Tuesday, November 27, 2007
"Only a friend can kill me..."
this is wat my Father told me.
I've been thinking bout my life, yEaH... i have to do a little bit of reassesment. I have some plans which i'm going to keep, and some which i'm really going to have to brainstorm over. yEaH... for all thse involved directly, i have to pls beg ur pardon and trust me.
Am i realli loyal to fault? I guess i realli am... do i really assess the situation before rushing to support or fight for (in general) a friend? I guess i dun really. I noe myself, i love with all my heart and hate with all Hell's fury. I'm overprotective and veri hot tempered, that has often caused me to jump into situations for either myself or my friends. Smtimes even though they tell me not to get involved.
Being loyal to a fault is a flaw...but...i believe i can work it to my advantage, by controlling that famous temper of mine. Yes...and i realli hOpE to start todae. I've hurt enough of my Loved ones... to be blunt... wanna hurt or channel rage. Shouldnt it be to outsiders and not my Loved ones? yEaH... I have to change...
The future is wat i have to plan............................. oh boy, this is gonna be a ride.
posted @ 5:43 AM
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