Saturday, October 07, 2006
**** Beaten by the Judokas! WOW!!! Good job Team BlackSun ****
YEAH! That's right... i'm not a propaganda person. When i win, i'll say i won. When i lose, i wun hide the facts that i lost. I really respect the Judoka Sensei. He really earned all my respect when he displayed the sense of responsibility towards his students. I was initially supposed to have 2 matches, unwillingly I might add. One with the assistant instructor and one with the Sensei. Thanks to the great planning and organisational skills of my team's leader, no offense. Well, the Judoka sensei told me that his student was not at a suitable level to be able to fight with me. So he requested politely that there be only one match. His match. I knew deep down that, this was it. There was indeed no chance in hell that I could defeat him, until I used other techniques. But an epiphany came to mind in a split second...If i were training a friend/student, and someone of higher level than him came along and issued a challenge. I too would throw myself into the line of fire to protect my friend/student.After the epiphany faded, i agreed and shook his hand. I realli meant it when i shook his hand manz. I respected him so much after i truly understood why he did wat he did. Well, he defeated me, even with all the vicious attacks and techniques i threw at him. He knew just when and how to capitalise, even though his lip was swollen from, i dunno which strike i landed. Guess i would call it his experience was greater than my skills. And i guess also his strength came from e determination to protect his students. R-E-S-P-E-C-T... find out what it means to me! HAHA! thse are song lyrics btw.My back hurts like hell now, and i have a terrible cough... thanks to the mighty Judo throw which swept me off my feet and slammed me hard onto the mat. And this Dog-Gone haze with PSI above 100 isnt helping my cough at all.Darn I've been hving realli terrible mood swings recently. Wat's bothering me manz, i am usualli able to contain my frustrations and ease them away slowly, but manz...e feelings tt im feeling recently are... explosive and bad. Real bad. Watching Adam Sandler & Jack Nicholson in Anger Management isnt helping much either, except for the "I feel pretty" song part. HAHAHA!!!!!!I'm glad i have good friends by my side at this time. Aaron, Neo, Jarold, ShuWee, Ivan, Nic...I noe Aaron altho i dun see him in person recently, i noe he still has my best interests at heart. All e best in OCS bro (:Neo thanks for listening to my woes just now. Looking forward to joining y'all in the last camp before I enter NS and suffer in commandos. loLx... Rmber i'm your Commando for always. lol. u hv my support in ur stuff. (:Nic, if u read this...thanks for listening and consoling me tt day I smsed bout my argument with, u noe who. (:Jarold well i dunno if u meant it, but through ur words, u sorta taught me wad is it like to cherish myself more by not jumping into a fray without watching my health and injuries. Noone outside of my family has ever told me that. And also thx for helping me in WoW :P Thanks kid (:ShuWee! LOL my majordomo! LOL kidding... u're alwys there for me too. Take care of ur health lr...u sound like u are dying. U die alr...wad am i going to do? Spend money buy wreath leh! HAHA kidding. Take care of ur health and drink more water. After ur Os, lets go out or smthing (:Ivan....ivan...wad can i say...wah lao eh...been my bro since PRI 4. LOL! We've been thru hell, making teachers cry and bleeding discipline masters dry!!! U were alwys there for me, in sch, NCC and in life. U rock! lol...
posted @ 1:17 AM
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