Saturday, February 03, 2007
**** Becoming hardcore ****
yEaH im back once agaIn. Well actually i was back on friday night lr...but was too shag to blog anything. lolx! I was outfield and did lots of interesting, exciting and fun stuff. I dunno lr...call my mad but i like thse kinda things. HAHA!Another challenge during this past week was a route march with a shitload, and i mean i real big load of equipment. LOL! it was freaking damn damn damn damn long, up and down, rocky and bumpy, wet and muddy. yUp...Glad i made it through!I learnt smthing from the experience. Self-centered motivation can only get me so far...motivating myself by thinking of family & loved ones is the Key. I carried on and brought myself to finish e march by thinking of e faces of my family members and a few friends, flashing their faces one by one, and having that mental playlist on replay throughout the journey while telling myself mentally "Fuck it...i have to finish this march for them!" ... and God damn it...i didnt fall out, i didnt faint, i didnt give up. I also had a photo-incident during the march, tt pushed me on too. I made it to the finishing point with my platoon.yEaH just like to say... thanks to e images of e faces of my dad, mum, sister ( a little bit), Neo, Jarold, Leon, Lizhen & my cute baby cousin, Isaac. I realised tt in times of hardship these were e ppl who popped into my mind. And coincidently these are the same ppl, whom i verbally swear to be loyal and faithful to. It tells me smthing.....i realli do love these ppl alot. Well at least, do care bout lr....LOL! dun ask me why some certain ppl are not in there...or why u're not in there...or why is it these particular ppl. HAHAHA...i couldnt control it...my mind just drifted coz i was so exhuasted, and i thought of them. But that doesnt mean the rest of my friends aren't important, i still treasure all just as much.Well this time after i book in tml night...i will be away for 2 weeks? yUp 2 weeks... hahaha going for the next evolution in e training! WOOHOO!!!Just to say to all my loved ones. Take care of urselves...2 weeks nia, i'll be fine. See all of y'all soon =D My family? dun need to mention lr they alr noe...LOL!Alrighty then, enough said i think. hahahaha... it's now so late alr and im still up blogging. loLx...Au Revoir ppl!!!
posted @ 9:11 AM
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