have to go back to more reading and marking out on the anatomy charts agaIn....... argh its like back to square one. lolx... guess its back to formula.Sianz...when is the RC going to approve of the equipment storing place. My newly arrived jeetkunedo gloves are rotting in the warehouse and its been so long alr. My master say soon...soon...soon....soon....soon.... HAHA! i'm getting so darn impatient. HAHAHA!!! With these gloves, training for sparring, will be able to be full-contact from now on. No need for me to train underground with my neighbours anymore, using lousy wraps :P :P :P My Cherie Amour, lovely as a summer's dayMy Cherie Amour, distant as the Milky Way My Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore You're the only girl my heart beats for How I wish that you were mine In a cafe or sometimes on a crowded streetI've been near you, but you never notice me My Cherie Amour, won't you tell me how could you ignoreThat behind that little smile I wore How I wish that you were mineMaybe someday you'll see my face among the crowd Maybe someday I'll share your little distant cloud Oh, Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore You're the only girl my heart beats for How I wish that you were mine Haiz... how i wish that you were mine.... i'm too cowardly to talk to u. U're like a goddess, so far outta my reach.
posted @ 1:06 AM
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